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  • #2220

    Josh

    Did u say that she developed contacts through some sort of political organization? What sort of political organization would a teenager be part of in UK at that time?

    • #2221

      Josh

      U think it was the 1940s MI6 version of “Comet Pizza”. Lure poor kids in with promises of something or other?

      • #2612

        Josh

        http://www.metrolyrics.com/sgt-peppers-lonely-hearts-club-band-lyrics-beatles.html

        Maybe this was her bitter commentary on the presentation vs. the reality.

        • #2613

          Josh

          The monologue has the feel of stubbornly going back to a deal one was promised under the umbrella realization it was probably all a trick from the beginning…NOT “The one and only Billy Shears”…

          • #2614

            Josh

            Still hoping for your “Real sex club be an Indy”??? Yes!?

          • #2615

            Josh

            I’m still waiting on more info about the distribution of today’s in people. Some are child/teenage recruits, some are abductees, some are “Rothschilds”, etc. I don’t have a picture of the numbers in the various groups or the positions they occupy at different stages of their lives.

            What was Hillary Rodham? What was William Jefferson Clinton?

          • #2620

            Josh

            In the 1940s, your Mom was taken in by promises, including meeting some true husband type real man. By 1967 or thereabouts she would realize it was a common Spook scam, and she felt bitter about her marriage setup, etc.

  • #2222

    Josh

    What is this? Really an Indy??

    https://twitter.com/DanielFalcone7

  • #2223

    Josh

    Interesting how I am blocked all of a sudden from following all sorts of Turkish language accounts I never exchanged info with, all in a mass.

  • #2227

    Josh

    I’m feeling a little down right now in ways that are temporary and easy for me to analyze: not enough good sleep, worked on crappy chores today that I don’t count for much (putting polyurethane in a lot of spots responding to flux, finishing my empty taxes for paperwork reasons, drilling a hole in what spook managed to leave in front while I was mailing things at the post office…). So I spent most of the day getting radiated and not getting much done that feels like work. Also, I’m suspicious that the only real accounts who get to follow me are Spooks or targets, although I guess that is not too important.

    I am really happy that u stay confident about us. U should be. I only think good thoughts about u.

  • #2228

    Josh

    I don’t know if the FBI use “hot” emotions like hate. They enjoy killing and destroying people who are in their way and they strongly like losing or being stopped or not finishing what they start. So they are very resolute about spending whatever $$$ and effort it takes to kill me in a “pro” way, and if that is super unpleasant for me, they’ll get a kick out of that too, in their cold, impersonal way.

    • #2229

      Josh

      They are having their fake bird make some kind of fanfare from incidental tv music (I think). But I don’t watch tv, so I don’t know the specific reference. It sounds like it would be from a cartoon like action figure show.

  • #2231

    Josh

    The piece works better if the listener has read Death in the Family & gets a performance that fits their emotional idea of that.

    https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Knoxville:_Summer_of_1915

    • #2232

      Josh

      I was trying to express – about Adler, etc – that a lot of the American neo-classical music is rooted in someone’s particular feels about cultural touchstones. It doesn’t translate in a universal way from person to person or generation to generation.

  • #2233

    Josh

    Let’s improve our game by not reporting any of the pretend CIA/FBI “shock revelation” nonsense for the 5000th time. These sadists care about nothing except themselves, and they enjoy murder/violence/sadism. We’ve seen that in our lives and in the research we’ve done. No need to amuse them by playing any of their games like lab mice in a maze. We might as well bite the lab tech’s hand or shit on it and then get back to finding an escape route.

  • #2234

    Josh

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  • #2235

    Josh

    Why they trying to pretend this week that they had some reason for firebombing my apartment complex in 1992?? How lame is that?

    • #2236

      Josh

      Let’s talk instead about making innocent children slaves in the 1970s and using me as a spy pet.

  • #2237

    Josh

    I want to help Riley stay asleep by not making much noise. So I won’t move the ladder around, and may try to sleep myself. I only slep from 7:30 to 10:30 this a.m. or something like that. Or maybe I’ll drink another coffee and try to some more work. A sore calf is not going stop work from getting done.

