It hurts me & u when we dwell on the perception that progress is just too slow. Some progress is better than no progress, but if it’s too slow, one worries about ever getting anywhere. I’ve thought about the analogy to the way some experts play video games (by their choice) in “hero mode” or “hard core” where they start out at extreme disadvantage and have to very slowly work/pick there way through the obstacles. This hasn’t been my choice, but I started out with the handicaps of 1.no objective evidence, 2. absurdly implausible claims, 3. no network of people, 4. no social standing, 5. an overwhelming, non-stop FBI murder attack, only limited by the FBI’s priority for secrecy over timeliness. In that context, progress is a kind of achievement. At the moment,most of my effort is divided between keeping my head above water with the EMF attacks and trying to put together a case that will, I hope, make my other claims sound more plausible and make me slightly more radioactive as a murder target (“Look at this dead guy’s reading list!!”). That is a pretty indirect, slow route to get anywhere, but that’s what I’ve got at the moment. If I get far enough gain contact/credible statements from witnesses supporting my novel claims, then I’d expect speed to accelerate after that.

There was a guy walking today he spelled out my name in stadium size letter on top of his hat along with the CG logo. This *unusual activity* was a great tribute to me, I am sure. 🙂

http://www.chessgames.com/perl/kibitzing?kid=T88422&reply=64

Last couple days they have been going back to older strategies – using the drain robot mostly while I lay down and also trying the strategy of creating polarized areas to attract flux and allow it to curve. I’ve tried to focus mostly on work, and only adjust shielding when I really feel a big need.

While I’m stationary and trying to sleep in my fort…the EMF attacks try to target whatever their sensor feedback tells them they are best able to hit. I try to cover up every part of my body under multiple layers on the covered basement floor, behind covered walls and barricades. The amount of sleep I get is a back and forth struggle.

I’ve written that on a few occasions I felt there was an attempt to deliberately try to stimulate particular sort of thoughts in my head. You also have probably experienced the phenomena that regular fever from illness often causes weird, nightmarish, but slightly incoherent dreams. Sometimes the heating or other effects from the flux cause dreams that are not so extreme as fever dreams, but a little bit in that direction. These sorts of dreams are often characterized by no understandable connection to reality coordinates.

The rate of EMF innovation has slowed this Fall. Except for trying the laser at the new locations, they’ve stuck with developing the flux guns. Over time, the strength increases and they try different targeting strategies in addition to moving water (I should probably try to buy a small indoor fountain as a decoy). While under attack, it’s hard to plan for future growth, and the basement ceiling remains a challenge for iterating layers of heavy plastic bag suspension. So I end up reacting to problem spots once I figure out where they are, or at least have a good guess.

It’s a tribute to poor truth resemblance?

Dubious claims from both sides of the #NCGA have been flying back and forth in Raleigh. We check them out. https://t.co/opr6GxtyXD #ncpol

— The News & Observer (@newsobserver) December 20, 2016

I get most down in physical feeling & frustration at times when I am losing to flux attack without a clear notion of why. That was happening earlier in the evening, and the way I was losing was making me very sleepy, even when not short of sleep…which is why I took a nap. I may end up needing to do a grounded foil run over to this side of the room.

Yes, I thought of feather in both of those senses. No one else does plumage like u.

The Rockettes are scheduled to perform at Trump's inauguration next month-but not all of them are on board with it. https://t.co/OsRjMlCoAq

— ABC News Politics (@ABCPolitics) December 23, 2016

Now that I am trying to minimize the amount of time I ever leave my home unattended, and recording inside to inhibit burglaries…one hot FBI strategy is to plant battery powered flux guns in the first floor overhanging eaves of the house. It is easy to peel off a few shingles and replace them back within minutes, and the installation job can be done over multiple trips – 5 mins. here + 5 mins. there.

This was same strategy was used for a spot by my dining room back in Aug. (battery recharged a couple of times). At the moment, there seems to be one at the back ‘L’ corner of the house, which can either shoot down on my bed area through the kitchen floor or towards my work area alongside the wall. These battery powered smaller guns are not as strong as continuously powered large ones, so they can be blocked more easily…but at the cost of more silly plastic or other things here and there.

If I was a roofer/construction handyman I would open up the roof while the battery is powered and figure out which element is producing the signal. But I’m guessing there wouldn’t be anything to find that was in any way easy to prove as a terror device, and whatever it is might well be incorporated in a piece of roof that needs to stay for structural/waterproofing reasons.

My best chance to lay hands on a device was in base of the floor lamp that was modified. I could take it apart with a saw if I wished. But how would I go about proving that the electrical stuff inside behaved in the way I claimed?? It’s probably an integrated circuit in a device that is expected to have those, made to look like a variation on the original.

The roof eaves would not be expected to contain any ICs. So if I found the correct piece of metal, it could be opened up as suspicious device. Though still hard to prove much about it without a sophisticated lab using instruments to detect oscillating magnetic flux, and a lot of know-how. Then what would I do? Take it to the police with some crazy claim they can’t verify…for them to send to FBI or a lab, that would ultimately end up looking at something different substituted for what I had given them…in the unlikely event, they bothered at all?

Flux can make me feel bloated on an empty stomach or hungry on a relatively full stomach. The signal is about pressure and chemical activity in the stomach lining, so it’s a fallible signal about the actual stomach contents.

