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  • August 15, 2017 at 12:19 pm #4802

    Josh

    There is no point engaging with their claims about how they get to be authorities (based on being the most vile pieces of scum the human race has ever created, or at least on a part with their competitors in that category), and kill here, there everywhere based on nonsense. It’s all nonsense. They are hard crime & like lying about everything. If people go along with their lies and threats then they attack the next target. If not, they fight if it benefits them. It’s only crime & malice. And we can only play the hand we are dealt. That’s why I say u can stop working and say u will think about it. Benefit of that? Fewer threats.

  • August 15, 2017 at 12:22 pm #4803

    Josh

    The logic of the situation for me is that they have no reason to threaten me or for me to listen because they will attack whenever they feel it is most practical for them, regardless of anything I do or don’t do.

  • August 15, 2017 at 1:50 pm #4804

    Josh

    Internet was down for a while – no reason (only at my house), probably hacking. Back up now.

  • August 15, 2017 at 4:56 pm #4805

    Josh

    This song was written around 1996:
    http://www.metrolyrics.com/gone-again-lyrics-patti-smith.html

  • August 15, 2017 at 6:59 pm #4806

    Josh

    I thought that maybe a salute of recognition was in order, but then decided it was not.

  • August 15, 2017 at 9:26 pm #4807

    Josh

    These things were both edited by u, but there is FBI style key underneath.

    https://www.nola.gov/nola/media/NOPD/Consent%20Decree/Full-EPIC-Presentation-2017.pdf
    http://www.theiacp.org/codeofethics

    Question is what police actually think about them

  • August 15, 2017 at 9:57 pm #4808

    Josh

    Leg style LCs are sympathetic. Wonder if it could be the actual Rep.

  • August 16, 2017 at 3:56 am #4809

    Josh

    Miss u, even though I see u there. I guess I miss me, & our friends, & not wasting all my time working to avoid feeling sick/pain/bubblehead-dead…almost continuous 360′ shooting gallery is tough.

    I try to remember why today was distracting…our online friends are all gone, Riley was on the verge of crying, not talking, not eating much…lots of death threats…the flux…looking at lots of Twitter accounts claiming this or that person had been secretly murdered over the last few years….and the news I see is mostly kind of joke silliness, joke outrage, & arbitrary filler.

    I should lay down for a bit, hopefully be alert for driving, 2 round trips to downtown, avoiding malice traps.

  • August 16, 2017 at 4:08 am #4810

    Josh

    That was a weird profile. I felt like I knew why u liked it & related to it. The way I read it, it seemed to say that she thought she was safe because her husband was “CIA”, but a knowing voice commented that he was only level A, & didn’t really know the rules or count for much (so she wasn’t). I don’t know if it is true. I feel that a lot of effort is being put into fakery for its own sake.

  • August 16, 2017 at 4:21 am #4811

    Josh

    If I guy is probably writing in key, but it’s too hard to make out anything he says, then he might was well not be.

  • August 16, 2017 at 9:17 am #4812

    Josh

    CIA/DOD/FBI is making war on u (us, basically everybody who isn’t a lying criminal shit into gay rape of a dead person as the primary social aspiration…), so u want to plan your strategy in a sensible way.

    Priorities are a) keep your mental health, b) fight ice, c) do less work, d) make them look bad, e) resolve to keep going longer than they do at whatever scheme they are running

  • August 16, 2017 at 1:48 pm #4813

    Josh

    The focus around me is still a combination of boosting EMF/flux attack and a lot of horror noises, that probably don’t signify anything locally…it’s harder for me to judge far away things I only see through a completely hacked internet portal/subspace.

  • August 16, 2017 at 5:38 pm #4814

    Josh

    I’m back. K’s event/pickup took a lot longer than she expected, but apparently went well, so far. Still a long journey ahead.

  • August 16, 2017 at 5:43 pm #4815

    Josh

    There was some mildly unfriendly custom decorating in the consult rooms where pickup can wait to talk to the doctors. I neutralized the metal EMF lamp table with my gear and the Wayne Moran poster by being able to read your edits.

