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  • July 11, 2017 at 5:22 pm #4175

    Josh

    Online I see a focus on fooling me or upsetting me in disturbing ways. Locally, I see nothing much going on. It’s still quiet in the neighborhood. There were a lot of cars out in the nearby blvds at lunch but they weren’t focused on me. The news looks like subtle indications of weird strife, but not in prose. Hard to say if that is my Twitter. Will look around more, write more. Hope you all are okay. I worry.

  • July 11, 2017 at 6:00 pm #4176

    Josh

    This sounds like Flor saying that for in women, no sex interest in safest.

    ‘Think Through the Implications of Our Actions’: An Open Letter to Rep. Barbara Lee From Norman Solomon

    Is that correct?

  • July 11, 2017 at 6:04 pm #4177

    Josh

    Other people are saying that a new white guy is running the local base, replacing Mr. Nigeria. Who does he actually work for? Probably can’t find out. But I guess there was enough stress & hysteria & anger that they felt a change couldn’t hurt anything. If they say “We are killing everybody here soon” then everyone resists with vigor. If they say “We are killing everyone here, theoretically, down the road (when AI replaces)” then maybe there is less protest. That is smart RM mgmt. right there.

  • July 11, 2017 at 9:08 pm #4179

    Josh

    I’m hearing hints that to survive & not be killed, Babes is being forced to have anal sex with a guy she doesn’t really want to have anal sex with, and he is doing it as a favor because he is gay & doesn’t really want to either.

    Is this true??

    Or is it really Babes? Is she in the same place where u can see her?

  • July 11, 2017 at 11:15 pm #4180

    Josh

    Jefferson Airplane: Don’t You Need Somebody To Love??

  • July 12, 2017 at 12:45 am #4181

    Josh

    China Kantner looks like she could be related to u. The Wiki story is opaque about the related people. I started reading about Grace Slick and her bio was completely fabricated – I assume she was an in person that popped into some situation – but I couldn’t work out the details – perhaps she replaced someone who was very openly hetero.

    • July 12, 2017 at 2:29 am #4186

      Josh

      On this mock up of your Mom theory, China Kanter’s similar appearance, suggestive name, and birth date a few years after you is a design rather than a coincidence. Not necessarily a relation – she was chosen to look like you.

  • July 12, 2017 at 1:25 am #4182

    Josh

    White Rabbit is from 1965. Thinking about the nonsense in the news today, I’m wondering whether Grace Slick was initially created as a kind of public symbol of your mom, just to give Deep State people a way to make small talk about their in gossip in public.

    http://www.metrolyrics.com/white-rabbit-lyrics-jefferson-airplane.html

    • July 12, 2017 at 2:07 am #4183

      Josh

      And if you go chasing rabbits, and you know you’re going to fall

      “What the’s explanation of this ‘Indy’ that does this weird ass dildo thing? He’s not really an Indy and he is really gay ‘in'”

      Tell ’em a hookah-smoking caterpillar has given you the call

      “I’m having a hot affair with this other Indy who landed up who isn’t really gay. How did that happen? It seems to have been arranged by the invisible spook hand (“the hiney error see all”)”

      And call Alice, when she was just small

      “When did my recruitment actually begin? Some precocious talent noticed? It wasn’t about being any kind of lesbian, that’s for sure”

      When the men on the chessboard get up and tell you where to go

      “You get recruited by the manipulators, then you are in and they give orders”

      And you’ve just had some kind of mushroom, and your mind is moving low

      “In this environment, people are assaulted for consensual sex, couples are broken apart, good men chased away, and your guy is scared/intimidated to be only hetero”

      Go ask Alice, I think she’ll know

      “All the icy denials are backed up with real world killing. It really is an ugly zoo, not like public reality”

      When logic and proportion have fallen sloppy dead

      “Can’t reason about it or with it using conventional human ethics/morality”

      And the white knight is talking backwards

      “A lot of discipline involves in slavery, hidden in some dungeon”

      And the red queen’s off with her head

      “And I’m having a straight sex relationship with 1 guy”

      Remember what the dormouse said
      Feed your head, feed your head

      “My Sgt. Pepper recruiter types, my main contacts, have said that the most important thing is only get together with guys who are really in the RM”

      Read more: Jefferson Airplane – White Rabbit Lyrics | MetroLyrics

  • July 12, 2017 at 2:09 am #4184

    Josh

    My position is that a) It is all wrong and criminal, and b) you were not recruited, you were taken as a child

    From their POV, of course, they kill Indy’s for even knowing you.