  • #2238

    Josh

    I’m still largely in the dark about which information paths actually reach other people and how that happens. It feels like it does happen. But I’m not sure how, so I don’t know how to optimize it or which energy spends are worthwhile.

    • #2239

      Josh

      I do have long term plans to power past that. But in the short term it would be nice to have a better understanding.

  • #2241

    Josh

    Restoring balance?

  • #2242

    Josh

    I understand that u write all day and different fantasies pop out. I just figured I would ask about what leads u to the non-obvious ones.

  • #2243

    Josh

    Ok. We can explore different versions of the Queen’s plans and itinerary to see what fits best 🙂

  • #2247

    Josh

    I finished up my practical commentary some time back. Only talking today about your psyche.

  • #2248

    Josh

    U need to try harder to keep up your resistance to psyops, especially fake dialog.

  • #2254

    Josh

    I spy, with my little eye…”Beef Stroganoff!”…well, maybe not.

  • #2256

    Josh

    Everything that showed up on your boat was, at root, CIA designed and directed and analyzed. That is different from what different people knew or understood. Their might be 10 steps between then and CIA leader…and the middle steps might not know the truth either.

  • #2258

    Josh

    Re: K/Joseph – She believes that she “got out” with some talent and really hard work. She believes in work/focus for its own sake. She believes she would have liked to be Math Ph.D. I believe she would have benefitted from getting to try specializing in Math and finding it a little too dry for her and not a great match to her actual talents (wide, very quick memory, persistence, hard work focus, indifference to many social conventions).

  • #2259

    Josh

    We’re still following that path, up the mountain, with a lot of hairpin turns, climbing a steep hill on a slow grade.

  • #2260

    Josh

    There was no discussion of a custody battle in our divorce, although that wasn’t a legal formality until the final court session ended in Oct. 2012.

  • #2261

    Josh

    Do u feel like u ever made a deal with the CIA? I would say u did not because they held u hostage and lied to u for your entire life. So nothing u said or did could be binding in any way. But u also never suggested to me that u had said words agreeing to any deal. So I don’t know why they would talk about deals.

  • #2298

    Josh

    What does it mean when u write for Babes like that? It’s hard to understand as any of messenger, critic, therapy, news. Without a perspective… ???

    • #2299

      Josh

      U want emotional closure? Best to see there are different categories. For us, I want us now, and if we win, being together will bring a different kind of emotional closure. For your friendship, you have to both seek that, but you can give it time and feel confident there will be a way.

      • #2300

        Josh

        I am honestly positive about/towards Babes, so I don’t hide that. U should feel like u don’t give away any advantage or territory by being positive in the ways that u feel are true. Our only competition mattering is us vs. CIA/FBI.

        • #2301

          Josh

          We all get bottled up in different ways/dimensions, some more than others. It hurts u not to be adored. It hurts Babes not to be listened to attentively, or asked first.

  • #2302

    Josh

    I’ve apologized before for the reality that I had no clue about what your issues were and what u needed support about in 2012. I kept trying to get u to talk to me, and u were blocking my attempts. I didn’t have a framework at that time for being sweet. But later I regretted it anyway. Because I love u always. And now I know why.

  • #2303

    Josh

    Yeah, I talked about my goal to make myself as rationally irrelevant as possible in terms of killing – e.g. try to dump all info and ideas I have in multiple public places, and point a lot of fingers, etc. Still, I don’t have a way to make you all irrelevant to them, so a) they believe I would specially try for you, and b) they are happy to kill people out of spite/rivaly – e.g. Bush didn’t have to murder Eli Black in order to launch his invasion, but maybe that was convenient and offing a rival onto the middle of busy thoroughfare tickled his funny bone. Ha ha…

    Still, the more we can do to make ourselves irrelevant, the less they are apt to spend on attacking us…so it helps at the margins.

  • #2307

    Josh

    For each of the things that sometimes worry your mind…there are things u can do to prevent or ease that. For some of them, there are things I can also do, and I try to do those things, unless there is some compelling reason not to.

