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  • #5547

    josh

    Hooray for Rick O’Casey…

  • #5548

    josh

    She’s a beautiful person.

  • #5549

    josh

    A small step in my quest to understand how in people communicate. I remembered Roger Schanks discussion of the use of scripts in AI:

    https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Script_theory

    There are scripts for most situations and LC jargon to fit the script. Depending on who you are and what you are about, then you are supposed to – or sometimes mislead to – pick a path and an interpretation in the script. Higher levels of prep/cunning (e.g. CIA) have scripts with more different possible interpretations/paths that they can pick. Ignorant outsiders like me do okay by just stick with the literal reality of the situation, up until the point where we are silently killed in a sneak attack or placed on the FBI’s already dead/rub out in the garbage list.

    • #5550

      josh

      To an outsider, the scripts sound complete normal/natural – that is true because a) they are designed to sound that way, and b) this design was happening before we were born, and so what we grew up with understanding as natural/conventional was already these sort of scripts with hidden dimensions, most of which are only “trouble” of one sort or another.

      • #5552

        josh

        For instance, I could have been an in guy in some kind of trouble or doing something I wasn’t supposed to be doing, and then I would have interpreted the words in one way and reacted in some other way. The design is for it to branch like that.

        • #5553

          josh

          Also, as a ‘B’, I could interpret the police woman’s words to mean that she doesn’t like the sex rules and cheats on them, while in reality she is CIA and sometimes traps Bs would want to violate the rules…maybe? I don’t have enough info to say. But that’s consistent with my limited data/take on the situation.

  • #5551

    josh

    Businesses in mass killing? The leads seem to be Koch brothers industries, AXS…<many others>. Probably mortgage insurers, realty chains, and various companies involved in foreclosures have to be in on it at some level.

  • #5554

    josh

    I can imagine the error MLK giving a “I have a dream” speech where he talks with glee about a future where every transaction in society involves some kind of gleeful knowing predation on the unsuspecting, who have their life, assets, family, identity, etc. harvested for profitable use by the in knowing criminal psychopathic asshole. This mentality is the essence of the CIA.

    • #5555

      josh

      IMO, it’s politically/cognitively important to reject the term “error”. CIA, FBI, and Heine are all about very deliberate, very willful, absolute evil predation with no mistakes or apologies. There are the Alien creature killing and relishing that without thought or remorse of any kind. They enjoy it. No mistake. They use their sick, evil mouths to trick the unsuspecting into being easy victims and to manipulate armies of stupid assholes into doing their bidding. “error” is part of their propaganda their too. All their uses of “error” are toxic and should be censored as such.

      • #5557

        josh

        This is true. Not a rant. The Heine criminal says “no talking, no resisting, no truth, no seeing, shut up while I commit massive genocide of everyone who isn’t me and take all their belongings. In people who don’t see this truth are either liars are cognitively impaired in some way. It simply is.”

  • #5556

    josh

    U got me thinking about that glow in the dark spinning top I had. That was a great toy. I haven’t thought of it since I was a teen. I imagine it was still in my room somehwere when I left home for good and either got thrown out or given away. But it’s a good memory.

    We keep good energy like that. Naked is good.

  • #5558

    josh

    I am chagrined to learn that the bug I was tracing down is because the DBAL statement interface doesn’t actually abstract over the difference between pdo_mysql and mysqli drivers – nor do the docs explain that. Why do people bother with mysqli driver – apparently, it is faster, but the speed is not because of this missing features in the statement interface.

    It’s funny when u talk like a leg, and u always do with it feeling – I wish to emphasize that their social engineering for crime and totalitarianism is very sophisticated/developed, tested over centuries, and not at all impulsive or emotional. It’s basically the British mafia that is so successful they wrote themselves out of existence and took up a position on top of society, so society isn’t even allowed to see or talk about built in crime controlling everything. But truth is a harder than hard, nastier than nasty, thoroughly inhumane organized group of killers.

  • #5563

    josh

    4,6,8,10,12,14,16,18,20,24,28,32….50 at the same time…a complex image, to be meaningful…there are a lot of fictional & movie characters to borrow from…and U should feel I always prize a special uniqueness. Do u feel that is true about me?