    • July 12, 2017 at 2:21 am #4185

      Josh

      I feel that they kill almost everyone who becomes a target on their radar. One can guess about the best strategy in that context. Everyone dies eventually anyway, so it’s kind of theoretical. I don’t even have any way to get out of EMF torture except fighting it manually. So threats and ugly, nasty, RM “doctrine” are not actually relevant to me.

  • July 12, 2017 at 2:43 am #4187

    Josh

    Cake put the guy version of this very compactly –
    “As long as your soda cans are red, white, and blue ones”

    *****************************
    Remember what the dormouse said
    Feed your head, feed your head

    “My Sgt. Pepper recruiter types, my main contacts, have said that the most important thing is only get together with guys who are really in the RM”

  • July 12, 2017 at 11:37 am #4188

    Josh

    #DonaldRumsfelds

  • July 12, 2017 at 1:28 pm #4189

    Josh

    Whee sponge bob.

  • July 12, 2017 at 4:10 pm #4192

    Josh

    Neither of us volunteered or signed up for any bad jobs. On some days there is more of a feeling of compensation in that than on other days. Reading about war in history books is different than living it. All veterans agree on that. Most don’t hang out at the VFWs.

    • July 12, 2017 at 4:13 pm #4193

      Josh

      It could be – it’s not unlikely – that the goofballs who hired Emma don’t even exist anymore.

  • July 12, 2017 at 11:43 pm #4194

    Josh

    So this is really true – they are bringing back the real zuzu crime shtick (alt/fake rules) after denying all this time?

    • July 13, 2017 at 12:12 am #4195

      Josh

      I feel that we are together in the spirit of being warriors. When things are hard for u, I’ll just try to do better.

  • July 13, 2017 at 3:06 am #4196

    Josh

    New mgmt. is trying to find more of a “balance” between death threats and coaxing more work out of the female slaves?

    Where do the male slaves go?

  • July 13, 2017 at 3:12 am #4197

    Josh

    Show him Wikipedia – this is where it all started.

    https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Canterbury_Tales

    • July 13, 2017 at 3:24 am #4198

      Josh

      People in 2017 have different expectations than 1400. Point is that there is a long tradition of taking advantage of straight women, understanding they were straight women being forced to do uncompensated work, It wasn’t helpful to force them not to be themselves. Showing me, from afar, was done partly because that got more creative work output.

  • July 13, 2017 at 3:53 am #4199

    Josh

    My internet cut out for a bit. I was about to send this:

    The Cantebury Tales/Chauceer is one ancient example, maybe the first. In that setup it sounds like a friend was visiting and telling tales of some far away person. That wasn’t the modern experience. There are other times in history where in women were used to lure men in order to kill them. The woman were usually lied to. The lesbian nonsense was false story/imposition, never preference.

    It’s an old crime scheme.

  • July 13, 2017 at 3:58 am #4200

    Josh

    There is no bigtime mobster there who bought anything without understanding the deal. Is this FBI actor or “Chinese” actor? We must give these “Chinese” actors a chance to show big creativeity.

  • July 13, 2017 at 4:18 am #4201

    Josh

    There is no actual way that “Comey” can be over. They made this giant destruction here with all these people they are protecting, and they have a lot of in people too. It seems they wanted to switch to guards not bound by same RM rules who are not in their database, who have some kind of financial stake in the result (for better or worse as it effects you all).

    • July 13, 2017 at 4:43 am #4202

      Josh

      I’m not getting a sense of what they would claim is different from the above. Deny everything is same as FBI since 2013 – no change at all. EMF here is on, same.

      • July 13, 2017 at 4:50 am #4203

        Josh

        Perhaps you all have access to less information?? I don’t think that would bother you. It always seemed to me that most of your info came from news flow.

        • July 13, 2017 at 5:01 am #4204

          Josh

          Doesn’t seem like anything significant has changed from our POV, so we go forward with same strategies. Hope you all are doing okay, and I want to hear about it when you are not.

