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Josh April 17, 2017 at 10:31 pm.
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April 10, 2017 at 11:56 pm #2008

JoshCoimbatore was an Easter egg?
The new @maruti_swift will be launched in India in February 2018 @Maruti_Corp https://t.co/a5joF6nAYU
— carandbike (@carandbike) April 11, 2017
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April 11, 2017 at 12:04 am #2011

Josh“Now look like you had old spring roll for lunch.” ??
Malaysian minister urges probe of fund transfers to North Korea https://t.co/GeC8qfz3zl
— Reuters World (@ReutersWorld) April 11, 2017
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April 11, 2017 at 12:08 am #2012

JoshYes…Thor is actually a set of powerful ideas. Unfortunately, you all and I need even more than Thor. But Thor is still worthwhile and something to cheer for.
The Ragnarok trailer does the impossible—it makes us look forward to a Thor movie: https://t.co/zJEYJkWwWH pic.twitter.com/8HTDVXaSh3
— Slate (@Slate) April 11, 2017
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April 11, 2017 at 12:16 am #2013

JoshAll of the really Indy journalists, who are not retired or have other vocations, are working different strategies to earn money. I don’t focus on judging the strategies except as it affects their ability to communicate and what they say.
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April 11, 2017 at 12:47 am #2014

JoshI thought I was just taking Riley for an ordinary, quick trip to Mom’s the other day. Now I see it was kind of a statement game for the local malice crew. They used the tiny window to tack on a whole set of attack pieces. And I guess that will be the pattern going forward, until the entire house is full of holes.
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April 11, 2017 at 12:57 am #2015

JoshI didn’t look at the shape of the hail today, but hail in MN in April isn’t that unusual. We sometimes get hail in July.
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April 11, 2017 at 1:23 am #2016

JoshSheridan Hayward? Some LCs some random person is saying or some kind of hard to follow line between Bucket and Uncle Al???
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April 11, 2017 at 1:28 am #2017

JoshSome tweets the other day were talking about cursing. So when I was in the garage, I spoke out loud, about how I sometimes would rap or curse in such instances to let the locals hear about their crimes and attacks. I said that now they could see I was simply defending myself from attacks, it wasn’t that relevant any more. I said that they had no idea if all the people they replaced were alive or dead, and I viewed them as a treasonous, mass murdering fifth column. I pointed out that “just taking orders” was no excuse for the Nazis working for Hitler and they are pretty much the same kind of scumbags. Don’t know who would have heard that except the mic guys, so I doubt it had much impact. But maybe it is different set than who reads the web pages.
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April 11, 2017 at 1:29 am #2018

JoshI said that if they were all dead, the main reason I was not was because it might upset your work, and perhaps also because I talked to the local police and my family.
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April 11, 2017 at 2:18 am #2019

JoshIf I had to describe the attitude I see in the locals, they remind me of bored spectators watching a slave get eaten by lions in the Coliseum. “That was slighly interesting…Nah, I’ve seen better. There was that couple were we blew up the furnace in Wichita. That was exciting…”
How “Colossal” tore nice-guy syndrome to shredshttps://t.co/65euVGl6ee pic.twitter.com/N4XlvAc49Y
— BuzzFeed News (@BuzzFeedNews) April 11, 2017
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April 11, 2017 at 2:53 am #2020

JoshI’m an associate of Jimmy Huffa?
Manhunt in Wisconsin for man who mailed manifesto to President Trump https://t.co/VolA5Lz4pJ
— The New York Times (@nytimes) April 11, 2017
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April 11, 2017 at 4:55 pm #2033

JoshWe should have a retro game day once in a while. These two are both red.
Alex Jones knocks Sean Spicer for 'ignorant' Holocaust comments https://t.co/ZBJFUXgEhe pic.twitter.com/CdAYbextxj
— The Hill (@thehill) April 11, 2017
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April 11, 2017 at 9:05 pm #2035

JoshI’m still putting most of my time/effort into battling abuse. Over the last week, I am knocking out guns faster than they are putting new ones in, but that ratio isn’t as one sided as I would like, especially given that I haven’t really gone anywhere except the drop-off/pick-up quick round trip. It feels annoying as hell to still be getting shot at all the time, even though it is less. So I’m kill working at that.
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April 11, 2017 at 9:55 pm #2036