  • #5564

    josh

    Baby making was a real thing. Genetics was important. Between WWII and now though, Heine devalued smart in favor of obedient asshole as the real priority…and athletes/models for show.

  • #5565

    josh

    I planned to use a OUTER (FULL) JOIN for my snapshot comparison, but it turns out that MySQL doesn’t have those. So I need to combine parts.

  • #5567

    josh

    A lot of things are bad today/nowadays…but I don’t see any downsides for u to express the way u feel, about the things u feel strongly about. There is less reason for u to hold things in today, than ever before in your life.

    • #5568

      josh

      Also, tangentially, I write to u about the things I am feeling most strongly about, so u have no need to help out CIA/DOD/FBI with their tongue/brain reading experiments.

  • #5569

    josh

    Why this? Anything I did?

  • #5570

    josh

    I like to feel good, healthy, vibrant, happy…we all do…my response to genocide and cruelty is on some different kind of dimensions than that…I don’t think about one more temporary small thing in that context….but I’m alone, and it’s harder for u to block out silliness.

    I know that naturally we are really good. Really tight together.

  • #5571

    josh

    I think of all the people being hurt and try to make sure I do some things in the direction of fighting that. I feel if a lot of other people fought instead of happily going along with war crimes and treason…it would make a difference. I feel terrible that I’m kind of helpless to avenge Riley’s murder…but I can only do what I can do.

  • #5572

    josh

    I’m kind of lost…we are making an analogy between people I don’t know at all and no connection to people I knew a bit years ago…I don’t even see the angle.

    • #5573

      josh

      Now I’m really lost. I missed the on-ramp to the topic entirely.

  • #5574

    josh

    Police, esp. local police are interesting to think about as a window to what nonsense FBI/CIA are up to. But everything connected to them, esp FBI, is super scripted. So if something happens, it’s often following some script, in one way or another. “dialog” u “heard” today is 99.9% sure to phony, so u should be automatically discarding that.

  • #5576

    josh

    Let’s not talk as if we are competing for awfulness of CIA/FBI led life events. I feel good about my friends, who they all are, and making peace. I can’t bring back the dead. When someone becomes a friend or a love, I’ve got to treat them as real people, always.

  • #5577

    josh

    Jonathan Livingston Seagull was written/edited by a woman who was taken in after he guy was sex killed. I guess her relationship to the book as her work was like your relationship to “Playground Player”. I will look at it more, in key. But I anticipate she is imaging she can just fly off.

  • #5579

    josh

    I feel like I had pretty decent working and learning day today…first time in a long time. I need to get better and somehow string a lot of those together in order accomplish something…

    I’ve worked through & found solutions for:
    a) common problems with mysqli (use pdo)
    b) common problems with mysql
    c) common problems with doctrine/dbal
    d) common problems with old office chairs…
    e) located a base where female slaves are kept in Texas (haven’t had any real sex there since 2005 it seems)

    still going…

  • #5580

    josh

    I made a decision that I was going to manage the cross table explicitly rather than let the ORM do that behind the scenes. I didn’t add that in the code yet for some reason…mainly because I was working out the auditing/backup plan.

    • #5582

      josh

      That was true, but I quickly realized, not the problem. Fixed now. On to the next.

      Cop speech, as I said, was FBI/CIA layered style, that could be taken in multiple contrasting ways. *If* she got a handle on who I was (possibly at the time of checking my license or possibly being told where to look for me initially), then she found it amusing that I seemed to be speaking in key and either flirting with her or pretending to be a B with a toothpick. But I wasn’t really. I don’t have any practice to do that in real time.

  • #5581

    josh

    pwned

  • #5583

    josh

    When the FBI and CIA work together, they are loyal to each other, but it sometimes causes the wrong kind of friction. CIA cops aren’t into FBI style.

    • #5588

      josh

      It’s hard for anyone to work for the FBI when they insist on always lying about everything. How could that feel like a job? Only if the person is a complete moron who doesn’t think for themselves. So FBI in the field is being phased out, except for minimum wage dopes in blue pinnies posing for cameras. What is left inside??

      • #5589

        josh

        FBI: We have more criminal domestic missions occupying us than ever before. We are busy destroying everything and keeping it out of the press.

