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  • August 23, 2017 at 11:19 am #4901

    Josh

    I felt that Babes edited this and I was glad to find it, for that reason alone. It could be someone else putting in work to pretend to be Babes – I’ve seen a lot of that too – so I can’t be sure. There is no unique Babes sound in the editing, but I don’t think Dave Pell usually sounded that way in the past.

    About Dave Pell’s prose content – I don’t want to focus on Trump (version 3+) as the center of anything. Being against violence & fascism and totalitarianism and hate is good every day of the week.

    About the editing content – we are all missing family & need more. I’m not every coming back to work with the CIA/FBI – that would be death and I would never support their mission anyway. In fact, I can never live with any of their hateful, toxic, garbage sex cult rules. If one took the prose literally, it would mean that nobody else should either, except to survive and have better days in the future. The sex cult rules kill for love and kill for heterosexuality, so having multiple hetero girlfriends or an open relationship wouldn’t help anyone to survive. But my friends love is important to me & I love them back too. I want them to find love and happiness. I want them to be a part of my life/family.

    https://medium.com/@davepell/the-looking-glass-f0879c6677be

  • August 24, 2017 at 12:55 am #4906

    Josh

    Good choice to make this song a vocal duet, but the lumbering bass line is really important too. I thought of it the other week when I thinking about sad songs.

  • August 24, 2017 at 2:07 am #4907

    Josh

    We should all try to keep focus on the reality that most people are not assholes and there is always a chance to help them see the reality of the world today and then change it. I am going to remember to keep my faith in that happening. I never lose my faith in you all.

  • August 25, 2017 at 6:46 pm #4933

    Josh

    I would like to try raising children with multiple great people involved. I feel it would work out really well. That idea wasn’t present in my mind several years ago and it would have felt premature to talk about then. But going back in time, I bring it up now as a good point.

  • August 31, 2017 at 2:47 am #5041

    Josh

    I feel that Babes edited this piece. I like it & I liked seeing it.

    http://www.middleeasteye.net/columns/far-home-gaza-978621189

  • September 1, 2017 at 1:19 pm #5076

    Josh

    I, obviously, haven’t met Babes in person…but I feel closer to her as a kindred spirit compared to the way I felt about Anita in 1990. So we can call it family.

  • September 1, 2017 at 1:28 pm #5077

    Josh

    It was love hiding behind chants of booaaty shoes.

  • September 2, 2017 at 2:06 pm #5100

    Josh

    How to interpret this? People throwing cover? Naive public doesn’t see “Hot ass criminal” so we are writing for a non-specified key reading public that has made no public resistance over the last 5 centuries?

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  • September 2, 2017 at 2:30 pm #5101

    Josh

    Replacements are really not told anything true about the reasons, or the people they see.

  • September 2, 2017 at 2:30 pm #5102

    Josh

    I feel a lot of regret I didn’t argue against India 2016 trip.

  • September 3, 2017 at 9:38 am #5122

    Josh

    It’s weird how the subs for Flor and Babes sound angry and abused and they are still dealing with the grammatical transpositions. Some kind of weird military hell.

  • September 3, 2017 at 9:52 am #5123

    Josh

    Neil Postman knew your/our story in general terms. This was apparently based on knowing the right kind of in women. Cheney regime may have ended him.

    https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Neil_Postman

    • September 3, 2017 at 9:58 am #5124

      Josh

      He also seemingly knew about a lot of the murder memes – or his editors did. All these things that are supposed to be such deep secrets were known by a guy whose job was only a liberal arts Prof and humanities prose author.

  • September 3, 2017 at 3:47 pm #5125

    Josh

    Feels like the Fall season is starting…NOW.

  • September 3, 2017 at 10:34 pm #5142

    Josh

    Is this LuAnn editing a former Flor client?

    https://twitter.com/memoryholeblog

  • September 4, 2017 at 12:15 am #5144

    Josh

    No sting hurts like feeling someone you love is gone.