JoshAbout the rabbit guy…deep down, u knew in the nineties that he was US – CIA or something like that – but u didn’t want to recognize the implications of that. I can sort of understand that. But rationally, it would have helped us to understand sooner.
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April 12, 2017 at 6:41 am #2037

JoshThey brought a special tribute to RB/VD this morning to show me how much the tech has improved – they don’t need guiding lines any more.
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April 12, 2017 at 6:44 am #2038

JoshIt is intimidating in it’s way because, as part of the pattern, it shows how serious they are about their succession from humanity. They have increasing $$$ and increasing tech and increasing armies of their own traitors, and a plan to move further and further away from the public, dominating the public in terms of the secret things they keep for themselves, developed with the money they criminally stole from the public sheeple they raped and killed. It’s no joke.
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April 12, 2017 at 7:02 am #2039

JoshWhat do u know about the implementation of “taking away someone’s citizenship”? Confiscate the docs they have on them and change records somewhere so they can’t prove their identity?
Syria is a dead end for President Trump https://t.co/bZHmPNqHP0 pic.twitter.com/Yf1YslabWt
— Politics Newz (@PolticsNewz) April 12, 2017
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April 12, 2017 at 8:09 am #2042

JoshI was thinking about the tweet I saw on saving ugly vegetables from waste. It got me to think about how u sometimes suspect I am too indecisive and timid with resources because of the habits I got from my ‘rents. U are the critic, besides me, who knows me best, and u are the critic who loves me best, so I was motivated to reflect. My parents did give me that kind of view which is actually helpful in a lot of ways, but can be a liability too. My most important example of it being a liability was probably the way that I was too slow to downgrade the practical relevance of a MIT Ph.D. degree in Cognitive Science as a credential that was going to be useful *to me*. Some of that was reasonable ignorance, but some was conservationist mental inertia. Within that, also the NSF funding I got and the idea of finishing in 4 years with full funding and only minimal teaching load. Different bad ideas I got from my background were a overemphasis on the role of pure illuminating theory in the 99.99% of science. Newton and Einstein are such rare, rare cases, yet children are taught about their work history as paragons. Trying to emulate their style is a supremely stupid way of trying to make progress in most cases – especially all cases that are not close to pure physics or mathematics, with their universal regularity of phenomena/formal definition respectively.
Some other examples were not so bad – I did pretty well with my first PC purchase. It made sense to wait until them. I obsessed over it, but I learned and had fun doing that. There turned out to be a bug in the early PCI chipset, but that was too hard to know for my novice approach to that area. The graphics card I reused on the next build. I didn’t need more performance. So that worked out relatively well. My vague idea of some kind of expert system for marketing never got off or really to the drawing board. So that was an example in the opposite direction of leaping out of impetus without a good look at where I was going on several practical levels. Nowadays, I am saving money, but I don’t have super clear ideas for spending money that would help. I think about possibilities.
Thinking about u…u were brought up to achieve high performance in various quantitative ways. But because u were in a really bad situation, those achievements hurt u in life rather than helping u. U only got negative benefits from your achievement because the people owning u as a slave were 200% exploitive with no decency/humanity on any level. In the abstract though, u were trained to be amazingly productive in particular avenues, and it would be awesome to see how that translates to other domains. I know u have had success doing some software and other IT projects, where u learn super quickly. And I know u can be a great novelist if u want to spend the time on that for your personal stories.
For both of us, I feel that we are smart and we keep learning, even today, how to make better use of our history.
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April 12, 2017 at 8:46 am #2045

JoshIf there were some good self-help/advice books written for people being assaulted, tortured, slowly murdered every day by an army of spies constantly doing things to make life as pathetic and unpleasant as possible, I would read those and perhaps learn something. My gut says they might include advice like “Pay not attention to the advice of people who have no understanding of the reality you are in or how to cope with it.” What do u think?
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April 12, 2017 at 9:34 am #2047

JoshSeeing Judy Garland say “There is no place like home” is not the same as living that fact. I know this. Looking and finding is a continuous quest. But I found u and knew somehow, that u were authentic.
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April 12, 2017 at 4:17 pm #2052