        Me: I see that. My point is that it is hard for anyone to work for the FBI for any length of time without seeing that you lie to them about all the details of what you explain you are doing and why. My theory is that you replace your own at a steady clip and working for the FBI is basically a short term death trap. Am I warm?

  • #5584

    josh

    Again…I think K & Riley were killed in Summer 2016. That pretty clearly had nothing to do with sex happening or not happening for anyone involved.

  • #5586

    josh

    I was going to wake up and do more work…but u seemed to be in a poor mood, so I started writing notes. But it didn’t help. Pls, no upset for sleeping. I know there are lots of other things to focus on, and daytime is harder. But I have no mea culpas today.

  • #5587

    josh

    Re: Local people who I see the last few years – I can make an intellectual distinction between who that person in that body at this moment might be like in some other situation and the reality of the FBI scripting every speck of dust on the ground with an endless show. Any thoughts about the person are only theoretical amusement…none of them can possibly be real people to me. It’s a shitty hole I’m in. Please don’t read my thoughts for Spook as anything other than EMF stimulated neurons firing in a shit hole, because that’s the reality. I’m being tortured in an FBI/CIA black site that they dress up artificially to look like continuation of a suburban neighborhood after worse than Hitler USA scum asshole killed all the original people and some of the layers of replacements.

  • #5590

    josh

    According to Wiki, the version of Bill Clinton and HRC who went to Yale and then Arkansas were both liberal, bisexual, non-monogamous in network people and both were killed/replaced.

  • #5591

    josh

    In the War Games movie they emphasize that the only way to “win” nuclear war is not to play. In some kind of analogous way, folks need to understand that Heine/FBI/CIA philosophy is to double cross and kill *everyone*. That’s what their leaders like and what they believe in. Pretending there is a real in or deals from they is starting out with a loss, ahead of time. Ofc course there is no probable path to a win because civilization got its ass kicked by these criminals a few centuries back and they increase control over time. Even so, it helps to see the reality.

    • #5592

      josh

      No. Not getting it. The point of hidden sex rules is to tell <Gang of Assholes A> to go kill <Inconvenient Person B> in secret, when that sorts the criminal convenience o <Super Arch Criminal Psychopath C>. Sex is just a private thing that can be spied on and lied about. If that was true of vegetable intake then they would use vegetable intake instead.

      • #5594

        josh

        It’s also true that we are maximally far away for 20 different reasons from the kind of people they would even pretend to make a deal with (prior to killing them and double crossing them), so it’s maximally pointless to even talk about it.

  • #5593

    josh

    I believe & try to get u to believe that I focus on the things that will help us the most in reality, as I understand that, and that my love for u is true, hot, & enduring. I fade symbolic acts and false security and getting away from our true emotions. U are great and always true. So u expect that from me too. Which competitions are helping us?

    https://twitter.com/BBCSport/status/913463399077605376

  • #5595

    josh

    How pathetic was to have a group of women in Denver who
    a) thought they were CIA when in reality they were not, though they were told that they were
    b) thought they were killing men for being mean to lesbians by being sexually aggressive with them when in fact they were killing straights for being straight
    c) were tasked with making up lies about the men being killed
    d) didn’t even fucking notice that women were killed first just for being woman and that’s how the “lesbian” gets inserted into the arrangement

    That is your US Security State – just pure genocidal pieces of shit killing everyone and lying about it.

  • #5598

    josh

    It’s better not to be in a terrible fight/struggle, but if you know you are in one, and there is no way to skip that, then it’s better to be active/proactive in how you go about it. That’s why I have always encouraged protest, strike, fighting ice, etc. You are trained to go along with what they want to the end, and it’s hard to break habits. It’s hard to make the day more unpleasant or boring or whatever. But it’s better to be more in control instead of just waiting for axes to fall…even if the level of control is small.

    http://www.alternet.org/news-amp-politics/duke-psychiatrist-america-having-nervous-breakdown

  • #5599

    josh

    I always back your real fantasies for us. I like them. Other friends have fantasies too that are, in some way, logically inconsistent with yours. U spend a lot of energy feeling like that is a problem, but I feel it is not…the fantasies are all far away, we have to achieve miraculous victories against overwhelming odds to make any of them happen, we need to work together, we need luck…today, u know we are true & I hope u know and always believe I want that to be true in the future. U are so much better now at take all positive energy from that, and that makes me happy. U don’t want a boring man, a blind man or a monk. U just want your true love. I am true love for Anna.