    Similar comments apply to your other relationships that matter. That is the idea I am trying to get across. U have a lot option affect and ways to make an effect.

  • #2308

    Josh

    The preedited caption is good for mindset of the cult. It’s sort of like galley slaves on a medieval Arabian ship.

    • #2309

      Josh

      The fact that they still seem to telling these bozos that they are going to turn me into an up slave makes me think that they are planning to murder me and replace me immediately with one of their own, pretending nothing happened prior to that. Then the replacement will publicly go crazy.

  • #2310

    Josh

    Every previous thing they told u was true or a rule was a lie. There are no rules. It’s only a big mafia.

    • #2311

      Josh

      I’m getting good at reversing FBI lies and getting under their skin. But that doesn’t help me live longer. It motivates them to figure out ways to spend more for more abuse. Like the current program to replace some 1 or 2 pieces of metal on my house we EMF gun metal on every short 15 min. scheduled trip.

      Since the only thing keeping me alive at all is their lack of a good AI replacement for u and uncertainty about the quality of that, we need some kind of a plan for u.

      • #2312

        Josh

        The thing that bugs the FBI most is having me explain to their people that a) they are only criminals, b) they are all traitors, and c) they are all, themselves, expendable dog good in case either they are not absolutely trusted to follow orders in secret or they are no longer worth the cost of keeping them, whichever comes first.

        It’s kind of bad and costly for their moral. Which is the point.

  • #2313

    Josh

    morale

  • #2314

    Josh

    I’m doing everything I can think of to hurt the bottom line of fascist crime. But I am only in this situation because u make SOOOOO much $$$$$ for fascist crime. Is there any way we can alter that equation?

  • #2315

    Josh

    Thinking about that makes u upset. Makes it hard to focus. Can u stop doing distracting things for long enough to think about it?

  • #2316

    Josh

    The problem starts with the reality that the scale of the work u do is out of all human proportion. Countries fight wars and they don’t consider it bad if a few hundred soldiers die. Similarly, they don’t mind murdering a few hundred people around here to keep u working, because u are like an entire country in their criminal scheme of things.

  • #2317

    Josh

    I feel that the Deep State has already castrated Donald Trump & he is no longer relevant to any strategy, one way or the other, except as a current events foil.

  • #2318

    Josh

    I really know that your love is very true…and u care most about family surviving. Yet, u have to realize that the wind is just indifferent nature, while CIA/FBI are a malevolent force with focus that never stops. These two things are fundamentally not alike. One is chance…one event means nothing for the future. The other is death sentence from global fascism. It sounds crazy, but the honest truth is that our best path is taking on global fascism. It’s the most productive & noble, & best chance, win or lose.

  • #2328

    Josh

    Today…was another one of those days that feels like it was real hard when it should have been easier than average. I made 2 round trips to pick up/drop off Riley, and one quick trip to get her dinner. During the 2 round trips they installed new metal on the electrical stack, 2 sections of gutter/drip edge, and the porch light in front. I managed to find and coat those and do some more ceiling and North wall. But that took a lot of the day. After I had taken care of the new installs, they had nothing special going on…except more powerful flux from adjacent houses. They’ve kept to that pattern of almost always having a few more EMF tricks, or sometimes a new method ready to go, when I finish defusing the prior dungeon level. So I’m left with a feeling of having been painfully shot out all day, putting more goop (and a few holes) on my house, and only getting a bit of work done. I have to find a way to do better, but I’m not sure how many things I can do differently.

    I want to ask the people baby sitting someone’s children whether they were exposed to dings/murder/lynchings as children or if that’s a new thing.

  • #2329

    Josh

    U sound resolute. I thought my point about the Skyhorse/Counterpunch parallel was interesting. Not earth shattering, but a trend to look out for. These days, I am spending almost all my news reading on the Indy News group, so I don’t see as much of what is going on with MSM and whether there is any criticism of MSM in MSM….like…I dunno, maybe “We think Trump’s random civilian killing showed maturity, from a sophomore to freshman level. We’re not ready to joing CNN and the New York Times in calling him fine Presidential material on the basis of this wonderful progress…” or something like that. Some of the writers, paying attention, much feel it’s stupid. Assuming the editors don’t run their works, u might see drafts that didn’t run and get a sense for how it affects them.