Too much of a good thing: Why you feel so lousy after a huge holiday meal https://t.co/V11pen8VxI

— Washington Post (@washingtonpost) December 25, 2016

The device in the roof awning trick is really annoying. It seems they don’t require much time at all to install. There is a new one above my front door. I’m not sure exactly how new that installation is, because that direction of attack was being used anyway, due to not covering over the door itself with plastic. But the roof awning above the door gives a better downward angle. I don’t even know how to say anything interesting, at this point, about the FBI’s plan of day after day, year after year of toxic Mickey Mouse until their target drops of cancer. It’s sad, but not interesting unless I can do something effective to fight back. A lot of focus goes there…trying to counterattack from day to day and trying to get some big chunk of work done, from month to month.

I’m still trying to guess all of the different methods that were used to keep CIA/FBI media connections secret. Obviously, they have been very effective for all this time. I don’t think that bumping off celebrities before their time would be part of a general improving secrecy initiative (Vonnegut excepted as a likely special case). One could look at their royalty contracts and see if death changes anything about the royalty stream in terms of the contract.

Carrie Fisher used to rewrite Princess Leia's dialogue: https://t.co/PUArLszjIo pic.twitter.com/jPl7MaaMuL

— SpeedReads (@SpeedReads) December 27, 2016

I hit the correct spot with my last patch on the wall of my sleeping fort – which helped me to catch on some missed sleep – far from perfect, but a lot better than the prior few days.

Try to remember not to listen to FBI/CIA black site words. They are only for abuse, never truth.

FBI is really focusing hard now on the strategy of putting flux guns (anywhere) inside my roof and recharging them wirelessly – there is a cavity between the ceiling & current roof, without an attic, that is inaccessible from the inside of the home. I’ve got some adapting to do to stay afloat. May have to learn some basic roofing to remove them.

As I’ve written about before, I don’t have any material to reflect flux. The plastic sheets work by creating a kind of low frequency pass filter for magnetic flux oscillation. In order to be a little less affected by that, the FBI has started programming their devices to work at much lower frequencies. Sometimes I can feel the frequency of my lip vibrating, so it must be getting down in the neighborhood of 20Hz or less.

The countermeasures I took late last night were pretty effective at thwarting the angle from the furnace chimney to my sleeping spot. Already this afternoon, a different location is being used – going over the top of the hull of many plastic bags, through the furnace room. They really get a lot of malice done in a hurry when I am out.

My mood is okay. Riley has been complaining a lot about noise and messiness of putting up plastic when she is around, so I’m taking a break with that for the moment. But I picked up a new batch of contractor bags on my trip this morning.

When they ask you to edit a spam for a blog, what happens if you don’t do it? Does someone else fill in? Quickly?

I feel that at any given time there is a budget for attacking me…it has always been very large, and it can get raised, but it is finite in any given month.

I feel that recently – as a result of starting to do a greater variety of online things – they are shifting more of the budget to online things. You see that manifest in a greater variety of annoying fakes popping up online. But the overall budget is only staying at the same (high level) – there are fewer frills happening locally…at the moment..they mostly focus on getting one EMF car or one EMF shooter to follow me when they have a good idea where I am going. That’s vanilla and stripped down from where they have been at peak times.

That’s a little bit positive in the sense of seeing there is a fixed budget that has some limits.

Benefits and Costs of Elitism as a Self Perpetuating Religion would make a good econ research paper.

Top U.S. economists grapple with public disdain for free trade, globalization initiatives https://t.co/hAimeL1add

— Capital Journal (@WSJPolitics) January 9, 2017

It would be difficult and frustrating for me to spend every day trying to block all the flux attacks that are affecting me. Not getting them all blocked means that I start to temporarily wear down or vague out after sitting for a time. I can try to move around or lay down (though I may end up sleeping then more than I plan to). So I try not to worry about it too much, and hope cancer gets cured sooner rather than later. It never hurts to be more cool and relaxed about the things one can’t help or control. I see you all getting that lesson too.

Forced to do a huge amount of shielding this morning. Hoping I can stay ahead of the tech & the burglars…all the attacks today seem to be from devices placed inside of my roof – 4 different locations.

I’m not sure what “metal” is about. My biggest daily struggle continues to be about having okay places to work/sit/sleep – the ugly, criminal FBI is really spending a HUGE effort, every day, in $$$ and man hours, to try and murder me while claiming non-involvement. This has a large effect on what I manage to get done. From a tactical/practical POV, I have written too much about flux/shielding already, because they use what I write to help figure out how to make it harder to defend. So that part of my communication was, possibly, describable as being “stupid”. In any case, it’s tough to keep my head above water, but I am trying, and will stay committed and optimistic.

New variation last night – I’m not sure, but I believe it is based on using the principles describe here, underlying magnetic refrigeration to cool the galvanized steel I have around my sleeping enclosure to shield me from the laser. That combined with the thermal blankets I use “inside out” to lower my core temperature, so I woke up kind of cold.

A lot of the flux now seems to be using variations of the curve/bending attack – shooting a marker pole down at me from straight above at steady state and then trying to bend an oscillating flux stream towards that pole from some other less shielded approach. Realizing that, I have mostly been extending and thickening the canopy over my head during the past 3 days.

Sleep schedule, for me, is never a sign of big illness. It factors in total amount of recent sleeping, how good the sleeping is at the moment (my room is always pitch dark, but sometimes I am getting more radiated than others), whether I need to do something for R, & how much recovery I feel like I need from getting radiated during the day. If I am uncomfortable then I probably get up quickly. But if my sleep is being disturbed without rising to the level of forcing me up, then I take longer to feel rested. Taking flux in different parts of my brain affects mood, so if I find myself in a waking state where my head is not getting radiated, sometimes I like to think/reflect without that wincing for a while.

2000 inhuman pieces of inhuman, sadistic, criminal FBI black ops garbage cackle hideously to themselves, year after year, at my sub-human torture-victim state…while I continue a long-term public education initiative….(no smiley, this is actually a description of reality).