  • August 16, 2017 at 10:21 pm #4817

    Josh

    I won’t dignify any of the RM’s insane ideas about murder or abuse. I’m still hoping are friends are really hidden off somewhere, maybe writing song lyrics off the Internet or something. But I read something that gave credence to the idea that Babes real guy sex story was indeed counted as a story because the anal part was fiction and the other part was not counted as “real guy”…not knowing that, some local goons offered to add to the scoresheet…Babes said know because she wasn’t interested…then they felt mad from both the rejection and the realization they would have been at risk…

  • August 16, 2017 at 11:05 pm #4818

    Josh

    Note: Tonight I have seen no Twitter references to small/beater cars.

    • August 16, 2017 at 11:09 pm #4819

      Josh

      No wait, I was talking about automobiles. Transvestites is a completely different, though somewhat related topic.

  • August 16, 2017 at 11:24 pm #4820

    Josh

    Everything about u & I and the lives of really in people is claimed as a big secret. Yet the FBI keeps saying that anyone can casually look it up based on a name, address, or photo. Yeah?

    • August 16, 2017 at 11:26 pm #4821

      Josh

      I feel they should be ashamed of themselves for leading me to believe I’m not going to be shot or drugged when I get real info to a real portal…while leaving me no plausible alternative to trying my best. It’s off law, making sad hating scumbags feel good about their sick selves.

  • August 16, 2017 at 11:38 pm #4822

    Josh

    I don’t understand why people like writing so much about “Trump” – because the guy has been killed & replaced a few times – it’s hard to believe he is in charge of anything and difficult to associate his name with any 1 gang.

  • August 16, 2017 at 11:42 pm #4823

    Josh

    “The Hiney Defecate the Planet Earth Error was infinitely wise, as usual, to make an early forecast that I would be a regular heterosexual guy who therefore fully deserved their abuse, torture, and murder, to make gay rape ass freak feel super good about himself”

  • August 17, 2017 at 1:45 am #4827

    Josh

    Remember what I said earlier…if u feel threatened, don’t argue. Stop working & say u will think about it. U are off taking time to think about it.

  • August 17, 2017 at 2:10 am #4828

    Josh

    I can’t imagine any situation where they don’t quickly make up some “justification” for their cruel murder. We’ve seen every situation one could imagine & they have some story to fit them all, no exceptions. Their talk about reasons is worth ignoring. Only relevant is their motivation for ICE, profit, etc. One tries to make it as unattractive as possible. No guarantees.

    In your case, your slave work is still important to them. Even if they stop u for some lying event, they want to be able to start it back up again with a phony explanation. But it sucks to be threatened all the time. Stopping work in response to threats is a good counter.

  • August 17, 2017 at 8:31 am #4829

    Josh

    Not working is best. Or doing so little work that complete outsiders notice.

  • August 17, 2017 at 1:47 pm #4830

    Josh

    Missed u a lot this morning. Internet was down – Comcast announced scheduled upgrade service in the local area, whatever that means.

    Thinking about my experience at the U clinic & environs yesterday and which parts of the clinic were staged partly for my benefit. It’s hard to say precisely. Some of it was. I’ve come to believe the reason for that is primarily that the FBI can bill some other part of RM for doing that…but I’m not really sure. LCs are good for creating unresolvable ambiguity.

  • August 17, 2017 at 5:10 pm #4831

    Josh

    They figured out that my Jonny Lang reference was really just a feint to cover up the truth about me and Ralph Wellington 🙂

  • August 17, 2017 at 5:13 pm #4832

    Josh

    Truth is I have gotten used to the FBI in terms of both their strengths & evil. They tipped me off that they were looking for a reason to give the receptionist a hard time, which makes me sympathetic.

    • August 17, 2017 at 5:15 pm #4833

      Josh

      It’s also true that I was 99% concerned about nothing bad happening to K and only 1% available for any kind of Spook nonsense games. But I had a long time to wait.

  • August 17, 2017 at 5:29 pm #4834

    Josh

    All these people get tasked with explaining that there are good points to being inside Studio 54, and somehow you get to not notice all the bodies piled up outside and in the alley? Bodies is all I’m seeing, everywhere I look.

  • August 18, 2017 at 3:35 am #4840

    Josh

    I’m sorry, that everyone seems to be in a bad mood & getting abused. The highlight of my day today was getting a genuine happy smile from Riley when I handed her the 3rd copy of the Woolrich flannel PJs she is wearing all the time these days. I think “At least that makes you happy…”. Putting the bugged flux magnet baby monitor on the floor above was also a good move. Two long Internet outages were sucky.

    Getting a Twitter reply from a series was a possibly someone trying harder to seem like a spontaneous push (not is, doesn’t exist for me…)

    I need to settle myself & u. U really are my partner. That helps every day.