  • #2330

    Josh

    It’s true, we did a bunch of communicating earlier in the day. I should count that in the day’s positive things too.

    It’s 4:30am, so I’m going to try and sleep a bit before Riley get’s up.

    When I look at the AHTribune Twitter page – I see AHTribune retweeting my tweet, and then I see AHTribune retweeting a tweet with the exact same text I used from another account called “crackenomics”. I’m not sure how to interpret that. Is it something that happens elsewhere??

  • #2331

    Josh

    I guess the bigger question is why AHTribune saw my tweet directed at them in the 1st place.

  • #2332

    Josh

    Maybe the tweets often get rewritten on the outside and they are sanctioned on the inside in some way???

  • #2333

    Josh

    This comment I made that got the biggest reaction from the locals: I said that CIA/FBI commit almost every organized crime imaginable but not counterfeiting, which would be easy for them to pull off and they would get infinite money. I asked “So why don’t they do that?” And I said “I guess the reason is that if they set that up, it would make it easy for low level people to go rogue, purchase their own hired heavies, their own media outlets, etc. It would undercut the power base of the Deep State.” The locals seemed to find that idea very interesting.

  • #2334

    Josh

    Albert Camus poses in front of the genetic father of Harold Ramis and a spy substituting for Vic Damone. Better watch out Albert! We’re rooting for you. Hope you survive…again, and again, and again, and…for a long time!

  • #2335

    Josh

    I told u about how they replaced the radio/cd/amp deck in my car with a spy model for tracking. I usually leave it off now and have no music because it’s a lot safer. They track me anyway using drones & cars, but they can’t perfectly time accident chances nearly as well with the deck powered off. The other day I put it on because I wanted music and they knew where I was going to pick up take out. I had a few narrow misses and also saw a cop had pulled someone over. They like to tell cops to go to someplace I will be in the hopes that I mess up somehow and get “discovered” by law enforcement in some compromising action or mistake. I’m not sure whether it is usually their own undercover cops or whether there is some cover story.

  • #2336

    Josh

    Try to remember that u are one of the rare “infinite” resources.

  • #2337

    Josh

    Look for emotional metrics that look like progress to u. For example, anything we can do to discredit the officious spokespeople for criminal fascism and their enablers is a good thing. They are complicit in destruction of Democracy, and some are gleeful mass murderers too. So they certainly don’t deserve to have slave labor making them look like competent, caring, egalitarian professionals.

  • #2338

    Josh

    Trump is talking about cutting a lot of scientific funding to boost the military and understanding the exact nature of & causes of climate change is important. Irrelevant arguments from authority are a different kettle of fish. Vague speeches and fund raising is a different kettle of fish also.

  • #2341

    Josh

    Shall I tweet that you all were briefly held prisoner in the basement of a Thompson/Reuters building in the US?

    • #2343

      Josh

      When u were there, did any of you ever hear Reuters people refer to you by category? If so, what did they call you?

      • #2344

        Josh

        They were told you were some kind of refugees from a conflict? A special editing program for pale white middle aged female refugees froms a non-specific conflict working at their special computers??? How would that make sense?

        • #2345

          Josh

          U meant refugees more in the sense of “people from the Security State in a temporary fort because something happened to the regular fort”? So they knew you were US security state. Did they know you were being held against your will? Or should they have known – e.g. that you were not permitted to live or make outside calls or have visitors of being unattended or….??

          • #2347

            Josh

            So do u feel confident to say that they knew a) you were providing important labor, b) you were prisoners of some kind of process, c) it was an extra-judicial process, and d) they weren’t much bothered about the real details of that or what you all did to deserve that fate???