  • #5600

    josh

    If I my take was correct on EV’s AC edit, her goal was to max the chances I would notice and guess it was her. That’s what I noticed and interpreted.

  • #5601

    josh

    The guards back today are not so good at being witty.

    • #5602

      josh

      I recall the Tonya Harding story and boyfriend “Gillooly” – imagine if he was in charge of some sort of Spook psyops program. It probably wouldn’t make much sense.

  • #5608

    josh

    Things seem to be kind of on auto pilot here…

  • #5609

    josh

    I’m sorry, I didn’t realize that the CIA had a big hatred thing for John Lennon 🙂

  • #5610

    josh

    We both liked “The Exorcist” for Best Comedies of the ’70s.

  • #5611

    josh

    I’m not at all sure what this software engineering course is going to be like or what it will do for me, but I am definitely looking forward to it…

    http://www.friatider.se/tvingade-svenskan-s-ga-jag-r-en-hora-och-dricka-toavatten-innan-han-v-ldtog-henne

    • #5615

      josh

      The link from WhatReallyHappened was broken. I couldn’t tell if u did that on purpose, but it was funny either way.

  • #5614

    josh

    This is very letter-centric, wouldn’t u say?

  • #5616

    josh

    U are kind of a leader. This year, u have been experimenting with imitating and corrupting the leg style of LC editing – it’s not clear to what effect, but sometimes it’s amusing to u or me, or other editors. I felt that article was Babes experimenting with the same thing, though I wasn’t 100% sure. In general, I’d like the editors to focus on fighting Deep State in prose that regular people can understand. That article was okay in content too – I basically agreed with it – but ultimately it was framed as “movie director guy has this opinion” which wasn’t a news highlight.

  • #5617

    josh

    U had some noticeable photo of someone holding a pillow in the context of old things. I thought of “Mrs. Santini” and regretted the I couldn’t recall her maiden name.

  • #5618

    josh

    I have always emphasized that all hate crimes and all secret murders are wrong/dangerous. If they were being committed by a govt. spy agency??? That’s a no starter.

    • #5619

      josh

      Some pro woman: “I was part of a spy agency. We were secretly killing all sorts of civilians. It was okay because I wasn’t hands on with that or actually seeing the death. The real problem is that in the old days, some pro guy would turn up once in a while to bone me in the ass. It was casual, emotionless sex with someone I didn’t really like, but at least I felt like I was a grown woman having sex. Also, the guys at least pretended to like women. Now that there is no sex with guys, I know they are all gay, and incidentally, they are committing real genocide and ending civilization…life just isn’t that cool any more. Sigh.”

  • #5621

    josh

    Went out for a quick errand, unannounced at 2 p.m. Surprisingly heavy FBI coverage anyway. They still want to slow my down as much as possible, and seem to be getting paid well to do that. For only the last month, I feel that their activity focus during the unannounced runs is using some loud submarine to try and clear the drain for their larger robot – rather than entering the house or working on the roof. It seems they have a lot of hope for the robot assault with ever stronger batteries from close range…

  • #5622

    josh

    U feel like u were always consistent, because when u were not, it was hidden by reasons u felt were good ones. Perhaps similar ideas are true for others as well?

  • #5626

    josh

    This is funny…

    but…not seriously, I worry we are devolving…and seriously, there seems to have been a lot of freedom in this edit…

    How Everything is Racist, And You’re a Terrible Person

  • #5629

    josh

    “Universal gas cylinder replacement” doesn’t seem to be right size/part for the cylinder in my chair 🙁 I put the old cylinder/parts back in in some way that is “wrong” and swivels more poorly but feels like it may do a better job of staying tall, which is the main thing I care about. There are some other things broken with the seat on this, so it might be time to get a new one.