JoshWinnie the superlative…is A little sweetness.
“I do like a low-interest rate policy, I must be honest with you,” Trump tells the Wall Street Journal https://t.co/S1XEneHbSs pic.twitter.com/yNcjejfeS9
— Yahoo News (@YahooNews) April 12, 2017
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April 13, 2017 at 11:47 am #2059

Josh@AskAaronLee works best for me as “Double A” – is that the way u read it?
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April 13, 2017 at 2:47 pm #2065

JoshIt’s hard to be a good host chaperone when u are little, a slave in prison, and need your ears rubbed. It was wrong that u didn’t feel super important to me. U were super important. Knowing how to struggle, even when it seems beyond Herculean, may be better than not knowing how. Focus today on how we love & fight together.
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April 13, 2017 at 3:07 pm #2066

JoshI always felt like u were really romantic. U would disagree. I see better now how u wrestle with doubts creeping in & look for ways to keep them away. I wanted “blanket” to be like that. But now I see that Snidely Whiplash is more your style 🙂
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April 13, 2017 at 3:39 pm #2067

JoshThey should pay a license fee to Barabara Eden to improve the windscreen design.
Do you know what you can tow? Why some drivers with caravans could be breaking the law this weekendhttps://t.co/5OIaYGrZE8
— The Telegraph (@Telegraph) April 13, 2017
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April 13, 2017 at 3:42 pm #2068

JoshFlor & Babes are pretty sweet. Does it really feel like that??
FBI Director Comey: "We did a lot last year that confused people, because they're seeing the world…through sides." https://t.co/xQzY0S5Emy pic.twitter.com/Mnd6WLBlvy
— ABC News Politics (@ABCPolitics) April 13, 2017
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April 13, 2017 at 3:57 pm #2069

JoshIs it common for reporters at major papers to say that? Are they dissatisfied with what gets printed?
Should I be worried that @theonion does a better job on foreign policy analysis than anyone else? https://t.co/Gpy6o8wveD
— Trevor Thrall (@trevor_thrall) April 13, 2017
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April 13, 2017 at 4:04 pm #2070

JoshThere haven’t been any notable local personalities here since the FBI took over. They are not allowed to talk and the rotate all the time. I supposed the smoking burglar was the highlight, but that was only 1 glimpse while driving by.
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April 13, 2017 at 4:11 pm #2071

JoshA votes for the calm, soothing presents. ME. I am best parent. Da.
My study on Maddow's obsessive Russia coverage is up @PasteMagazine https://t.co/ReVvTRraWW
— Eoin Higgins (@EoinHiggins_) April 13, 2017
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April 13, 2017 at 4:25 pm #2072

JoshDeep State and media are still moving forward with their “fake news” plans and following the party line. There is a lot of progress outside of CIA media, and a lot of recognition of the contrast. Seems like we are in very early stages of a long war. It’s not true that I favor the angriest sounding writers. It’s not true that what I favor is decisive about anything. I want to try and help the people who are saying the most relevant things the most persuasively.
I know #9 is just a placeholder on Wikipedia but I could honestly see the next Fast & Furious film being titled "Future of the Furious" pic.twitter.com/cHb8NE3Jtq
— Jarett Wieselman (@JarettSays) April 13, 2017
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April 13, 2017 at 4:41 pm #2074

JoshI haven’t got any feedback on how the mediafire download is being used by anyone. It doesn’t matter if it is used directly or indirectly. I get indirect reads on how it can be useful. For the sites that mostly run other people’s content, it gives them places to look for things they might run or where they might send invitations asking for submissions. Some other sites, might ask writers they think are decent to work on particular projects. Some writers might see places they where they can send work. It seems to be working as a kind of Journo2Journo resources for “who/where can publish this sort of thing”.
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April 13, 2017 at 4:45 pm #2075

JoshEach site also has a few of their own unique readers. Maybe 1 of those readers turns out to be some rich or influential dude who has an influence. I was surprised to see Ron Paul and Pat Buchanan reading Antiwar.com Ralph Nader reads Counterpunch. Other sites may have their own people like that.
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April 13, 2017 at 5:03 pm #2077