          • #2348

            Josh

            We know that all the inside sex categories/codes/reasoning is CIA/FBI stuff. So if u heard people talking about that, they were CIA/FBI. It might well be that everyone you all got to see was a CIA/FBI inside person, so then the question doesn’t mean much. But it sounded like the venue was trafficked enough that there would be some non-insiders passing through. I meant to be asking about them. It might be hard to be certain, but u might have a good sense – e.g. someone that does sales calls for commercial reasons, or goes out to report or delivers supplies, or something.

          • #2349

            Josh

            “We’re here from the Secret Shadow govt. to make sure that your secret shadow government key service keeps working in this time of crisis” is also interesting, fitting with the story about Reuters being a CIA front, though it doesn’t bear on the extent of their knowledge of slavery directly. Would be secret stuff important to their business that they were not allowed to know about. It might be hard for u to tell if the place was sealed off to outsiders or not unless u heard conversations that had to be outsiders (and it wasn’t done for purposes of fooling you)

          • #2350

            Josh

            They emphasize limiting the number of people who see/could recognize you. So how did they bring you in & out of the building? At night in some special way??

          • #2351

            Josh

            There were a range of CIA people around, & they knew that our interaction was the big factor that led to your evacuation/being shuttled around – they wanted to make sure you were guarded and not found by the outside world. But the building mgmt. knew they took over a basement and some story about that. If they were all CIA, they were not all high level CIA.

  • #2342

    Josh

    Is this an example where u designed a tweet that would get through their filter, or where u adjusted someone else’s one-off LCs?

  • #2346

    Josh

    That’s pretty good. I decided it wasn’t really an interesting connection.

  • #2352

    Josh

    He’s lower level than he thought he was, but (on the relief side) less of a special witness?

  • #2353

    Josh

    What did u want me to say or think about the judge who was murdered? I don’t have any leads/context/research on that. So I don’t know what the key focus of suspicion is.

  • #2361

    Josh

    I don’t understand reference, but the category I know. I DO feel like u is beautiful with me & I feel hot, thinking of being really with u. really with u. really with u.

  • #2364

    Josh

    Socializing is a basic need. We socialize as best we can. Among the people immediately around u, u could always propose some different ways if u can think of them.

    My lists…give my opinions about a set of things, as a resource. They are provisional, not final, and not definitive for anyone else. It’s just an example of doing what I can with the tools that are easily available. Eventually, God willing, there will be other, better tools.

  • #2365

    Josh

    I try to take good care of my friends and try not to hurt them in any way?

  • #2366

    Josh

    Let’s try and take good care of us, with good habits, like we talked about.

  • #2367

    Josh

    *U* can be free in thought…

  • #2368

    Josh
  • #2369

    Josh

    Does FBI do macro expansions for LCs in the way that u do?

    “They’re having a party upstairs” is pretty sinister if we go UPS => United Postal Service

    I don’t know if they are that gymnastic, but it certainly fits with the plan they have stuck too Since Aug. 2013. Since that time I came to understand that the FBI itself is possibly the sickest, most vile, criminal group of freaks in the world, murdering at will, with some glee, hidden under masks. They like it that way. Besides understanding and costing International fascism a little bit of money, I also want to get the story out. Did William Pepper get his story out? Yes & No. He got the story out a lot better than if there had been no trial, no books, no speeches, etc. I’m sure he’s suffered a lot of abuse for it too. It’s a long road. I started this race is a poor position, but not the absolute worst position.

  • #2370

    Josh

    Yeah, well I want other people to know that Roseville/Shoreview MN has become a haven for FBI killers, who leave invisible trails of blood and feces like slugs, on every place they touch, and and every institution they come in contact with. The FBI is a civilization destroying toxic death poison.

  • #2371

    Josh

    Do u feel like u know or have a good idea about the best thing I could seize on to prove that my Twitter account is hacked?

    Going from 120 followers to 3500 Arabian bots in 2-3 weeks and then having that shut off, to drift down on a schedule for the next year is obviously a hack. But it doesn’t prove I was uniquely targeted. So I am asking about things where I can prove special denial of service most directly.