  • July 13, 2017 at 5:14 am #4205

    Josh

    I would say that Anna’s mom’s editing was probably at the top of her game when she had a steady lover. At least in quality -circumstantially in quality too, because she came to America. So that’s one data point of a different kind.

  • July 13, 2017 at 6:31 am #4206

    Josh

    I like the pun even without mentioning Erdogan’s receping hairline.

  • July 13, 2017 at 5:53 pm #4218

    Josh

    My line stays the same – I prioritize us but want my other friends to know I think good thoughts about them & want them to have the thoughts that help them survive to make it through to freedom. Everyone should be respectful, do unto others like Golden Rule, etc. to not crowd each other’s space.

  • July 13, 2017 at 11:29 pm #4219

    Josh

    This Dumbo is about ex-POSTUS Obama’s Jet Ski trip with Branson

    I like the reality of our story is that I have learned to use my ears to get up and find u.

  • July 13, 2017 at 11:34 pm #4220

    Josh

    Nowadays, you all do final/copy editing most of the time & a little bit of other things. It seems true that most of the news is created by rooms of other in people writing nonsense they are told to write. They may be in or of key. We don’t know for sure where they speak out if at all.

  • July 14, 2017 at 4:14 am #4230

    Josh

    I will try harder to…work on my steering!


    fort meade !

  • July 14, 2017 at 2:18 pm #4233

    Josh

    Republican strategists completely fail to recognize the great achievement of the vanished brush pile – NY Times

    No…u know we are different. I’m trying to be good for u. There is a way of squinting at that Vox article and seeing a meaningful sacrifice was achieved…something at least.

    • July 14, 2017 at 2:22 pm #4234

      Josh

      I swear to u that if I had known she was in that kind of danger over the past year, I would have tried to engage with her more. She didn’t tell us who sent her so we had a lot of guesses to sort through & that prevented us from helping/knowing.

      Relying on any notion of professionalism for safety is a big mistake.

  • July 14, 2017 at 5:59 pm #4235

    Josh

    Easier to see me at the VA in 2006 than at home?

  • July 15, 2017 at 1:38 am #4240

    Josh

    I thought about some sections of that Mississipi Bridge Wikipedia article LCs as representing Emma. The date of the actual event didn’t seem to fit what I knew. Perhaps the date of the original edit did?? That’s not much to go on.

    • July 15, 2017 at 2:40 am #4245

      Josh

      Who or what was before Emma? Any clue?

  • July 15, 2017 at 2:22 am #4243

    Josh

    I root for us because I love u and I love us. Babes can’t root for us as a couple in the same way. But u don’t have to exile her from friendship for that.

    • July 15, 2017 at 2:27 am #4244

      Josh

      Like I say before, when u know that some topics are going to bring u down, then u can just stay away from them. There is only a downside and no upside for u to focus on those things. Doesn’t help. Doesn’t change. Just puts u in a bad mood.

      • July 15, 2017 at 2:50 am #4247

        Josh

        Also, it’s hard for all of us if I have to choose, in practice, between not noticing whatever she writes or putting u in a bad mood. U feel the solution is for her to…? U don’t know, u get upset. Discipline? I dunno…I should try to focus on more practical problems I can make progress on.

        • July 15, 2017 at 8:59 am #4250

          Josh

          U enjoy the arguments some of the time, when u are feeling confident about us. I want u to feel confident about us all of the time, but I feel u end up overdosing on the argument and it also gets to be too much for Babes. Some kind of moderation is better.

  • July 15, 2017 at 2:43 am #4246

    Josh

    The instant reactions to things are clearly fake. Part of my fake Internet universe. I’m not sure how they manage all the versions, but anything is possible given infinite sums of money plundered from real people to stuff in grotesque FBI/CIA rectum.

  • July 15, 2017 at 4:26 am #4248

    Josh

    “Sid Meier’s Civilization” – sounds like “See I, the Me, I errr…See evil eye…” I was looking for some detailed error history about the individual technology states. No such luck.

  • July 15, 2017 at 4:37 am #4249

    Josh

    Some claim about a cride of opportunity here:

  • July 15, 2017 at 12:33 pm #4251

    Josh

    I was working through a night of doubts. I feel that sometimes its good to push doubt away and sometimes its good to embrace it.