  • September 4, 2017 at 1:45 am #5145

    Josh

    Screaming Jay Hawkins – I put a spell on you 🙁

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  • September 4, 2017 at 2:39 am #5146

    Josh

    They would not be trying to murder me and keep me in a conne of silence if I had fucked some guy in the ass at some point, not on a special boat? I doubt it. It’s irrelevant. I don’t care.

    • September 4, 2017 at 6:09 am #5147

      Josh

      All of my experiences over the last 5 years tell me that the Hiney design for me is to try and resist/struggle in whatever way I can while they show it is impossible to make true progress and grind me into dust, while doing spy tech experiments of various types. That is their coliseum sport for me, and what they decided is most beneficial and amusing to them, given the situation with Anna/other in women, and the kind of things I am temperamentally suited to.

      Sisyphus the tortured NN runner is my role. It has nothing much to do with sex, present or absent. I am not ever going to be a sadistic criminal wise guy and they know that.

      • September 4, 2017 at 6:12 am #5148

        Josh

        I am currently at a point where I am basically not able to contact or have real conversation with any ‘A’ people. At least it’s difficult…I don’t know how to do it.

        • September 4, 2017 at 6:17 am #5149

          Josh

          Suppose I was going to try and travel to some group who were actively resisting Hiney/RM crime/genocide ending of decent/honest civilization. Where would I go? Are there any such groups that one can see in public? They seem to be banished from or afraid to show in the public space. They are too weak and isolated, at least as far as I can tell. Is that because nobody else sees? No. It’s because they are outgunned and not seeing the benefit to open protest, or not able to make enough signal to be noticed. They might be wrong, but they are invisible.

          • September 4, 2017 at 6:17 am #5150

            Josh

            Similarly, to the world, I am invisible. A few thousands little islands of invisibility, like Japanese soldiers left after WWII ended.

          • September 4, 2017 at 8:16 am #5152

            Josh

            For the real Naomi LaChance, I look to guess which msgs. are written by you. Unlike many of the editors, I don’t have a unique sound voice, so I am looking at @lachancenaomi to find any likely candidates there. Lately, the percentage seems very low. But sometimes I respond to tweets authored by others. Is that hurtful? I’m sorry if it is. I didn’t mean it that way. Did you really grow up in New England? That tweet was authored by Anna, but she probably meant it in an LC sense. Everyone who tries to communicate with me seemingly gets punished in some way. I’m sorry about that too.

  • September 4, 2017 at 8:05 am #5151

    Josh

    Nothing is changed today from yesterday. My mood isn’t much different either. It’s difficult to make any great leaps forward, so I do small things, one at a time. Moving “R” towards constructive/deconstructive honesty is a goal (one that is met with resistance, in the past and I expect in the future).

  • September 5, 2017 at 7:47 am #5178

    Josh

    PG? I don’t think they count her as an indy, but thanks for the greets.

    • September 5, 2017 at 8:21 am #5180

      Josh

      PG is a clever and I’m sorry about the all the ick that makes all of us feel nervous. Takes guts…every day.

  • September 5, 2017 at 7:55 am #5179

    Josh

    The FBI JC fake on e-mail said that JC I knew stopped in the 1980s. A Twitter page said that JC B was too non-Spook to go with his hard mass kill “financial” firm currently writing in “E” key. SMH…

  • September 5, 2017 at 9:24 am #5182

    Josh

    TN imitator is binging on EliLake.
    https://twitter.com/EliLake

    I hadn’t noticed this before, but it is kind of funny mad weird.

  • September 5, 2017 at 9:40 am #5183

    Josh

    I argue for freeing all of the slaves. It sounds like that would make everybody happy. Hahahahahahaha

    • September 5, 2017 at 9:43 am #5184

      Josh

      We could have a “wedding” like Kill Bill Vol. 1

  • September 5, 2017 at 9:48 pm #5186

    Josh

    Good points. Lots of good points. I’ve been overly inattentive with my hair care lately. Resolving to change that…:)

    Seriously, my will is good. I resolve to be joyous in the people I have and how I can connect to them.

