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  • July 20, 2017 at 2:15 pm #4321

    Josh

    They’ve gone back to the game of rearranging your output to hide u? I see it on Twitter.

  • July 20, 2017 at 3:04 pm #4322

    Josh

    Angela Ackerman’s LCs, as I understand them, say that she was a woman with bisexual experience who was mainly into guys, had an affair with an in guy, he was disappeared (killed?) and she kept quiet about it. But she is left not be really into women, and not be RM allowed to have sex with men, so she writes about writing with RM horror LCs.

    • July 21, 2017 at 6:30 am #4337

      Josh

      About this or about RM plans for me?

      U suspect that she must enjoy sadism to write that stuff & it isn’t just a kind of commercial therapy? I can’t say. It didn’t seem important for me to know. The mappings in the Thesaurus books could be interesting to focus on

  • July 20, 2017 at 3:46 pm #4323

    Josh

    LC’s for Kory Grow seemed to say it was a woman who had been sex killed and replaced…or else just ed and told to be a lesbian.

  • July 20, 2017 at 9:54 pm #4324

    Josh

    This pair are a reference to Paul Mc,Cartney?

  • July 20, 2017 at 9:59 pm #4325

    Josh

    You should ask the local thugs why they are always telling nonsense things at u and never engaging with the reality of the World. None of u volunteered for your lifetime of cruel slavery. You’ve generated many, many billions of dollars of labor value for sicker murdering Nazi assholes that only gave you grief. And today some dumb ass comes to bother you about he only likes to stick his dick in another man’s rectum and your should care about what he thinks about your emotions or natural sexuality. Tell him that he’s a sick in the head offensive butt monkey and he should leave u alone with his sick rectum religion.

    • July 20, 2017 at 9:59 pm #4326

      Josh

      If the world was with him then they it wouldn’t have to be always a secret crime.

  • July 20, 2017 at 10:33 pm #4327

    Josh

    Significance in professional sports – what does America feel it means today?

    https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kate_Smith

    • July 20, 2017 at 10:40 pm #4328

      Josh

      What did u remember as actual reality of that time period, & some kind of performances? Did u work better when u could spy on me, or when the song was on, or…?? Or is it just the words that make the connection?

      • July 20, 2017 at 10:47 pm #4329

        Josh

        I’m sure the situation involved a lot of arch devil focus on figuring out what would optimize your work output. For some combo of mostly nefarious reasons they tried me, and it worked, so they kept going with it. But we actually match for some other set of reasons. Today, the second part matters a lot more than the first. But it’s still interesting to imagine. Today, u still find joy thinking about it.

        • July 20, 2017 at 11:06 pm #4330

          Josh

          There may have also been a kind of crafty PR effort to float a vague story about u that would have people completely fooled about your actual age. All they knew was that your Mom was being replaced and there would be a trying transition period. So it helped the PR to give the false impression of u being 15-20 years older than you were.

  • July 20, 2017 at 11:09 pm #4331

    Josh

    Banana Splits more appealing than H.R. Puffenstuff?

  • July 20, 2017 at 11:28 pm #4332

    Josh

    “Man with big tall hat say ‘pony my ass’ is West Texas guy thing only. Good for killin’ Mr. Nobody”

    • July 20, 2017 at 11:31 pm #4333

      Josh

      That’s actually true. The FBI killers made up a story that they didn’t know whether there suspect was here in Minnesota (Roseville) or some place in Michigan so they went in and killed a lot of people in both places to make ass towns.

  • July 20, 2017 at 11:46 pm #4334

    Josh

    People matter the most. You all matter. Your love matters a lot. But u know the RM invests so much energy in their sex nonsense & distracts in people with it, I feel it makes more sense to focus conversations on slavery. U can say “Fine, no sex, I just want to be out & free” Then they have to talk about slavery instead of nonsense.

  • July 21, 2017 at 5:14 am #4335

    Josh

    One failed marriage was more of serious family commitment than the other.