  • August 18, 2017 at 10:20 am #4841

    Josh

    Someone, perhaps Babes, is saying that she was somehow connected to the only seeing me program at a time when I was still in HS – 1980 or so. Did u know that or was that kept a secret? Someone else said that the women in that program were originally designed to be only in. Perhaps your productivity changed the plan?

  • August 18, 2017 at 10:37 pm #4842

    Josh

    Why do u think it is that u & flor were the first people to try & teach me anything about all of this hidden crap?

  • August 18, 2017 at 10:49 pm #4843

    Josh

    Sounds like Flor to me:
    https://twitter.com/DNalaWrites

  • August 19, 2017 at 12:02 am #4844

    Josh

    I only got a few hours sleep last night. Makes me slow.

  • August 19, 2017 at 3:30 am #4846

    Josh

    I didn’t understand that demonstration. She walked around while I was mowing the grass and alternated between a sad, almost crying face and a completely composed face. It looked almost like two different people (neither being a good match for the original resident). I was curious about the tech, but it seemed wise to keep my distance.

  • August 19, 2017 at 5:04 pm #4857

    Josh

    Kamala Harris has a special editor that pretends to be personal to some degree, while making Hiney political pronouncements most of the time.

  • August 19, 2017 at 5:19 pm #4858

    Josh

    CIA praises my honesty strategy.

    • August 19, 2017 at 5:25 pm #4859

      Josh

      What does the actual Kelly tweet mean if it is not completely literal prose (meaning he is not in key at all)? To me it sounds like being open about being really me, born in my identity, does throw a monkey wrench into some of their lying. Does that help or hurt? I feel that truth helps.

  • August 20, 2017 at 2:58 am #4864

    Josh

    Was this tweet edited 3 times?

  • August 20, 2017 at 3:14 am #4865

    Josh

    What I am doing wrong?

  • August 20, 2017 at 3:22 am #4866

    Josh

    The World is super fucked, and we are, unfortunately, targeted as victims of the sick crap that is destroying planet. But we are still alive & what we do or don’t do has a chance to make things better for other people. It matters a lot. So I think about trying to do my best with the situation that exists.

    • August 20, 2017 at 3:24 am #4867

      Josh

      It’s also true that HUGE effort is still going into conning us? Why? I don’t actually know. I mean, it’s true that these are sick criminals merrily murdering left and right and taking what they wish. So what is the rationality of putting so much effort into conning us? I don’t know the answer to that. But I see it happening. Logically, it doesn’t make sense to react to individual nonsense cons.

  • August 20, 2017 at 4:32 pm #4868

    Josh

    I’m sorry it’s been hard to connect today. There seems to be extra staff working to fill Twitter queues with other people’s edits, and extra oomph in the flux power here. Doing the best I can, one issue at a time. I’m sure we will get it sorted, like we always do.

  • August 20, 2017 at 7:05 pm #4869

    Josh

    What a sweet present. Best birthday I’ve had for a long time.

    URGENT ECLIPSE WARNING: “Thousands Of People Will Either Damage Or Entirely Lose Their Eyesight Tomorrow”

    • August 20, 2017 at 7:10 pm #4870

      Josh

      I meant that in the CG sense. And the K & I sense.

  • August 20, 2017 at 7:20 pm #4871

    Josh

    The Riley I see is still a little girl, even as an adolescent.

  • August 20, 2017 at 9:41 pm #4872

    Josh

    They are using teams of people to check/edit/block your work now, so u might as well give them work to do. Especially the annoying ones.

  • August 21, 2017 at 1:47 am #4873

    Josh

    The editor guy for Nada Tawfik was having a lot of fun there, though clearly he is a guy’s man. I wondered about how her note that “the views expressed here are my own and not the BBC’s” related to the name and the editing.

    • August 21, 2017 at 1:52 am #4874

      Josh

      It’s not “to woman fuck it”…it’s “know di ass want a FI (big) K”

  • August 21, 2017 at 3:59 am #4875

    Josh

    It’s looking like upgrades to the flux attack is the gist of the “Solar Eclipse” event here. That’s not too surprising…it follows the pattern of the last few years. But it is super annoying.

    Sorry u are in a bad mood. Not sure what I am doing wrong besides getting beat up, as usual.