    • #2372

      Josh

      I couldn’t tell if u answered. It might be hard to form an answer with the materials available. But we can start with the question of whether u are actually able to see, in front of u, what it is that is missing. I believe that most twerps don’t receive notifications. But I’m not sure if the notifications are in their queue somewhere or if the follows are really there out in the real world. I think that the follows have to be really there and the notifications are not. But I’m only guessing. How about search? Can u do real world searchs and see if tweets from @misc_CIA_victim show up where one might expect them to?

  • #2373

    Josh

    I remain firm in my opinion that making as much noise as possible improves my safety. FBI garbage lying to u doesn’t change that view. Just ignore them. If an honest words passes through FBI lips to u that will be a first.

  • #2374

    Josh

    You’re upset about Oliver Stone? He is politically focused now. He lists UntoldHistory as first thing on Twitter. He’s tweeting about the media/mockingbird issues and there is an article about him talking about it on ZeroHedge. Putting someone on my list doesn’t dominate in any way, just because they are famous. That’s especially true if they are just on the long list. I’m not seeing the the actual idea of your criticism. It could be that Stone is still mostly associated, in the public mind, with fictional works. But I feel he is focused on relevant things at the moment.

  • #2375

    Josh

    Important to remember – when u are feeling low or needing to get settled, that is the time to focus on communicating with greatest clarity. To clam up or run away from us is always a bad idea.

  • #2376

    Josh

    I wasn’t sure whether or not it I should suggest to Joe Joseph that he should use a mocking voice for only parts of a podcast where he is mocking something. I’d have to listen more to see what other gears he has available.

  • #2377

    Josh

    Even an absence of creative tension is too much tension…it should be all back rubs from here…No/Yes WTAEEEE

    • #2378

      Josh

      I feel like I always want to be with u & also that we don’t even get a chance to be “not great”…I worry about surviving…I worry about Riley…I worry about getting u out of prison…I worry that the United States is actually more dystopian than paranoia dystopia movies even manage to conceive…I don’t worry about us.

  • #2379

    Josh

    If people are actively engaged in journalism, and they have some combo of talent, resolve, and opportunity, and I can actually reach them, then there is a reason to invest a little. Most of the world is remains more focused on politics than I am or can afford to be at the moment.

  • #2380

    Josh

    The FBI doesn’t say anything true, but it is true that made me a terrorist counterIntel extrajudicial target to only sting/neutralize/murder/takeout. It’s a pure enemy/survival situation as far as the FBI as an organization goes. People in the FBI sometimes get have personal opinions if they are allowed to retire. I’m not sure if the extrajudicial people ever retire. In any case, their personal opinions are a super longshot to be relevant to me in my lifetime.

  • #2381

    Josh

    Your resume says have experience as technical communications lead and special events coordinator. Great!

    https://twitter.com/HongKongdaily/status/856145908659920897

  • #2382

    Josh

    U are absolutely the best. And you’ll be wanting to upgrade that cracked sash for some frostburn gauntlets.

  • #2383

    Josh

    I’ve got a big collection of psychic booboos to kiss?

  • #2384

    Josh

    U might want to try hindquarters there.

  • #2385

    Josh

    This article must have been written on a confident A day.

    Criminal Media Messaging, Black Propaganda

  • #2386

    Josh

    How much did u help out with this title? No Buyer’s Remorse for Endless War
    Do u think it would be noticeable to Kurt Nimmo?

    • #2387

      Josh

      The thing that makes that one sentence particularly Anna like is the way in which the LCs have many different parses, with all of them sounding like Anna. It’s like Bach or Mozart, LC counterpoint.

  • #2388

    Josh

    It’s a round for feeling compliments?

  • #2389

    Josh

    I have to credit the unmentionable one with being the first to notice that everyone can look great after a visit to a dentist.

    • #2390

      Josh

      A leap to far. I was picking up on your chin & Olivier references with a true life novocaine inspired observation.

  • #2624

    Josh

    Did u feel like u had a definite answer to that Valeant Pharmaceuticals Inc. question? U might not recall it as memorable even if u were involved.

  • #2627

    Josh

    I love the idea that “Sneaky” has been my guardian angel all time time. It kind of ties us/life together in a good way.

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