    • July 21, 2017 at 5:19 am #4336

      Josh

      I brought up the question before – why do these women I meet always announce/have boyfriends? I gave one theory – if they are actual pawns, then that gives better control – it can be turned off at some strategic point in time. But I see now that there is a RM psychology/propaganda reason – RM has a sadistic woody for the idea of assaulting me under the premise that they have somehow inappropriately interacted with some insider’s woman property. Of course RM treats women like shit property with no rights and hides all truth from everybody, but the fantasy is a some kind of emotional/sexual turn on for core RM assholes. They don’t want to kill just an arbitrary lamb – they want to have some kind of retarded caveman story about how it is a retribution for the other’s bad behavior (and the misfortune of not being a gay asshole)

  • July 21, 2017 at 7:33 am #4338

    Josh

    Photoschops to the rescue!

  • July 21, 2017 at 8:10 am #4339

    Josh

    What kind of sport is this? An artificially quiet one?

  • July 21, 2017 at 12:46 pm #4340

    Josh

    I’ve never given anything thought to abandoning u & the topic never came up. The biggest problems we have include the reality that we only talk to very evil people who don’t accept any concept of law or agreement, so it wouldn’t meaningful. I’ve been saying that whenever u bring the topic up.

    I don’t have a swell deal living inside of a circular firing range staffed by professional burglars at times when I am likely to go out.

  • July 21, 2017 at 1:40 pm #4341

    Josh

    That description of delight, hearing O Canada! followed by God Bless America rang true. I can imagine that as magic.

    • July 21, 2017 at 1:46 pm #4342

      Josh

      The Kate Smith singing of God Bless America to start the Hockey games started in 1969. Did that have anything to do with your family coming to USA? Probably not, though anything is possible – Smith was a musical performer in radio and your Mom was Uber, handling all sorts of top music act lyrics including Beatles etc. It got to be a tradition and by 73-75 it was happening a lot. The top rivals were often Canadian teams – Montreal, Toronto, and they may have played the anthem in honor of majority Canadian players even when the team was not from Canada.

      • July 21, 2017 at 1:56 pm #4343

        Josh

        I don’t know what the songs meant to you exactly. But something like “See Anna D” and “G OD Bless A Merry C/See A” are plausible. U were writing sexual LCs by Fall of ’76, so u had some training before that. Only u know what was in your mind, if u can remember.

        • July 21, 2017 at 2:02 pm #4344

          Josh

          Which were the years where u spent a lot of your time in Philly? It was early ’70s based on your description, though perhaps not a long time.

  • July 21, 2017 at 8:00 pm #4354

    Josh

    I wasn’t surprised that K had no contact with any FBI/CIA nothing. I would have said that was the most likely scenario. But the past week featured a very large amount of fake noise suggesting other things. I guess the volume was surprising.

  • July 22, 2017 at 4:49 am #4355

    Josh

    New CIA guy involved, out to prove he is as nasty as the rest of the CIA – even though he is an only in person now who gets to die a dog’s death like the rest of CIA victims?

    Not sure if that is the current story, but that was my first read on the ice I woke up to. Hope u are doing okay?

  • July 22, 2017 at 1:20 pm #4357

    Josh

    Ringling Brothers Barnum & Bailey Circus was the first event at went to at the Spectrum.

  • July 22, 2017 at 1:22 pm #4358

    Josh

    I feel that my phone calls & emails have been even more heavily blocked/censured/delayed etc. over the past week. I may have to invest in carrier pigeons.

  • July 22, 2017 at 1:32 pm #4359

    Josh

    “I’m sticking like glue…”

  • July 22, 2017 at 1:50 pm #4360

    Josh

    What does history of Liverpool say about the magical power of “Briton” names and the fading popularity of the royal possessive?

    https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Liverpool

  • July 22, 2017 at 1:56 pm #4361

    Josh

    King John’s letters patent of 1207 announced the foundation of the borough of Liverpool.[14] By the middle of the 16th century, the population was still around 500. The original street plan of Liverpool is said to have been designed by King John near the same time it was granted a royal charter, making it a borough. The original seven streets were laid out in an H shape: Bank Street (now Water Street), Castle Street, Chapel Street, Dale Street, Juggler Street (now High Street), Moor Street (now Tithebarn Street) and Whiteacre Street (now Old Hall Street).