  • September 6, 2017 at 1:43 am #5187

    Josh

    The floppy hat I ordered arrived today. I washed it to get off any added Spook substance, and then applied a lot of polyurethane to the top (the Point!). I’m currently waiting for that to dry.

  • September 7, 2017 at 5:43 am #5201

    Josh

    Helpful tip: One doesn’t actually need to try and interpret every bit of toxic nonsense from sources that you routinely expect be only toxic nonsense. Reading them becomes like eating poison – zero benefit, only harm.

  • September 8, 2017 at 11:45 pm #5216

    Josh

    Real people need friends/colleagues around, for emotional health. You should all request to regroup, in the same space. It would help.

    • September 8, 2017 at 11:47 pm #5217

      Josh

      I’m trying to get going with some Inet/DB programming again…hopefully that can help with finding connects.

  • September 9, 2017 at 1:48 am #5218

    Josh

    In my head, I’m imaging some kind of a graduation ceremony where the speaker is saying “Congratulations Ass Ass Only in the Dead Guy’s Ass, you have been promoted to Petty Virtual Pimp Third Class…your future for managing and tormenting are dead female slave cows looks bright indeed!”

  • September 9, 2017 at 3:30 am #5219

    Josh

    I have to keep struggling to get work/clear head/pain free space …lots of work/time/effort every day. It takes less focus to read/tweet news stories or add to my Twitter lists, so doing that is a way to publicly act while the struggle continues. You know my plan is to keep trying to get the upper hand with that – which is tough, because main plan of FBI/CIA/DOD is the opposite, in this involuntary experiment that I am locked into. This is what I spend most of money on the last few years as well (after food).

  • September 9, 2017 at 3:42 am #5221

    Josh

    Everyone who is being treated badly and can’t even speak or make a noise deserves our collective sympathy. I emphasized that most uses of the Naomi twitter handle are not by her, so they don’t reflect on her or her ideas. She’s another good person, locked away, having a tough time of it. What can one say except “Hang in there as tough as you can and keep faith that you’ll find a way out, somehow, someday”

    • September 9, 2017 at 3:57 am #5222

      Josh

      We saw so many variations of these bad tricks/schemes/lies/abuses since 2011 and especially since 2013. I feel that we, unfortunately, became experts at seeing what it’s about. Just feel sorry for anyone getting run over for the first time.

  • September 9, 2017 at 6:13 am #5223

    Josh

    IMO, it is optimal to feel just a little bit bad and a little bit angry about being victimized/harmed/taunted etc. If one gets to the point where you don’t feel anything at all, that means you aren’t trying hard enough to change it and are too accepting of victim status. If it hurts a lot or is surprising, that means you weren’t prepared and didn’t understand what CIA/FBI/Heine asshole are all about – only hurting people, never ever anything decent, good or honest.

    That’s kind of a guide. If it hurts a little, that means you are alive and doing okay. No blame. No shame. No give.

  • September 9, 2017 at 7:35 am #5224

    Josh

    I have honestly never read any example or anecdote about the CIA making a treaty or a compromise or a meaningful concession to a target or a slave. If that ever happens, it’s a rare secret. Anna feels like not murdering me in the 1980s while she continued to be anonymous slave creating billions of dollars of uncompensated value year after year in secret was some kind of compromise…but I don’t see it that way.

  • September 10, 2017 at 8:44 pm #5244

    Josh

    I need to fix/redo the ceiling shielding over my desktop. But it’s an annoying surgery tax….tempting to just keep patching whatever place feels like an “ick source”.

  • September 14, 2017 at 8:51 am #5277

    josh

    I’m happy when I feel I find edits from Babes or Flor or Chatu (worried I haven’t found any definitive ones for a while). Some of the imitators try harder than others, so a small sample can be indeterminate. But if it sounds like one of my friends, then I call it that for list making purposes and hope it’s true – probably was true in the past, in either case.