    • July 15, 2017 at 1:34 pm #4252

      Josh

      The key/slang doesn’t seem to be that secret. But if my interpretation is correct, then people are talking about all kinds of murder all the time and not reacting. So maybe there is a problem with that interpretation…I haven’t had friends/well wishers to correct mistakes or a lot of context. Wikipedia is pretty subtle, so people would miss that. Maybe speech is hard for most to get, so there is a lot of freedom in speech that is taken less seriously, and a real lunatic like Kissinger can get away with it? Well I’m not sure. It’s an open question: for how long have keys been used openly to talk about killing lots of people (esp. heterosexuals) and how many people understood that in different periods??

  • July 15, 2017 at 1:47 pm #4253

    Josh

    U liked Ms Conan Doyle?

    • July 15, 2017 at 1:49 pm #4254

      Josh

      Did u catch her expansion of capital letters – e.g. A => CapitalA ? There was one section where she exclaimed that her imaginary lover was really talll!

  • July 15, 2017 at 2:03 pm #4255

    Josh

    There is nearly unanimous support for the general public not understanding most of the news? No, that’s not true.

    • July 15, 2017 at 2:04 pm #4256

      Josh

      The media isn’t understanding almost all of the news.

  • July 16, 2017 at 1:11 am #4257

    Josh

    I think it could have been easy to lead my parents to find an apt. in Merion Station and then purchase the home they did in Merion Station. Did that happen? I don’t know. Maybe a little effort if someone liked my name or some other feature. There are ways to suggest events without forcing them.

  • July 16, 2017 at 2:44 am #4258

    Josh

    The cynicism it goes way back! You can’t get bottom of it.

    http://www.metrolyrics.com/hark-the-herald-angels-sing-lyrics-christmas-carols.html

  • July 16, 2017 at 6:00 am #4259

    Josh

    U have really good taste and intuition about people. U are kind, and u notice a lot. If u can mentally take u and I out of the picture and simply think about Flor, u see that she is happy and warms up a lot if she has some kind of intimate guy relationshp(s). She feels pain and bitterness of “life error” because that is true for her, she feels a lack & a lot of unmet needs. That isn’t her fault, no matter what else is true. In the abstract, a happier Flor is more fun for u.

  • July 16, 2017 at 6:31 am #4260

    Josh

    This was is a do the exact opposite of what I say –
    http://www.zerohedge.com/news/2017-07-14/new-silk-road-will-go-through-syria
    ?

  • July 16, 2017 at 7:57 am #4261

    Josh

    I see now that Earl Cornog Supplee III is a very lesbian Y name but I don’t think any of it was true of their family.

  • July 16, 2017 at 8:52 am #4262

    Josh

    Similar idea, but more topical: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wCWVuCCWqzQ

    • July 16, 2017 at 8:57 am #4263

      Josh

      This comment on YouTube is really funny (in its twisted context):

      “Oh yes … summer of 1978, cruising the beach in my white ’78 T-bird with this song playing (over and over) on my 8 track! Still a fabulous song and my ‘Bird is still pristine and well loved!”

  • July 16, 2017 at 9:30 am #4264

    Josh

    I remember the feeling of not being able to understand anything. It was difficult and frustrating. Later, life got scary & difficult in other ways. But interacting with you all became a lot easier. And I understood how those early times were hard for u too. Think about the reality of that when u remember incidents.

    http://www.chessgames.com/perl/chessgame?gid=1135523

  • July 16, 2017 at 9:36 am #4265

    Josh

    My route to thinking about Gladiator was through actually realizing the connection between what I think of as good art – reveal and understanding of the human condition, empathy, showing surprising connections, etc. – is related to the unique experience of generations of victimized women. Then I started thinking about what art to reflect the experience of the Pharaoh would be like and I thought of Gladiator as a mgmt. mistake treatise as opposed to identification with a hero in terrible crises.

  • July 16, 2017 at 9:45 am #4266

    Josh

    We don’t always laugh at the same things. I’m developing knowledge & intuition about what other people think now, & in the past, and what motivates them. I’m sorry if I made a bad guess out of context.