    The postwar period after the Great War was marked by social unrest, as society grappled with the massive war losses of young men, as well as trying to integrate veterans into the economy. Union organising and strikes took place in numerous locations, including police strikes in London among the Metropolitan Police. Numerous colonial soldiers and sailors from Africa and India, who had served with the UK, settled in Liverpool and other port cities. In June 1919 they were subject to attack by whites in racial riots; residents in the port included Swedish immigrants, and both groups had to compete with native people from Liverpool for jobs and housing. In this period, race riots also took place in Cardiff, Newport and Barry, and there had been incidents in Glasgow, South Shields, London, Hull and Salford.[23] Similarly, racial riots of whites against blacks took place across the United States in numerous industrial cities,[23] so that a black leader termed the period of time Red Summer. In that first postwar year, there were also riots in Caribbean and South African cities.[23]

    The popularity of The Beatles and other groups from the Merseybeat era contributes to Liverpool’s status as a tourist destination. Liverpool is also the home of two Premier League football clubs, Liverpool and Everton, matches between the two being known as the Merseyside derby. The city’s namesake club is the sole British club to win five European Cups. The world-famous Grand National horse race takes place annually at Aintree Racecourse on the outskirts of the city.

    http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/katrinaandthewaves/goingdowntoliverpool.html

  • July 22, 2017 at 2:00 pm #4362

    Josh

    And here I was thinking everyone had questions about Mo

  • July 22, 2017 at 2:18 pm #4363

    Josh

    Sub-editor here is calling this guy a hetero sex kill.

    https://twitter.com/TahirulQadri

  • July 22, 2017 at 6:32 pm #4368

    Josh

    This is what Lelyland MG Midget became:
    http://www.miniusa.com/content/miniusa/en.html

    I’m not really a car knowing guy, but someone drove a little white car by the other day with a loud engine. I think it was a joke about u being small & very fast and also “economozing” on the local prop/car spending.

    • July 22, 2017 at 7:58 pm #4369

      Josh

      On my short trip to pick up the calamari, they had responded with a large empty school bus (most common vehicle prop) – parked in a weird place by a Sports Bar.

  • July 22, 2017 at 8:25 pm #4370

    Josh

    My parents both had significant intellectual ability for various types of cognition.

  • July 22, 2017 at 9:04 pm #4371

    Josh

    I didn’t get a chance to hear about the kind of interactions u had with your mom after u started editing in Fall ’76. So I can’t tell if u are thinking about how she suddenly stopped working. I can think of various explanations.

  • July 22, 2017 at 9:16 pm #4372

    Josh

    My vision gets temporarily worse when I’ve strained my eyes. It’s happened a lot of times so I know the symptoms. Worst was when I was working for my Ph.D. It’s a distinct affect aside from gradual aging trend.

  • July 22, 2017 at 9:44 pm #4373

    Josh

    Did u see me in person at Wrigley?

    • July 22, 2017 at 9:47 pm #4374

      Josh

      Representatives of “A real ass food services” may have been at the game too.

      • July 22, 2017 at 9:50 pm #4375

        Josh

        “Roth Chapin” is an actual RM style name.

      • July 22, 2017 at 10:00 pm #4376

        Josh

        Would have had close ties to Spectacor businesses

  • July 22, 2017 at 10:05 pm #4377

    Josh

    I didn’t have much audio on that interaction. What made u think of it now?

    • July 22, 2017 at 10:14 pm #4379

      Josh

      I remember what his girl looked like, and I think she had a Camaro to drive in HS. She was an in woman?