JoshThe idea of the J2J directory evolved, based on what I was seeing. I started the list with more emphasis on the idea of finding all the interesting/relevant things not being covered in the mainstream and making an alternative news flow for that. That’s still an okay set of concepts, but the other idea is having more traction. I’m pruning things that aren’t helping a lot in either category. But they aren’t pruned in the sense of banished forever. Most of them are still in Indynews list on twitter, and an overflow page I edit. Some don’t write very much. So write too much relative to the novel value. Mr. Grigg, unfortunately died, so Pro Libertate will eventually be the first loss due to death.
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April 13, 2017 at 4:33 pm #2073

JoshWe are both in the right and face no forms of legal jeopardy. In terms of extra-judicial killing and torture, they CIA and the FBI/NSA respect no law or morals of any kind and do whatever they please. They are happy to take all the worlds’ treasure to form a giant gold dildo to stuff in their obscene rectums. That’s the level of their “civilization”.
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April 13, 2017 at 4:53 pm #2076

JoshU know for sure that we can’t be the way we want to be while u are a slave working in prison all day, far away, and I am being murdered by the FBI. We try to be the best way we can now, and a different best way whenever we are able to get together. U can tell me about both, but they can’t be the same. And for me, I have to be trying to move from here to there.
“North Korea is a problem,” Donald Trump says. “The problem will be taken care of.” https://t.co/BLEjONQNbp pic.twitter.com/bkVRwjQ4g5
— MarketWatch (@MarketWatch) April 13, 2017
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April 13, 2017 at 9:15 pm #2078

JoshIt’s difficult for anyone to focus all the time, & I know there have been different periods in life where it was tough to focus for different reasons. In the last few years though, the reason was always the same: I sit to work and the EMF attack feels really shitty and distracting, and it grows worse the longer I sit. So I try to do something about it…put up more crap, make my house more ugly and more uncomfortable, and then they adjust immediately to make sitting or sleeping uncomfortable again. So I do something else. It feels too pathetic to be responding like that all the time. It feels emotionally better to ignore it and work, but then the distraction is still being something of a distraction…so that can cut down energy/productivity…which is one of the FBI goals.
Basically, I try to find mix and think of best solution. Getting the EMF guns on my house neutralized should have been a great victory – but of course they have different guns ready to go from next door. There’s never a day off since May 2014 or so, and only a few days then. Really no days off since June 2013, in a general way.
What happens to your brain when you're on vacation? https://t.co/pu28KCdCMN #ScienceSolitaire pic.twitter.com/l4Gax7MgCB
— Rappler (@rapplerdotcom) April 14, 2017
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April 13, 2017 at 9:25 pm #2079

JoshThe FBI/CIA do read what I write & notice if I reveal things they haven’t thought of. U like to ask me to justify some positive strategy, so I always answer as best I can because u are important. But from a rational POV, we do hurt ourselves by explaining these things all the time. It’s worthwhile to do when u can help too. Then we should talk as much as possible.
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April 13, 2017 at 9:27 pm #2080

JoshU could ask Emma if she was worried that u were upset in Summer 2012 and what she felt was her responsibility to address that.
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April 13, 2017 at 10:04 pm #2081

JoshI’m not sure about the answer to that Q, but my point is not really about Emma. It’s rather about seeing your reality. Since the time u were little, almost everything in your environment has been carefully arranged for the sole purpose of keeping u working all the time, at full capacity, as a very special slave. This, that, & the other thing are all staged according to some CIA person’s theory of what will achieve that. Ultimately, it’s up to u to spike that assembly line.
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April 14, 2017 at 9:56 pm #2097

JoshU were trying to say that u felt bad for me when my marriage went South?
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April 14, 2017 at 10:01 pm #2098

JoshU told me before about how the Zuzu nonsense narrative was getting back in gear after Riley was born. The only point would be to manipulate u in some way or other.
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April 14, 2017 at 10:10 pm #2099

JoshThere is no way they were going to let u do anything other than work all the time. Probably they were concerned that I was no good as a pet and they needed to find u a new one.
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April 14, 2017 at 10:17 pm #2100