  • July 16, 2017 at 10:06 am #4267

    Josh

    I feel that u are tired…recent times have been stressful…sometimes extra sleep (whatever that means for u) can help. It always helps me.

    U feel I a take unnecessary risks sometimes but I disagree in modern era. We are in a psychological war and a physical war. The psychology is important to both sides and they put a lot of effort into it. A lot of things – actually most things – RM does only make sense in the context of some psychological explanation. Also true is that they have a world dominating army of 99.9% duped people – fighting for things they don’t understand, people they don’t know, causes they don’t see, all under some combination of fakery & totalitarianism and sexual manipulation.

    Why did Branson want all these pictures in the media?
    http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-4149292/Obamas-end-vacation-Michelle-Richard-Branson-s-jet.html
    Why did he release his notebooks? He likes people to see. He doesn’t want to say everything, but he wants some people to understand and notice.

    All these things are fair & relevant to comment on. Trumps tweets as well.

    The FBI has a very different personality.

    I don’t have answers to everything, but there is no control or secrecy possible for us. Intelligent fighting is best.

  • July 16, 2017 at 11:20 am #4268

    Josh

    You all are still my main lifetime source of RM info, but I have recently diversified a lot. I made a lot of mistakes/false starts learning from u, without regular conversation. I probably make some mistakes learning other things without regular conversation or the kind of feedback I got from you. I also have to wade through some psyop fakeries. Still, it’s interesting that I am able to discover some things from far away. Maybe being obsessive is good sometimes.

  • July 16, 2017 at 1:32 pm #4269

    Josh

    I was thinking it was cool that R’s endocrine treatment worked out well. She is still growing, and is taller now than the Dr’s expectation. My sister kept growing for a really long time – into College years. So I guess it’s not always easy to predict.

  • July 16, 2017 at 1:44 pm #4270

    Josh

    Who is making fun of Ayn Rand? For shame! Actually, I don’t think I really understood who this was about.

    • July 16, 2017 at 1:48 pm #4271

      Josh

      I am here for maestro A.

  • July 16, 2017 at 9:21 pm #4272

    Josh

    I need to lie down for a bit & then do some more shielding. But I can meditate on your favorite theme. What color is for today- Venus in Furs?

  • July 16, 2017 at 9:29 pm #4273

    Josh

    I took most of the weight off of those water pipes some while back. They hadn’t bent between the supports, so far as I could see. Copper bends before it breaks.

  • July 17, 2017 at 3:53 am #4274

    Josh

    The FBI loves to run fake stories. They feel they always have to have some stupid story going. After a while they run out of different ones & they recycle. Tonight u are reporting recycling stories & the flux is on high here, so it looks to me like the FBI is still running the show in a similar way.

    • July 17, 2017 at 5:33 am #4275

      Josh

      The general theme today is distraction with a sub-theme of horror. Best reaction I feel is hostility & critique of the abuse & the rudeness without giving in to horror fear.

  • July 17, 2017 at 7:09 am #4276

    Josh

    The Offspring lyrics suggest some kind of community so I was curious if the followed group on the Twitter acct. reflected that. Not really.

  • July 17, 2017 at 9:55 pm #4284

    Josh

    Message to U Roodmusic

  • July 17, 2017 at 10:01 pm #4285

    Josh

    U suspect that the reason/timing of Emma being killed was that she got replaced by a male hiney cook to have sex with guys on board?

  • July 18, 2017 at 7:13 am #4289

    Josh

    The snatch & replace crime is horrific & stresses out everyone who knows about it. Each of us is surrounded by hard core criminal enemies & facing daily stress from that & other stings. I don’t actually have any new story about it.

    Focus here this morning was on reacting to flux being pumped through some “holes” – e.g. some small spot of exposed foil/metal, often at some distance away. Kind of steady advance of Star Wars, not unusual.

    Haven’t heard from EV in a while. Hope she is okay. While lying down, I felt I made some progress in figuring out the micro LCs of a woman who replaced her doing local signage.

  • July 18, 2017 at 8:13 am #4290

    Josh

    3-4 hours of non stop harassment doesnt feel productive – especially after 4 years of similar activity – but dealing with it is still “work” of a sort. Trying to do better and not stop. That is true. Always true. I see a lot of evil stuff, and a lot of fake evil story, and a lot of painful harassment at the same time – all are going on.