    • #5630

      josh

      It’s kind of stupid…but I feel weird thinking about this chair because Riley spent so much time running and sitting on my lap and it leans a little to one side from the extra weight breaking partially breaking an arm support when she got bigger. She was naturally such a loving kid, wanting more family and affection. I wish so much that I had known what to do differently.

      • #5631

        josh

        Thinking back, I feel like the decision to stay at home, work at home, focus on family life in 2006 was right for us, but it ended up not being right for K’s psychology. We had no money problems/sacrifices.

        • #5633

          josh

          She had a really good time with the Venus gang in our old neighborhood.

  • #5634

    josh

    Richmond was one of the sides playing at the game I attended in Melbourne.

  • #5636

    josh

    Looking at Laravel again today. Why? I wasn’t keen on DBAL’s query builder and the Laravel one, called Illuminate, gets used with other libraries a lot – looks better. Probably makes more sense than using my own custom things too. Except…Laravel is a framework that might not play with other things. Except I have seen comments that it tries to integrate with other libraries and was a moving force behind Composer. I quickly found laravel-doctrine which works with doctrine/Illuminate at the same time, and mentions some benefits to using Doctrine vs. the standard Laravel ORM called Eloquent (better efficiency and less database coupling). So far so good, but what are the problems? I found a bunch of Laravel vs. WordPress writings and it seems they don’t normally play together. Why? The main reason, I believe, is that both start out with assumptions about particular directory layouts…putting WordPress inside of Laravel directory layout/config or Laravel inside of a a WordPress Theme or plugin has some oddness and customizations required. It seems some people have done that. But it is not a popular path. They also have different PHP template engines, though one could choose not to use front end components on the same page or only use one or the other, and again there are a few attempts out there to integrate.

  • #5640

    josh

    I’m loathe to keep participating in the tongue/mind reading for criminal spook…but u like the available substitute for real world intimacy…so…

    This was not about any killing (that I know of). I was thinking back to the setup at 401 with the two desks, mostly working, but sometimes playing Doom on the lan. I thought how us would be so much better and long lasting. This was after reading Babes tweets too, about wanting to be around, so I thought of a bigger room/house/place. Fantasy fun.

  • #5641

    josh

    I got a quick “like” from “Altucher” for my Altucher tweet yesterday. Does that suggest that he is not managing his Twitter account and the narrative there is a story? If so, who would the story be for?

    • #5642

      josh

      There was talk in his narrative about a woman who only had some sort of non-standard sex ‘in’. But that is the norm. I mean, from everything I’ve heard, the four largest categories of kills today are – a) witness – just near something or see something, no sex relevant (e.g. Riley), b) just heterosexual indy – Heine doesn’t like, c) person with an attractive position, Heine criminal wants “an in”, or d) Heine criminal replaces woman or man first with their substitute and then the person has regular sex with the imposter, not realizing a substitution – somehow that makes it okay to target them. If it was a category d), Heine is like “so what”, that is one of my normal genocide cases…nothing special.

      • #5643

        josh

        It seems that political critics of Heine asshole killer are also rising as a fifth category.

  • #5644

    josh

    The Laravel “Container services” sound like Java Servlets (Web containers) and they require a web server to be present, but they are apparently not that at all – they are simply a mechanism for “dependency injection” which means flexible runtime configuration and class loading…kind of a baroque overkill IMO.

  • #5645

    josh

    @GeorgiaEdeMD – writing in C key (CIA trained?), claims that in reality she is a dildo ass lesbian and gets hassled. Perhaps an example of the CIA trying to get rid of all free roaming women, without actually explaining that to the targets.

    • #5648

      josh

      I got a text reply…so either the real person is CIA or the account is CIA managed. Perhaps there is perhaps a new body in the field and new CIA person back editing/coaching at the same time? The LCs are profilish, but fragmented.

  • #5646

    josh

    I like the Laravel Query builder (it has a lot of things built in and a nice interface), and I like the idea of the static interface style – call DB::table(‘users’)
    ->whereNull(‘last_name’)
    ->union($first)
    ->get();
    etc. instead of pass a Connection parameter everywhere.
    https://laravel.com/docs/5.5/queries

    But they use a lot of machinery to control sticking instance variables in that static spot, and lot of machinery with configuration files, “dependency injection”, etc. and the result is not perfectly flexible – requires a web server instance, etc. The actual ideal form of that is relatively simply – stacks for each variable key, generic instance factory as part of that, special handling for the variables that control class loading, etc.