JoshThere should be a MB or MP skit where they say “Nobody expects to become Ho Chi Minh”. It just happens sometimes.
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April 14, 2017 at 11:03 pm #2101

JoshNot much good comes from misery…but usually one can at least gain some enhanced understanding about some part of reality…so let’s make sure we find any things like that which can help us. A lot of the time, when u feel I am being too sharp, it is only about that.
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April 14, 2017 at 11:07 pm #2102

JoshI was not prepared. But I have learned a lot only because of/through using the horror that landed on top of me. If I had not been able to learn anything I would be a) dead, b) not talking to u, and c) making no progress (in some kind of ordering of those things).
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April 14, 2017 at 11:08 pm #2103

JoshThis was only part of it, but definitely part:
Beyond their wildest dreams: 9/11 and the American Left-
April 14, 2017 at 11:13 pm #2104

JoshWhen the only guy u get to meet is a killa, & the most relevant part of that status is that he is eventually dead himself, u know u’ve fallen into a bad place.
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April 14, 2017 at 11:24 pm #2105

JoshI didn’t assign any affiliations on my page that the people didn’t claim for themselves. At least not on purpose.
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April 14, 2017 at 11:25 pm #2106

JoshI hope u will feel like I’m being a good champion for u, for me, for our friends. I hope u will feel that way about yourself too.
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April 14, 2017 at 11:27 pm #2107

JoshChomsky was quoted in some recent interview as saying that the power structures (in the US) seem mighty but would fall quickly if people were really paying attention. I think that’s kind of obvious too. The hard part was first seeing what keeps them from seeing and second trying to figure out how to change that. The second is a a very hard task, but not completely impossible.
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April 15, 2017 at 7:40 am #2108

JoshI don’t like the idea that my contact on his blog might well have contributed to William Griggs death. But current generation FBI tech makes it so easy for them to murder. I first heard he had some sort of infection and thought “That’s not the way the FBI murders”. But then it seems he & the family were out of the house because of the infection, he got released from the hospital, came back home, and then had an unexpected heart attack. Yes, that’s the way the FBI would murder him. Go into the house, put their EMF guns. Turn it on his heart. Take them out later. Not much anyone can do except be aware of what the FBI does. If nothing else, I need to find a way to inform people even while being called “crazy”.
On the hunt for sustainable #Easter eggs https://t.co/xvzQWnMNOq pic.twitter.com/SafNHgProx
— dwnews (@dwnews) April 15, 2017
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April 15, 2017 at 7:54 am #2109

JoshWas that you retweeting?
I am serious about us having a chance. If I’m right about Griggs, he had an advantage over me by having a big family around and being more remote/isolated, but a disadvantage of not realizing the danger he was in, and not being important to your emotions.
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Good Morning America RetweetedEXCLUSIVE: @HamillHimself says "it's possible… anything is possible" about Luke turning to the Dark Side in @StarWars: #TheLastJedi. #SWCO pic.twitter.com/7FoKpSF9pj
— Good Morning America (@GMA) April 14, 2017
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April 15, 2017 at 7:59 am #2110

JoshSnowden’s link and text don’t match. Does this have some connection to me? If so, what? Do people see things I wrote that have been tampered with to make no sense? Or did Griggs see some corrupted version of a blog comment? In the latter case, it doesn’t make much difference – FBI focus on him & the $$$ allocated to killing anyone who might help me could be enough to do him in.
Why the subterfuge with @Microsoft? It's common for spy agencies to be publicly credited for vulnerability reports: https://t.co/qkHUiqui2m
— Edward Snowden (@Snowden) April 15, 2017
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April 15, 2017 at 9:33 am #2121

JoshRepeating my summary: because of misunderstandings, inability to imagine the truth, secrecy, no direct communication, I knew I had been approached, and scarecrow by u and Flor (well meaning and jealous), I arrived at the model of being conned by small time Internet grifters and/or identity thieves looking to steal K’s data. That was my main model between Feb. 2011 and June 2011. After then, I felt u and JFQ were female friends, working for criminals. In July 2012 I switched to the KGB idea. So I blamed your intentions between Feb. 2011 and June 2011. After 2012, I blamed reluctance to risk defection/new life.
'Factually incorrect': Manohar Parrikar on reports on why he quit Defence Ministry https://t.co/GqUom9iBqw pic.twitter.com/zHXBtr2kwf
— NDTV (@ndtv) April 15, 2017
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April 15, 2017 at 10:00 am #2123