  • September 14, 2017 at 9:04 am #5278

    josh

    I feel that the FBI is REALLY not letting me reach any independent part of the world and plans to kill me if I get close. But I am going to try and do that and make a difference. That’s my focus.

  • September 16, 2017 at 2:12 am #5332

    josh

    What would happen if u stopped editing things that were mainly LC’ing about gay raping & killing me or someone else? Have we tried that as a protest?

  • September 16, 2017 at 2:25 am #5333

    josh

    The dedicated, elaborate, extensive, and explicit program to try and imitate Flor and Babes respectively on various clients they edited is obvious. The point here is to make fun of the lying?

  • September 17, 2017 at 1:44 pm #5372

    josh

    This song has more than one meaning. That makes it easy to repurpose. So I probably think of different ones than other people. For sure it is folk music.

    • September 17, 2017 at 2:51 pm #5375

      josh

      I did like that tweet and it made me feel better. Honest. I don’t have many people, and people I can’t talk to, dying in prison, are a special case. Still, being in the moment is always a good plan…and I’m glad Ann Coulter likes my style of being confrontational!

    • September 18, 2017 at 4:53 am #5388

      josh

      The talented version of “B only B die why love an in” shown here was what in reality? Some kind of Canadian Comey? Just curious.

      • September 18, 2017 at 4:55 am #5389

        josh

        He was straight, a rebel, anti-war and lived famously for a time. That breed doesn’t exist anymore, but what was it back then. I have a sense that type came from Canada, but I’m not really sure.

  • September 18, 2017 at 6:38 am #5393

    josh

    I didn’t make anything that could be called a public comment, so if there was a reveal, it was only to people that already take all of those things for granted – at least as far as I can see.

  • September 18, 2017 at 11:09 am #5399

    josh

    Babes played a huge role in the early start of Twitter and it seems that is repeating with the Gab network, which I just discovered:

    https://gab.ai/explore/news

    • September 18, 2017 at 11:31 am #5400

      josh

      The point, I guess, is that worldwide overall media usage, including social media, continues to grow, and CIA continues to try and take up controlling positions in all of it, one way or another.

      • September 18, 2017 at 11:35 am #5401

        josh

        Keep the IPOs going to (although I guess they find a way to make a profit on almost every IPO of everything > 95%)

  • September 20, 2017 at 3:44 pm #5427

    josh

    I don’t know what to say, except that now this really, really is my true family.

  • September 20, 2017 at 5:32 pm #5428

    josh

    Wheel doesn’t seem to be true. But then again, I think the old Kiriakou was correct that Brennan was an idiot, then it was probably stupid to write that.

  • September 20, 2017 at 5:46 pm #5429

    josh

    I can usually relate to people who were deceived. I’m still at sea with the people who take it for granted that everything public is a dishonest lie and pure cutthroat gang rule is the norm. Some of these people don’t even have a decent position in any gang and still sing that tune. Feels like humanity on the scale of moths.

  • September 21, 2017 at 1:22 pm #5435

    josh

    Denver CIA today.


    Ironically, I don’t remember if this editor acquired a nickname from me or the exact time when she was on mic, but I’ll say “Hi!” and give my best wishes for the future.

  • September 22, 2017 at 7:47 am #5458

    josh

    She sounds familiar – I want to say from Twitter mic, sometimes in 2015.
    https://twitter.com/pcxmac

  • September 22, 2017 at 10:25 am #5463

    josh

    That’s a good clue. I couldn’t say if it was an ice or a sculpture.

  • September 22, 2017 at 10:33 am #5464

    josh

    I’m sorry for the in guys, suffering stoically, who don’t write very expressively in LCs or what to have any part of increasing their personal risk of standing out or being killed by interacting with this projected to be murdered guy. I wish I could salute each of them for their mumbled death threats and lies about my life over the years, but there are so many different ones, it’s difficult to highlight favorites.

