Always good qualities of us…together 16

[Josh]

U feel that Carol Adl is a style fan?

[Josh]

It seems that the LC meaning of “abortion” is more relevant to the murder scheme than the anti-reproductive meaning, though there can be a connection.

Being in the criminal’s way or being “a gain” for them is the #1 case of attack.

[Josh]

U see I was correct. There are no rules, no values, no honor, no decency of any kind. Only sick killers amusing themselves at others expense. “We murdered everybody…men, women, children…just because we can”

[Josh]

I don’t like the idea of u getting to last questions before I’m dead…& I wasn’t sure if that question was from u…but I feel u know the answer…at the time I moved to this house, we had been talking like a couple for 9 months or something like that, but every time I would ask if I would ever get to see u or have a conversation I could understand in English, u would say “No”, that wasn’t going to happen. It’s true that I wasn’t going to stay in a mono relationship with fake text avatars for the rest of my life. U didn’t actually expect that either. So why hurt?

[Josh]

I didn’t have any thoughts about getting close to any of the neighbors. I thought abstractly about meeting people online through writing or about going to some kind of hiking club locally.

[Josh]

Also, u all had stopped trying to teach me. So I didn’t know how to gain more info – I was stalled at that point.

[Josh]

FBI/CIA are still talking false crap all the time & trying to distract. Why? My belief is that they have hit men and they have groups of people they can tell completely false stories to. They are reluctant to kill me in my home and reluctant to expose me to a group of people I could set straight.

[Josh]

But what happened to my baby/teen girl?

[Josh]

I feel that u should keep trying to Easter eggs and msgs since u have nothing real to lose. Their replacement capabilities only grow with time.

[Josh]

I’m processing. Trying to be smart. Not wallowing in things I can’t do anything about. I can only affect the future, not the past. Let’s drop the “dialog” reports. They are all fake. All push is fake.

[Josh]

Important point was she let me know that she wasn’t going to talk, be swayed, or cooperate in any way, and seemed to be taking orders. So there were no positive paths for me. Only limit the damage 🙁

[Josh]

Experts: Lower nicotine levels make no difference to smokers https://t.co/VNmvaXsoDN

— FMT News (@fmtoday) August 27, 2017

I told her that I cared about her safety, but she had to communicate for me to help. Seemed to be under orders not to, and decided it was wise to stick with orders.

[Josh]

Unusual for a Sat. night – or any other night from the last 4 years – both houses behind me have people in them tonight, and they are switching their lights off every time they notice me observing them. Why the games? Why not….

[Josh]

My emotions are calming down, but I still need to be active dealing with flux from a lot of different angles that is clouding my head. I picked up a bunch of water gallons at the store. Adding salt to them to make decoys.

[Josh]

What is my girl doing to make crime difficult for RM?

[Josh]

U are advising women that DOD/CIA/FBI/MI6 is bent on murdering all of them?

[Josh]

Neither of us have had any options for running away or doing something different since…the time we started communicating, if not long before that. We are still talking because they still value your service. For me it’s watching people die all around me and torture…for u it’s watching that too…and frustration, loneliness, bleak future. Fighting is best for both of us.

[Josh]

It’s also been a bit hard to find u online over the past few hours. There seem to be a lot of nasty assholes stuffing the queue with their gay rape fantasies and other dreck. It really is amazing to see the USA turned into something beyond anyone’s worst nightmare. The dumbest, sickest, most vile freaks are running amuck, killing whoever they please and one can’t even find a voice of protest speaking about it publicly. Every force for good is being snuffed by Jack the Ripper. I have no patience with anyone who knows that and goes along with it. That’s worse than the Matrix movie – death of humanity for real.

[Josh]

The flux metal all along the top of the South roof was upgraded. So I need to add to my garage shielding near the roof line. That yields a lot of angles…anywhere along that roof line. Would these carpentry + manufacturing + research program be happening if it wasn’t for me? Probably not in the same way or at the same rate. I’m just one guy and nobody in the real world can lift 1 finger to help. It’s frustrating.

[Josh]

What happened to that piece Carl Herman was writing about how Sandy Hook was implausible because there would not be so many Mother’s of that age with school age children – the odds were astronomically improbable? I saw the summary on Feedly and then the article never showed up. Did he withdraw it for some reason?