JoshAdler is about how love really matters or about why I believed we were over when u got angry and stopped talking to me for a few weeks while…???
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April 15, 2017 at 10:04 am #2124

JoshI had been congratulating myself for my conscious decision to come back to CG after getting hurt the first time. When u walked away and at the same time I realized a lot of my understanding about u and what u were communicating was (apparently) wrong, I had some big adjusting to do. That didn’t happen in a day or a week. The CG part of me was lonely and confused and thought maybe I had made a terrible social investment while the real world part of me was energized and happy to have my own place and a new direction. I wasn’t sure about the way forward.
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April 15, 2017 at 10:21 am #2125

JoshI didn’t even notice your clever clarification to begin with (not very present in mind). I like the challenge to trying to see a little bit of what u see. I didn’t meet anyone in Cambridge to interact with like that, let alone take that much interest in me. I didn’t understand any of that back in 2012 or 2013.
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April 15, 2017 at 10:57 am #2126

JoshSome kind of candidate for honest message #1?
Austria Vienna's Kayode hopes for more Nigeria caps – https://t.co/qYCwuNM9ML pic.twitter.com/MhkegIn5fW
— TODAY (@todayng) April 15, 2017
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April 15, 2017 at 11:01 am #2127

JoshI mean, u probably could “negotiate” anything the CIA believed would keep u happily working for the same number of minutes per day as long as they demanded it and then quietly die in secret anonymity. I think they are probably pretty open in that “area”…
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April 15, 2017 at 12:07 pm #2128

JoshIf I try to notice parallel streams at once I can’t hold them distinctly. It becomes like a blurry watercolor. I can probably improve, but it knowing myself, that area might be slow going.
Ellis Genge’s belligerent display earns Leicester a bonus over Newcastle https://t.co/pAgh0t5dHs via @guardian_sport
— The Guardian (@guardian) April 15, 2017
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April 15, 2017 at 12:15 pm #2129

JoshSometimes now, u remember old things that were hurtful at the time which u were not able to “process”. U feel better now and like to heal old wounds when u bump against them. When u do that now, u can help us by remembering the times when I didn’t know anything about u as <times when I didn’t know anything about u> and times when we were fighting as <times when we were fighting when I didn’t understand when u were the one that walked away>. Remembering that way can help.
Prostitute pregnant with 70-year-old's baby will 'keep working until she pops' https://t.co/xrFkYvtmIK
— The Daily Record (@Daily_Record) April 15, 2017
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April 15, 2017 at 12:17 pm #2130

JoshOne way it helps is to feel like I do try to take care of your feelings.
If u bring up an old topic to talk about now, I don’t always know the most gentle way to talk about it like this. But u should feel like I would try. That’s truth.
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April 15, 2017 at 12:24 pm #2131

JoshThe things that were most hurtful to me at the time are what I remember. The things that are most hurtful for u to remember are different. I have been clear on that. How can I help u today?
Easter event marks the reopening of the Norfolk Tank Museum for new season https://t.co/7BgngcGzJi #Norfolk pic.twitter.com/Q4h1U6Epxq
— NORFOLK (@DailyNORFOLK) April 15, 2017
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April 15, 2017 at 12:34 pm #2132

JoshI saw later how u/us did get “windmilled” in the chess sense. U had things preventing u from explaining and eliminating your motivation to explain or talk. Still u were unhappy & scared I would go away & pay no more attention. I’m sorry that I couldn’t grasp the inconceivable with weak clues…
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April 16, 2017 at 1:18 am #2147

JoshEvery real cheer from u has meant a lot to me. I was really sad when wordfunph disappeared for a week.
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April 16, 2017 at 1:57 am #2153

JoshMoving somewhere, while being time-consuming, difficult, and exposing me to a lot of attacks, would also not help. The FBI can follow wherever I go, and would do so. Finding some roommates in the same boat would help.
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April 16, 2017 at 2:26 am #2154