      • July 22, 2017 at 10:18 pm #4380

        Josh

        I remember Mrs. “Casey”‘s ass too – she would coincidentally due a lot of gardening in the front of her home when I happened to be around in my bedroom, with windows facing their home. Was that not a coincidence?

  • July 22, 2017 at 10:09 pm #4378

    Josh

    My folks didn’t tell me whether they knew any neighbors prior to purchase. I feel they didn’t. They lived in Merion Station apt. for a year. I don’t know what brought them there, but probably it was my birth and being in between Philly downtown and my Dad working in Paoli.

  • July 22, 2017 at 10:36 pm #4381

    Josh

    I should catch up on some ZZZZ…u are right about that.

  • July 23, 2017 at 5:03 am #4384

    Josh

    None of us were brought up knowing RM or agreeing/accepting any of its toxic nonsense. So we wouldn’t understand or care, but looking back now I see that

    “He has no future.” was their “‘”.

  • July 23, 2017 at 2:39 pm #4389

    Josh

    We are all hurting because of a lot of bad things. Being super close helps us a lot. She feels like she got windmilled out of all intimacy play & some of the parts of the story were not totally accurate or fair, so that hurts, in context. I relate to that. I try to stay close. In truth, the practical difficult over last couple years is more about the situation than your feelings, though I take your feelings into account as a high priority. But if there were not there, it would still be harder to stay as much in touch with the others. We have bigger problems, but talking about what we can is better than no talking. So please be friends.

  • July 23, 2017 at 3:47 pm #4390

    Josh

    Someone should publish a book consisting of only “How many dead guys does it take to fill an empty suit” jokes.

  • July 23, 2017 at 8:05 pm #4391

    Josh

    DJ Shadow Entroducing… is a very knowing album. His real name, Joshua Paul “Josh” Davis sounds like us. He must have been given some kind of a cover story by knowing producers. One wonders about the channels for these things.

    • July 23, 2017 at 8:06 pm #4392

      Josh

      I feel it is very sympathetic to the plights of the victims.

  • July 24, 2017 at 3:08 am #4396

    Josh

    There was a guy wearing a T-shirt the other day that said “Thumbs up”. That could be “The human B is up” or the “The human BS up” or something else or nothing. It didn’t seem that edgy to me.

  • July 24, 2017 at 7:22 am #4397

    Josh

    Glad to see that u are hanging in their with a lot of grit. I am doing that too. Flux got cranked up to a higher level, so I’m reacting to that.

  • July 24, 2017 at 10:42 am #4399

    Josh

    Reminds me of Sex Pistols Holiday in the Sun.
    & that song reminds of hearing it (loud) inside the Quad courtyard where people would put their loudspeakers facing out of dorm windows on sunny days, late afternoon

  • July 24, 2017 at 11:04 am #4400

    Josh

    A lot of work is going into nonsense these days – compare:
    https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Saia
    https://en.wikipedia.org/w/index.php?title=Saia&oldid=685213459

    “Say I, ass” sounds authentic, independently of that.

  • July 24, 2017 at 4:32 pm #4405

    Josh

    I’m in the process of putting a bunch of polyu into a hoodie (esp the hood). This tech initiative could be a game changer!

  • July 24, 2017 at 5:10 pm #4406

    Josh

    My saltwater color is garnet?

  • July 24, 2017 at 5:15 pm #4407

    Josh

    RM often uses “red” as a kind of shorthand for LCs of “communism”

  • July 25, 2017 at 4:15 am #4408

    Josh

    I grabbed a chunk of sleep. Had only been getting cat naps since Riley got back, so I needed that. I did think about the deliberate horror inducing local “Block Party at the North End of the street” announcement. I guess it means they plan to hurt my dick for the rest of the century and perhaps do a A/B replacement when convenient. But if that doesn’t happen, it was only ice/sting.

  • July 25, 2017 at 4:59 am #4409

    Josh

    Good call!