  • July 18, 2017 at 8:49 am #4291

    Josh

    U wanted me to say, earlyre, I noticed that u had some good work to make these hits go fast for me. I did notice. U are always thoughtful & good. We do a lot of little things & hope some of them help.

  • July 18, 2017 at 9:51 am #4292

    Josh

    It’s possible to spend a lot of effort on a big crazy murder in a social scene and not so much effort on Internet correspondence afterwards. On the other hand, that isn’t very efficient. Locked in a cell, it is too hard to know these things.

  • July 18, 2017 at 10:04 am #4293

    Josh

    Getting the hiney man confused there.

    Nelson Mandela could be “No lesbian sex in only man’s ass. No deala” but Wiki says he was an indy and that was just his name.

  • July 18, 2017 at 10:18 am #4294

    Josh

    I try to imagine actual positive political/societal change.

  • July 18, 2017 at 11:53 am #4295

    Josh

    Yeah for A, that Handbook of Mormon needs a style update…

  • July 18, 2017 at 2:17 pm #4298

    Josh

    Whoever was doing sub-edits for Trump at that time thought it would have been a good plan to secretly invite us to get together and then kill me on that basis, all in secret. Koch’s had other plans.

  • July 19, 2017 at 1:46 am #4306

    Josh

    U do make me feel special, even a million miles away. Flux makes me feel like I need battery recharge, I’ll get some energy, muck through another day, hope for tomorrow…repeat…repeat…I guess they have a lot of levels in reserve, and I don’t know how many until I reach “the end”.

    Ichabod Crane the headless horsemen is an odd choice for a world crashing meme. One would think “No…” Maybe the leadership is Ichabod Crane in D.C. shadow world?

  • July 19, 2017 at 7:50 am #4308

    Josh

    I feel bad that u are going through a lot of psychic stress.

    I will be here for u as long as I am “here”.

    My advise about editing is to do less and be more targeted with it. If u are using some type of LCs to communicate, then try to figure out who/where the audience for that actually is – as exemplified by reactions u see in real world behavior. Target that audience. The rest is probably oblivious & only reacting to the prose content. It should be obvious that the RM focus of control is on the prose content and not on LCs. Your experiments have kind of proved that to some extent.

  • July 19, 2017 at 3:24 pm #4312

    Josh

    They are making it hard to find u today. I hope you are all okay. I know u are around, and it is a Twitter queue trick…so I miss u, but I’m not stressed about that.

    I do stress about something happening to Riley and/or K because I am not with them to protect them. At the same time, I see a lot of nonsense, so the focus seems to be on stressing me out and making me look crazy and rationally I try to keep the faith that they are okay.

    I made some progress with the flux shield/poly today – sleep was better and starting to feel a little better at the desk spot.

    I accidentally left my two alarm key chains and light switch keychain in my pants running it through the washer. I’m still waiting to see if they all recover. Probably, at least 90%. But one of the keychains had grow weaker in signal and didn’t always work from the door. Opening them up, I see they have a battery so that could be the battery. But I ordered a replacement pair anyway.

    The book 1811 Dictionary of the Vulgar Tongue Paperback – May 31, 2012 by Francis Grose is interesting from an LC POV because it defines slang terms with the LCs of the right hand definition matching the LCs of the word on the left side (leg style).

  • July 19, 2017 at 3:55 pm #4313

    Josh

    Make sure u get my full attention.

  • July 19, 2017 at 4:44 pm #4314

    Josh

    Sounded like the peanut gallery missed my point. That woman is in key and named Wendy Pearlman. She met “Wendy Pearlman” and thought it was good, and then the FBI killed him.

  • July 19, 2017 at 9:10 pm #4319

    Josh

    I wish there was some way to inform & convince other people being attacked that they can benefit from confronting some of their attackers and complaining. It depends on the situation…in my situation, they stay far away from me and pretend it is not true…so I have to mumble, out of conventional earshot, where they can hear because they are spies…with other situations, it would be different. But the point is that helps to confront the lynch mob with the reality of their crimes. In my case, the people usually get replaced.

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