  • #5647

    josh

    The Heine criminal says “See, I killed everyone you know, I killed Warren Buffett, and I’ve killed millions of other people…So you really should believe that I love killing and plan to kill a lot more people sometime soon.”

    I do believe that.

  • #5649

    josh

    This Life During Wartime seems like a process of gradual destruction. I want to build some good things…the size of the growing awfulness is unimaginably large…one wonders how far it is just to reach shore on the other side of that ocean. I don’t know how people live in it with stoicism.

  • #5650

    josh
  • #5651

    josh

    U are feeling down…because? No reason, it’s always the same, except more people disappear and aren’t able to come back. I hate it, people waiting to get killed. I try to think how to mobilize people to make it exponentially harder for Heine feces asshole to keep murdering the human race. If the bulk of humanity would start fighting back, things would turn in a hurry.

  • #5652

    josh

    When I come upon a new software area, it’s usually a mistake to ignore the offerings & topics that everyone is talking about, but they aren’t always so great and wonderful in every way. It takes some sorting to figure out.

  • #5653

    josh

    Programming is going well/as expected. I finished a draft of the “StaticFaces” class which works like Laravel’s Facade except is also supports pushing and popping each variable, including the root, as a stack – push on entry into subroutine, pop on exit or exception/catch. Also, there is better support for the idea of lazy loading if an interface is ever called rather than setting everything up in some enormous App class, which is how Laravel works.

    Struggles – remaining in the EMF circle in the round Star Wars shooting gallery, as the military like guns keep advancing, getting stronger, and people are less and less present in the surrounding houses. It’s an expected challenge to stay ahead/afloat….missing Riley/other people…looking at the growing list of victims around the world.

    The last few days there have been tremendous “thunder-like” noises here. I’m not sure they are entirely natural, though there has been rainstorms in the area. Perhaps it’s just the basement environment that makes them seem unnatural – no lightning flashes and diffusion of sound, losing directionality (they are not loud or percussive enough to be “right here’)??

  • #5654

    josh

    I can’t tell what nonsense propaganda u are listening to. I have a sense that the story makers never quite, but even they feel tired of just repeating silly nonsense that made no sense to begin with but is even more absurd after the fact. Error? Investigate? Mistake? Nope…bloody Hitler cruelly murdered every innocent civilian in site and stole all their stuff and inserted giant gold bullion dildos in his obscene stupid rectum, just for kicks. So it’s a little hard to pretend anything interesting hear after the fact. Its a world of alien predator psychopath freak pretending to be some kind of bureaucratic civilization at one end of the crime syndicate.

    • #5655

      josh

      AFAIK, these killings are designed to eventually be complete genocide of humanity. It is limited by the rate of supplying icy replacements and controlling them.

  • #5656

    josh

    FBI focuses on snuffing out all public signs of Heine mafia crime…killing people to do that whenever they feel it helps. They see that as some kind of a mission? I see it as genocide support. Clearly, they approve of genocide…do feel they will be rich survivors?

  • #5657

    josh

    Vin Armani is tweeting/writing about the idea that connection between the shooting in LV and the guy blamed for it is a completely made up story.

    Police didn’t see him shooting. They found him dead in a room they believe was used for the shooting.
    http://www.huffingtonpost.com/entry/las-vegas-shooter-stephen-paddock_us_59d1fec6e4b09538b5093cbf

  • #5658

    josh

    The mini-fort surrounding my desk has been in a progressing state of collapse for a while now. Tonight it got to the point where I couldn’t procrastinate any longer to cut it up and start redoing it…so I’ve been doing that and have some more ways to go. The main issue is that once I put metal on the ceiling to block the laser, it becomes difficult to get the plastic to stay taped to the metal surface and hard to fight other foot holds. The other problem is that the the weigh of the artificial wall bent one portable clothes hanging racks I was using to make a wall. I had plastic collapsing in around me, and now I’m reworking that, as best I can.

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