  • July 25, 2017 at 5:36 am #4411

    Josh

    U shouldn’t feel any guilt about our interaction. RM selected me for death in the 1970s – just because. It would have come about a long time ago without your continued interest. It’s still very true today that they don’t like to talk about u or use u as the reason for anything. It would be nice to go back in time & understand what we were up against at various points when there was a lot more freedom of action & insignificant/less local attacks to deal with.

  • July 25, 2017 at 7:22 am #4412

    Josh

    Can u remember the kind of gear your Mom used for working when u were little?

    • July 25, 2017 at 7:29 am #4413

      Josh

      Would she talk into some kind of wireless headset rather than use any kind of typewriter that required physical transportation of documents at her end?

  • July 25, 2017 at 7:38 am #4414

    Josh

    Chessgames.com

    https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ossip_Bernstein

    (not turned on by being a gay sub)

  • July 25, 2017 at 3:02 pm #4416

    Josh

    http://www.metrolyrics.com/manic-monday-lyrics-the-bangles.html

  • July 25, 2017 at 4:06 pm #4417

    Josh

    Based on empirical observation, I hypothesize that the CIA is an organization that makes an example of showing people that they own no part of any real world identity.

  • July 25, 2017 at 4:16 pm #4418

    Josh

    howter than Juli.

  • July 25, 2017 at 4:30 pm #4419

    Josh

    I’m respectfully impaired on many levels 🙂

  • July 25, 2017 at 5:08 pm #4420

    Josh

    A major disappointment? Well, this project failed to locate a burrito…but we have unlimited funds & ways to keep looking.

  • July 25, 2017 at 7:43 pm #4421

    Josh

    This is a story about George Hickenlooper’s life and death.
    http://www.stltoday.com/news/local/obituaries/article_a849cafc-d4eb-5edf-a74f-118b22541b0e.html

    It seems to have been by resident evil: https://twitter.com/kavitakumar

    Same person? Not sure.

    The LCs make it sound as if they are mapping GH onto Taylor for some reason, though maybe there is some parallel in his life? His actual story makes it sound like the moview Low Life was semi-autobiographical – probably one reason why it was so good.

    Strange parallels, but I don’t know what to make of it.

  • July 26, 2017 at 12:14 am #4423

    Josh

    U here from a lot of guys in the field of <instant IT/grifter reaction> to events. I guess they tell people with headphones what to do and say on occasion. If u can, ask them where one can see things they’ve written or drawn or photographed. Everyone likes to see something of them in the world, that isn’t completely ephemeral.

    • July 26, 2017 at 12:25 am #4424

      Josh

      They are tasked with being toxic in their work. And some feel that way too. But not all the people favor that as something they are proud of.

  • July 26, 2017 at 11:47 am #4431

    Josh

    I can decide what’s best for business, because I can see everything & have this powerful hidden army nobody knows about? I will try.

  • July 26, 2017 at 12:03 pm #4432

    Josh

    General updates:

    Flux war is still very much on. I have to do my part to stay afloat. What are they doing differently? Stronger signal, they used “the laser” to get me to put metal/foil around this big room, and then stimulated the metal to produce flux so I had to cover the metal/foil with plastic again.

    It’s easier to connect with u at night, but that gets messed up when Riley is around & I need to see her & get her meals during the day.

    A lot of new ice focus on Twitter makes it harder to read, while at the same time <requiring updates to keep is loose – u know better than I do what this actually means, as I am only observing the effects empirically>.

    We are understanding more. It helps me to see u taking RM seriously. We are getting a better idea of the distribution of people in key, their different styles, and the difference between being in key and actually having any big clue about RM totalitarianism and deep crime.

  • July 26, 2017 at 3:43 pm #4434

    Josh

    Are u feeling jealous today about your romantic rivalry with the flux innovation & Riley’s dining schedule?

    • July 26, 2017 at 3:44 pm #4435

      Josh

      If it’s any consolation, reading the evil dudes is more helpful at the moment than reading the girls, though both put u in a bad mood, for different reasons.

