Main reasons FBI attacks me in non-lethal ways:

1) Absolute commitment to continuing CIA “Operation Mockingbird” (I know that’s a phony name, but we need a place holder term). Anna et al. are an indispensable core of that – not readily replaceable until AI tech advances more. They don’t want to upset that apple cart, which means keeping Anna et al. functioning at full capacity as slaves.

2) The info they gave me about the mass abortion murders was imperfect but too close to a reality that FBI/CIA are complicit in.

3) I talked to the local FBI office and the local police.

4) They took over all the homes around me and intend to keep this as an FBI fake person site forever, in secret.

I had ZERO choice in any of those things. I did work to learn about them, but all work was done in a state of either a) not knowing U.S. govt. involvement, or b) after they already attacked me intending death. So hardly a “nosey” mission – not that I recognize “nosey” as any valid excuse for FBI/CIA capital crimes, but, in fact, it was not true. They came too/at me at every stage. I was given no choices.

As I have written elsewhere, at the time of my most consequential visit to the FBI – the one that led to a full-scale FBI sponsored death attack on me/my home/etc. – I was aware of heavy surveillance tailing me closely everywhere and aware of a story my friends had been told about why my life was in danger from “Zuzu” – the made tail of who was enslaving my friends, designed to hide the CIA as owners of the racket. I did not know what the odds were of the FBI believing the story or investigating or protecting me in any way. So when there were cars waiting near my house that didn’t belong there, I talked to the local police about it. When it became clear to me that the FBI was up to some nonsense (I couldn’t yet understand) and actually had sinister rather than friendly or law-abiding intentions towards me – clear that I had actually become a sting target and an assault target – I made the “mistake” of calling 911 and asking them to have the local police call the FBI for me to see what was going on. I was tricked/punished for that by having the FBI direct the local police to force me to go to the ER for “evaluation”, but I believe the incident also helped keep me alive. It put a kind of tag out connecting the FBI to me and making them somewhat responsible for what happened.

I later read an interview with a commando – either a Navy Seal or an Army Ranger – who said that when you are in real trouble, you don’t want to just sit still – it’s better to do something unexpected and make the enemy react. Talking to the police worked like that for me, even though it cost me something too – FBI then went full bore with the “He’s only a crazy” plan.

I have seen and understood the reality that the real secrets and goals of both the FBI and the CIA are too disgusting and awful for 99% of FBI or CIA people to support or know about. So you operate by having a pyramid of obedient, unquestioning Igors, committing sick acts they don’t understand or take responsibility for – they don’t even know what happened. They just do some little bit and get some completely fake story about it. Soon they will be replaced by Androids.

In Aug. 2013, when I knew I was being attacked by the CIA/FBI but didn’t know why or whether they would stop, I tried different ways of cooperating. I see now that they were just being the FBI, fishing for things to hang me with. They accused me of a lot of nonsense. For example, they claimed I hadn’t completed my Ph.D. This was a complete lie. I did. After they murdered my Mom, my sister cleaned up the house, found my diploma, and mailed it to me – my parents’ address was my permanent address at the time I graduated even though I hadn’t lived there for several years. They fished around about untrue sexual thing and professional things. No real targets, but they pick up bits from spying and hope there is some meat there. There was not. But one of things they asked me about was taxes, which they had maybe heard something about. I said that I had, on one occasion, noticed an error in calculation of gains/losses, and wash sales from pairing stock trades, which had been made on a prior year’s form. Nowadays, the broker’s are required to do the math for their clients. But back then, individuals had to do it themselves. So I wrote a software program to do it, but there was an algorithm bug in the code. I didn’t notice that until a year later. As it turned out, the error didn’t matter to cash flow. It was an honest mistake and not caught by the IRS. So I was on an honor system to deal with it and I did. I didn’t benefit, to the best of my knowledge. In any case, the 5-year time window for it is long past. But I wanted to explain that situation, so I did. Of course, the lying FBI uses that to lie a lot more. That’s their goal to begin with. But I didn’t realize at the time that the FBI is only a criminal gang of assholes and not an actual law enforcement agency.

I can ask Riley what the computer delay was about. I think they were at Office Depot and it’s true that they only have a subset of their models on the floor, so for K, it isn’t suspicious to wait a few days for a slightly different config. It’s true that gives FBI time wire whatever devices they want to the motherboard or install bizarre software/bios. But they have all day at her house to do that anyway, so I’m not sure why they would bother in the less sneaky setting.

Learning the the story of Terrance Yeakeystory of Terrance Yeakey for the first time…I had the crazy thought lying down that perhaps it was not a 100% coincidence that OKC bombing occurred as I drove my rented Budget van from OC to MN. If there was a plot that involved triggering the unstable McVeigh to drive a van with explosives while actually wiring the building from the inside, then they may not have had a 100% control of when he would act, and didn’t know what route I would take…could have been some idea to start a manhunt for rented trucks…in middle U.S. “Oklahoma City bombing”…is that too insane to even consider??

My UPenn girlfriend didn’t have any lesbian tendencies. I’m not sure if she even knew any lesbians, though statistically, I’m sure there were some in the milieu. She had been very close, platonically, to a gay man, who she knew from doing costume design. Both of them worked together for long hours on that. She was 1 class ahead of me and he was 1 class ahead of her, so he had left for a job in NYC doing clothing design by the time we met. He was promiscuous and a very early AIDs casualty, before good treatments had developed. So I didn’t really get to meet him.

I don’t feel that the National Democratic Party is seriously trying to win or do anything for its constituents. They don’t fight on what they would claim are the meaningful material issues. They don’t try to form winning coalitions. They have corrupt incumbents who realy don’t care as long as big money donations flow and they get re-elected to safe seats (if they are holding elected office). It’s funny that they get away with the premise that political competition and action is this urgent, overwhelming priority, when it’s not a priority at all in practice. Most people just don’t pay attention to it.