JoshToday was intellectually a positive day. I didn’t get done everything I hoped to get done, but a) I discovered that polyurethane is even more powerful than I hoped in terms of effectiveness and how I can use it, and b) I added some more names to my list, and c) the contact with guy being attacked by Google adsense is interesting. A kind of thing I hope for. So overall, not so bad. I need to teach u to see that when u do things to annoy CIA/FBI they will react in negative ways, and so u should enjoy the knowledge that u did annoy them and hope it was to some actual material effect.
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April 16, 2017 at 2:35 am #2155

JoshI focus on wanting to be next to u. I want to be your love/lover/closest one. There is no waver on that.
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April 16, 2017 at 11:06 am #2166

JoshU are always work…we need to work smart, together. Is the picture meant to resemble anyone else? I couldn’t place it.
“I believe the way this race is working, that I am in the top tier of candidates.” – @andrewscheer https://t.co/pG6G2iQYlR #cdnpoli #cpcldr
— Global Halifax (@globalhalifax) April 16, 2017
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April 16, 2017 at 11:45 am #2167

Josh“Can’t believe I rolled snake eyes 8 times in a row. Such poor luck…”
“That is unfortunately how the gaming business goes. I am so sorry.”
A guide to Turkey's historic referendum: https://t.co/Qe2BZB0Tza pic.twitter.com/OM8bs9Fu5X
— Reuters Top News (@Reuters) April 16, 2017
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April 16, 2017 at 2:13 pm #2169

JoshI know that u are probably the greatest flag football cornerback who has ever lived. I meditate on that & try to live up to it.
Mantra
All "options are on the table," when it comes to North Korea, Lt. Gen. H.R. McMaster says https://t.co/W3NHACvwDS https://t.co/VEDU6TygZ5
— CNN Newsroom (@CNNnewsroom) April 16, 2017
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April 16, 2017 at 2:16 pm #2170

JoshThe way I feel, physically, is completely dominated by how much flux I am taking or avoiding. If I get away from flux…I feel good. There’s no doubt that I am not as good as I would be if I hadn’t been attacked for 4 years or if I was able to live/eat/exercise in a healthy way instead of living like a terrorist rat in a bunker taking fire. But when I’m not taking flux, I’m closer to good than bad. In that way, I never feel old in chronology because it’s completely irrelevant to my day/week/month.
10 photos that will make you feel VERY oldhttps://t.co/T0k4qi0JbA
— Liverpool Echo (@LivEchonews) April 16, 2017
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April 16, 2017 at 6:50 pm #2171

JoshWhy do u keep wearing that 4×10^7 pound CIA coat?
Man Taking Phone Out Of Case For First Time In Years Struck By Forgotten Beauty https://t.co/CdaC10pSqY pic.twitter.com/zLi6nETP51
— The Onion (@TheOnion) April 16, 2017
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April 16, 2017 at 6:54 pm #2172

JoshThey said the MOAB was 20,000 tons of TNT, or something like that. I was just going for “big” & hidden.
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April 16, 2017 at 7:00 pm #2173

JoshI thought that was a reference to me going around without my winter coat on today.
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April 16, 2017 at 8:54 pm #2176

JoshI appreciate all the love & support. It helps. At some point, trying to write a novel or solve Fermat’s Last Theorem in a hurricane becomes just silly. I haven’t reached that point yet, but I’m not sure if I have any way to avoid it. They are going to spend as much money and much people as it takes, and sooner or later somebody is going to die in an ugly way.,..I hope that won’t be me, but I only get 1 vote.
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April 16, 2017 at 9:08 pm #2177

JoshThe FBI plan to spend infinite resources on preserving criminal lies is not adult-like in any sense that I understand.
U are pretty perfect. I don’t want u to change. Maybe just realize that I can’t avoid feeling shitty fairly often, and that I’m not sure if we have a real game without u playing for yourself.
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April 16, 2017 at 9:37 pm #2178