  • July 26, 2017 at 3:49 pm #4436

    Josh

    I couldn’t tell how serious the editor of @pslweb was in his stories about RM killing everyone. But there are some longer pieces, so it’s worth looking. It’s definitely domestic anti-left political infiltration faking which is illegal, so they may be tuned into other illegal stuff that FBI/CIA is doing.

  • July 26, 2017 at 5:28 pm #4437

    Josh

    Here is JLS.

  • July 26, 2017 at 8:31 pm #4438

    Josh

    Sorry, I was a little slow to notice the switch while I was look for Flor edits.

  • July 27, 2017 at 6:11 am #4439

    Josh

    I didn’t think about making u worry because of a good tweet and going to bed. I didn’t know how long I would sleep either. Situation is just that they are trying really hard with the tech the have, boosting power, targeting, etc. Being still and flat is most comfortable, & that tends to work as an unconscious behavior reinforcement while I am laying down in the dark.

    We seem to be seeing in to the reality that scaling up Comey crimes to level of national armies leads to large groups of slaves & a lot of internal abuse of the slave class. U have seen guards disappearing at your site. We should talk about that too.

  • July 27, 2017 at 8:39 am #4440

    Josh

    French horn and tuba are both brass instruments?

    • July 27, 2017 at 8:44 am #4441

      Josh

      She was a pretty, shy girl who was parentally controlled. I can’t actually say much other that. It set boundaries, & I was noone special, so we only had some once in a while small talk.

  • July 27, 2017 at 9:12 am #4442

    Josh

    Feeling a little crazy in the head?

    Too subtle for public, but I feel your anger.

  • July 27, 2017 at 10:23 am #4443

    Josh

    What happens if u edit sentences to include no prepositions or conjunctions or other S boxes?

  • July 27, 2017 at 2:48 pm #4444

    Josh

    LC Meaning of ‘California’?

    See a lesbian female over – not (my) ass.
    See a L for in (my) ass.

    ??

  • July 27, 2017 at 4:21 pm #4445

    Josh

    I looked at Steve Pinker twitter feed and my opinion is that they are faking the claim that something happened to him. It is just a different LC sub-editor. No other sign of anything & no logic to it.

    https://twitter.com/sapinker

    • July 27, 2017 at 4:53 pm #4446

      Josh

      This is too clever & perverse by half (or more) – supposed to be an Oklahoma guy accent talking about sodomizing him in.

      No, it’s just a made up tweet added to my virtual Twitter nonsense feed.

      • July 27, 2017 at 5:29 pm #4447

        Josh

        “Who told you to go on a fucking three hour tour that nobody is going to see?”

        • July 27, 2017 at 5:36 pm #4448

          Josh

          Why are they trying to blame this on a woman? It was a guy editing.

          • July 27, 2017 at 5:57 pm #4449

            Josh

            Dead transgender men on capsizing boats in bat caves do not flirt.

  • July 27, 2017 at 8:19 pm #4451

    Josh

    This is a similar voice & it gave me a good laugh.

    I’m feeling regret that I didn’t achieve more comfort, focus, & getting things done today. But I’m trying to do things. There is a lot of intense distracting force at work – EMF & everything else.

    • July 27, 2017 at 11:18 pm #4460

      Josh

      That regret & what I wrote about wanting more babies & people are both true. Just that. Got to do better tomorrow or after I catnap.

  • July 27, 2017 at 8:41 pm #4452

    Josh

    Mississippi…emypuddle –
    that’s a different voice

  • July 27, 2017 at 10:50 pm #4457

    Josh

    U know all about being emotional – as much or more than anyone else.

  • July 27, 2017 at 10:58 pm #4458

    Josh

    Big batteries…

  • July 27, 2017 at 11:05 pm #4459

    Josh

    I don’t listen to anything they say. I feel it is the same plan – they will keep experimenting with tech, trying to grind me down, prevent me from doing much ,while watching to jump in if they feel it’s “necessary to prevent X” (whatever X is). At the same, things change, and sometimes for the better. There is some kind of path to follow, & I’m sure I’ll keep going on it.

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