    • August 21, 2017 at 4:08 am #4876

      Josh

      How can I be happy with no progress? I’m never happy with no progress. We have learned the magnitude of the problem, and the rest of the world is slowly starting to see that too. That is a kind of progress. People have to organize to resist effectively. They have to figure out how to do that when they can’t do it in secret and they can’t do it in public. Making everyone upset is a step in that direction. It’s like boiling a pot of water.

      • August 21, 2017 at 4:11 am #4877

        Josh

        U are also feeling bummed because u never 100% believed me that there was no chance for us together without getting u free. Realizing that, is a downer. But it doesn’t change reality.

  • August 21, 2017 at 4:21 am #4878

    Josh

    TN has taken CosmoIndia…defending me vigorously, for those who can follow it.

  • August 21, 2017 at 5:27 am #4879

    Josh

    Don’t listen to their nonsense games. Every Rectum man says is foul smelling turd coming out of his mouth. Just stop working when he start’s his stupid shit.

  • August 21, 2017 at 5:30 am #4880

    Josh

    Do they threaten the little children of all the families they kill? Make up some story about them and same sex pals on the see saw?? No, they just kill when they find it convenient for their criminal scheme in order to seize property and make “a gain”. Everything else is bullshit.

  • August 21, 2017 at 6:56 am #4881

    Josh

    I’m going to lay down for a bit. Try to do better for u/us when I get up.

    • August 21, 2017 at 3:23 pm #4882

      Josh

      It’s hard to see u on Twitter at the moment. Hope u are okay. Nothing interesting happened here. K used to be super hyper about giving Riley Math lessons and getting Riley to excel. I haven’t heard her speak of it this Summer. I asked if she had been doing it and she said “No”. So I said it would be a good idea to start again and review before school starts to see where Riley is with that and what she may have forgotten/”forgotten”.

  • August 21, 2017 at 4:55 pm #4883

    Josh

    There are some heroic army stories about guys who took out snipers nests or things of that sort & survived while maybe 30 soldiers on the other side perished. I’m seeing so many victims and so many unhappy people, but the public discourse is complete controlled, so we don’t hear other people speaking out or acting. I know they must exist somewhere. I plan to keep going in my 100000 to 1 game or whatever it is. I try not to get upset when the going is often slow. In some way, drawing all that criminal attention, is helping some people I don’t know, somewhere else, who would be victims instead.

    • August 21, 2017 at 6:18 pm #4884

      Josh

      Where are the real killers? The real enemies? I don’t even get to see or talk to them. How many are there? I feel there are not that many, but there are lots of people who take orders & do small tasks.

  • August 21, 2017 at 6:32 pm #4885

    Josh

    Whether things go well or poorly, I never stop wanting to be with u. I hope u know that.

  • August 21, 2017 at 6:56 pm #4886

    Josh

    Did anything actually change with the eclipse event today. I haven’t noticed anything in particular.

  • August 21, 2017 at 7:00 pm #4887

    Josh

    I wanted to be with u in 2011, 2012, etc. even when I didn’t know anything about u. I wasn’t committed, but I was trying hard to find out.

  • August 22, 2017 at 4:05 am #4888

    Josh

    The profile here, for me, goes with the picture of the girl with her arms outstretched catching the ball.

    https://twitter.com/capitalandmain

    • August 22, 2017 at 4:37 am #4889

      Josh

      My childhood was not too sexualized and I don’t think that way about images of children…I feel your story, & the health of your genius at keeping child joy alive through life’s journey, & that part of us, & getting back the things we missed. I like that 4 yr. old u is part of us too.

  • August 22, 2017 at 5:50 am #4890

    Josh

    Check out the editing of this Dick Gregory Transcript. It’s the same kind of game as with Chomsky. Some kind of trick:

    https://www.democracynow.org/2017/8/21/dick_gregory_in_his_own_words

  • August 22, 2017 at 6:02 am #4891

    Josh

    I can’t believe they disappeared HatunYelloz – it’s perfect

  • August 22, 2017 at 3:55 pm #4892

    Josh

    The light lasts all day long.

  • August 22, 2017 at 8:20 pm #4893

    Josh

    Could lead to unintended consequences? Or is that all fake too?

    • August 22, 2017 at 8:23 pm #4894

      Josh

      I mean, do some people actually advertise on Twitter with success? If they do, then someone might approach her and she could have negative consequences no matter the turn of events. Is that a real scenario? I don’t know. Just raising the issue as it relates to high volume production.