    • September 22, 2017 at 10:35 am #5465

      josh

      We could get together, all shout “Kill and Torture, for The HEINE!” and touch swords. But only virtually speaking, not is, hahahahahahahaha….

  • September 22, 2017 at 10:43 am #5466

    josh

    There is no getting around the reality that I like women and Heine leaders despise me for that (and lots of other reasons, including seeing through their bullshit and not being cruel to strangers)

  • September 22, 2017 at 11:00 am #5467

    josh

    They could educate me about how when George McGovern had been a Senator for a while, and had a family, they kill eded him for being straight and marrying an in woman who was his HS sweet heart. Replacing him with someone else to run for POTUS and lose was obviously a important maintenance of Heine philosophy there, I guess.

    See these sorts of things are difficult for outsider to understand. Maybe if I grew up being raped by assholes in Idaho or Oklahoma or something it would somehow make sense?? Doubt that. But I keep explaining it to me.

  • September 27, 2017 at 7:59 pm #5575

    josh

    Have we got some editors at Fort Bliss?

    https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Fort_Bliss

  • September 28, 2017 at 2:51 pm #5596

    josh

    Hoping this was an EV siting. Haven’t had any in a while, and I miss EV.

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  • September 28, 2017 at 4:22 pm #5597

    josh

    Everything about the FBI & CIA is sick, repulsive and offensive…including their mass murder/genocide, hatred for straights, hatred for women, dishonesty, treason, sadism, violence, and boring neanderthal like non-personalities.

  • September 28, 2017 at 10:43 pm #5603

    josh

    I don’t feel that I equivocate or have any issue like that. Isolation is hard on all of us. Other things are hard too. To give a sort of weird example…I think about the handful of times when R2 would come and sit on my lap last year. She studied and new that was something typical, but she didn’t need to. She wanted a dad. It wasn’t my R, but still I remember and feel bad. Point is, that everyone is truly different, even in special situation of weirdly trying to be the same. I want us to get out of special situations. And then I want all my friends to be good, inside and out.

  • October 4, 2017 at 11:02 pm #5676

    josh

    Is there somewhere I can look to authentic mad messages??

    http://www.zerohedge.com/news/2017-10-04/maduro-visits-putin-proposes-global-oil-trade-rubles-yuan

    • October 4, 2017 at 11:11 pm #5677

      josh

      IMO “Death at a Penn State Fraternity” was edited by a Flor imitator.

  • October 5, 2017 at 2:02 am #5678

    josh

    CIA is recruiting Comeys.

  • October 6, 2017 at 12:58 am #5694

    josh

    The twisted reality is that we are being abused, physically and psychologially and as a society but an army of sadists with almost unlimited resources – just because it amuses them and they do that as a rule to most outsiders, especially ones who learn anything about them.

  • October 11, 2017 at 7:50 pm #5751

    josh

    A committee of underlings to talk at the same time to make fun of bureaucracy. Not the most effective game. But it’s part of what you all do.

  • October 11, 2017 at 7:51 pm #5752

    josh

    Current version of the fake next door is sporting a Hitler mustache. Making a joke out of genocide is, perhaps, some sort of mild way to pretend FBI/CIA ass clowns have some human side to them. It would be more honest to dress up as a tall bowel movement covered with blood.

  • October 11, 2017 at 8:10 pm #5753

    josh

    This is truth: all day long, every day, for 4 years running, I am assaulted by criminal assholes who a part of a gang that has murdered essentially all real, honest people here and in many other parts of the world…and they put most of their effort into pretending that’s all normal, some kind of legitimate government, modernity, etc. It’s sick. Their pretense is beyond offensive and absolutely a key part of the worse crimes humanity has ever seen. What is “normalize”…every day they are killing in brutal ways for the amusement of psychopaths.

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