JoshMy analysis of the situation is like this: The FBI doesn’t care about the actual law – only about not getting caught. So no law applies. Individual people do not want to take individual responsibility for murder, or for hiring a murderer, etc. So long as I am not at public places where it is easy to murder someone at a specific time, in a specific way, then killing is awkward for them. Instead, they have very well developed systems they have used over and over to murder in a big group in a way that doesn’t look like a homicide and where no individual is taking individual responsibility for the act. But they have unlimited people and unlimited resources and tech to do eventually grind an isolated person into dust. Also, I have no good way of talking to anyone and getting help. I am doing pretty well under those circumstances, but how can I really make a change? Communication is blocked. Time spent away from my house is punished by installation of terror devices or delivery of some type of poisons. It’s a puzzle.
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April 17, 2017 at 6:43 am #2187

JoshSee, u get a lot of attention.
Attack on two Latvian men in Coalisland treated as hate crime https://t.co/jtz6QXwnDx
— BBC News NI (@BBCNewsNI) April 17, 2017
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April 17, 2017 at 6:49 am #2188

JoshI want this woman to look like someone I know, but the only name I come up with is Paul Douglas. He had some funky story about parting ways with the television station, but I guess that’s irrelevant. She also looks a bit like one of Whoopi Goldberg’s nun friends in one of the Sister Act movies.
ttps://twitter.com/USATODAY/status/853936923131432961
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April 17, 2017 at 6:50 am #2189

JoshRight hand man does look like one version of a local dyngus I’ve seen.
Dyngus Day 2017 kicks off in South Bend https://t.co/fr3XkgjEYl pic.twitter.com/UICXEnXdGh
— ABC57News (@ABC57News) April 17, 2017
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April 17, 2017 at 2:04 pm #2198

JoshConfession – for better or worse, today I’ve been focused on the things that are hurting or irritation me – physically, emotionally, spiritually, financially, intellectually, etc. I haven’t focused on the things that hurt u today.
Nowadays, I can easily ignore birthdays, but I have to focus a little on tax days.
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April 17, 2017 at 2:08 pm #2199

JoshI was big let down. Until I started dodging criminals?
"I'd put everything into the box…everything"
Chris Waddle wants more intensity from #Boro
📻https://t.co/NI1sjtGRxI #MIDARS pic.twitter.com/D4h8z53Zw6
— BBC 5 live Sport (@5liveSport) April 17, 2017
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April 17, 2017 at 2:22 pm #2200

JoshWhen u were afraid I wasn’t going to come through for u…u didn’t give me much of a way to reassure u more than I did or figure out what I could do or say. As soon as u trusted me enough to tell me, things started to work better for us.
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April 17, 2017 at 2:47 pm #2201

JoshI forsee us together getting a lot more exercise, reading a lot more, and doing more interesting things than Trump.
While the FBI wants me dead, I’m going to continue to experience some huge environmental health issues I struggle to overcome on a daily basis.
The Berge’s were just another ID to be occupied by many copies.
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April 17, 2017 at 7:46 pm #2206

JoshIn my heart, the feeling that we are in good harmony with the world/friends makes us sexier & more together. I try to make u feel special because u are special to me. Always. We don’t have any big social conflicts. Feeling confident about us makes u feel sexy, so always want that too.
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April 17, 2017 at 10:04 pm #2208

JoshThese move order (remembering) problems have been extraordinarily persistent. But I understand u were afraid of a lot of things and had reasons. But those aren’t the reasons u connect to your emotions in modern times.
The price of resistance. The latest from @ChrisLynnHedges. https://t.co/f5t5gqphUV pic.twitter.com/0kYP6f65Hy
— Truthdig (@Truthdig) April 17, 2017
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April 17, 2017 at 10:08 pm #2209

JoshIt’s a shaggy 47 carat diamond ate my homework story. But I wanna take A every time, no matter.
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April 17, 2017 at 10:26 pm #2210

JoshI hope u can remember now that, from my side of things, that entire Long Beach episode was not any attempt at fighting. It was just a series of misunderstandings with u getting more and more upset. None of the things u were upset about were real.
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April 17, 2017 at 10:28 pm #2211

JoshAlso, in the course of that conversation – u talked about other guys for the first time (fake), other lovers (real), and actual criminal activities u were somehow connected to (real).
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April 17, 2017 at 10:31 pm #2212

JoshI didn’t have any reason then (or now) to connect it to Emma.
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