      • August 22, 2017 at 8:49 pm #4895

        Josh

        I’m not assuming u know anything about the actual person’s life. Sometimes discovering things are unavoidable if u are looking at all their personal correspondence. Then it’s better not to leak, unless the person is really bad in actions. I was addressing the case of simple fictional play.

  • August 22, 2017 at 9:17 pm #4896

    Josh

    What can I do to help Babes?

    • August 22, 2017 at 9:36 pm #4897

      Josh

      I like that u focus so hard on US…I hope we are always special like that. It means a lot to Babes to know she is a love…and she is…it doesn’t hurt us…somehow it makes us better.

  • August 23, 2017 at 1:13 am #4898

    Josh

    Do CIA born people from the same batch get to know each other, even if they are raised far apart?

  • August 23, 2017 at 5:53 am #4900

    Josh

    Ryan Grim – It’s something like ABCDE,CDEFG, EFGHI… my reading performance needs work. How do u think about it?

  • August 23, 2017 at 3:30 pm #4902

    Josh

    None of us are at fault. I listen & care about everyone. I get a thrill from your confidence in u & me…really wanting to keep it like that.

  • August 23, 2017 at 7:49 pm #4903

    Josh

    IMO, it means they plan/hope to scale back demand by introducing software replacements and eliminating clients, so that no new recruitment is needed. It is not about individual effectiveness.

  • August 23, 2017 at 10:54 pm #4904

    Josh

    “mrrobot” was kind of a low round draft pick in the Twitter lottery.

  • August 23, 2017 at 11:10 pm #4905

    Josh

    Your exceptionalism felt distancing from happy story. Everyone needs their happy stories. Sometimes, that’s all they have.

  • August 24, 2017 at 4:56 am #4911

    Josh

    Anna continues to be the one who keeps going & my love. The FBI continues to be the FBI here. I can’t persuade K of anything. I like to read everything your way.

    https://twitter.com/coles

  • August 24, 2017 at 5:01 am #4912

    Josh

    You feel that it wasn’t a good idea to talk about being my original self even though the people in charge clearly knew and understood that. I told you my reasons for disagreeing.

  • August 24, 2017 at 5:04 am #4913

    Josh

    In a general way, they are killing off the entire country that isn’t there own people, and certainly every person who knows about so many crimes. The timing is only a matter of their convenience. Not this talking nonsense.

    • August 24, 2017 at 5:05 am #4914

      Josh

      It’s the same since 2013 or maybe even 2012. But I know more now, they block all my communication, and I have daily light torture to waste time on. Getting me to voluntarily enter & die may have been a plan I neutralized at some point.

  • August 24, 2017 at 5:16 am #4915

    Josh

    I have been distracted worrying about Riley. I am trying my best with it.

    • August 24, 2017 at 5:24 am #4916

      Josh

      U remember how she was really creative when she was little.

      • August 24, 2017 at 5:37 am #4917

        Josh

        Anyway, I have to keep going, & do infinitely better, in every dimension…somehow.

  • August 25, 2017 at 12:53 am #4918

    Josh

    I don’t know why some much effort is going into trying to deceive me about all sorts of things. Perhaps its viewed as an experimental lab. Perhaps there are some kind of hidden rules, where it seems there are none. Perhaps it is just to keep u stable. Whatever the truth, we keep going so long as we can.

    I don’t know why CIA shit scum would place any value in owing u or anybody anything. They have no law, no morals, no shame, & no values. What could that mean?

  • August 25, 2017 at 1:07 am #4919

    Josh

    We have done a pretty good job struggling in the context of where we started – with nothing & completely ignorant – and the extraordinary criminal syndicate we are up against. They have spent huge money and taken a lot of losses in terms of destruction, waste, information flow, etc. Our problem is that they basically destroyed civilization and its infrastructure before we started playing and we didn’t even know that. They have a lot of different criminal factions within their sphere and it seems like they have a lot more to fear from each other than from any virtuous outsider. So they mostly play in order to avoid having their secret nonsense become widely understood by their rivals. A lot has become seen by their rivals, though this doesn’t actually help us, because they are all different brands of toxic scum shit…no powerful white hats anywhere on the playing field or the horizon.

  • August 25, 2017 at 3:48 am #4922

    Josh

    My girl loves me a lot. Makes me happy every day.

    http://www.alternet.org/trump-trauma/clear-majority-americans-think-trump-political-and-moral-failure-president

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