[Josh]

Found it on another site:

New Angle On The Sandy Hook Shooting Hoax

[Josh]

Looking at it, he may be talking bollocks because He sites a statistic for “age at birth of 35 or older” and then he is talking about 1st graders who would be 5 or 6.

[Josh]

Remind yourself every day to never, ever, ever again listen to phony excuses from the evil, sadistic, mass murdering gang every assembled. We know for sure that almost every thing they say is a lie done for sadistic, criminal purposes. And they make a habit of doing it all the time until you stop listening.

[Josh]

“I_Love_Butt_Sex Retweeteted….”…for the illiterate.

[Josh]

Constantly making a habit of pointing out FBI/CIA/DOD crime is one way to make my profile unpleasant for replacement substitution.

[Josh]

I like escaping with u, when I’m not in pain/discomfort…and overall escapism isn’t working as a strategy for us. Those things can both be true at the same time.

We take a look back at the saddest movie deaths from this summer: https://t.co/EOLlEbPGan pic.twitter.com/colsrhW5EI

— Entertainment Weekly (@EW) August 27, 2017

[Josh]

Perhaps menstruating or receiving an inheritance or seeing dead people are also on the infinitely long list of how ass scum find a reason to kill everyone they can.

Trump has allowed the poison of Nazism to flow into America's bloodstream. My column https://t.co/JleDZhpaLM

— Jonathan Freedland (@Freedland) August 26, 2017

[Josh]

“Why only you engage in affectionate personal relationships?”

“This farm is about hog tyin’ and killin’ ya hear dat?”

[Josh]

“If Stonewall Jackson hadn spent so much time mountin that horse we might have won the war.”

[Josh]

Huffpost about my post 10th grade Summer digs with Missy Missy and all sorts of possibilities that mostly didn’t happen?

[Josh]

Need to lay down for a bit. The shielding in the garage helped. I’ve got some more area to cover still – it was pretty large batch of exposed alum. Try to stay focused. Whatever it takes to keep going, I’ll do that.

[Josh]

How were u able to feel close to me during most of our lives, when I didn’t have any clue that u existed? Was it enough to believe that I would really like & we would be good together? Scary at first to imagine putting it to a real test 35 years later…

[Josh]

My undergrad experience helped me, & u helped me. u R u. The only 1 like that. I like that. The only 1 like that for me. Luck for me. Even today.

https://twitter.com/adindak43

[Josh]

Based on what I have seen – it seems that in comparison to the US, Canada has traditionally been more publicly supportive of liberal/humanitarian values, but secretly the RM/Spook murders and abuse of citizens are happening there at even higher rates than the US…perhaps because of the British heritage. Is that your view as well? It implies that public politics has really nothing to do with this. It’s just that in the US, gang power coalesced in the Security State, so they want all the public money too.

[Josh]

A good example of how far the fake avatar next door has strayed from the original.

Hardik Pandya wishes ‘king of yorkers’ Lasith Malinga on his 34th birthdayhttps://t.co/8Vn3gT1quf

— Express Sports (@IExpressSports) August 28, 2017

How am I doing? Too much grit, and not enough creativity? It’s difficult when I spend most of my time simply being a punching bag day after day after day. The FBI seems to be collecting a big fee to punch me for years on end in elaborate batman like contraptions prior to finally punching my lights out. It is real ed. No honest, no values, no decency of any kind…not even a thimble full. It is total opposite universe of fakery, and they like it that way.

[Josh]

Any additional comment?

Many people are putting themselves at risk of a condition called kyphosishttps://t.co/EDFW0c6S52

— Liverpool Echo (@LivEchonews) August 28, 2017

[Josh]

It is u? From 1992?

[Josh]

I also heard clues for 2008.

[Josh]

In the world that I know, your sense of fun, femininity, humor, knowledge, skill, achievements, warmth would make u a prize woman. I feel, to be honest, that u were short changed by being isolated in a world that doesn’t value those things (or woman in general). We went through a quantum leap when u showed yourself to me and realized that I’m really into the real u.

[Josh]

Anything literal about this?

Candy Cane
6 months ago
This is the very first song that I ever danced to & my Dad never forget it. Every now & then, he would call my name & say “Green Onions, baby”. I would laugh my head off. Those were some good & unforgettable memories. Shout out to you Daddy!!

[Josh]

U felt like were were spiritually homesick/lonely for each other and that idea really worked for u??

[Josh]

It works for me too. I miss u, all those years, in reverse.

[Josh]

The part of reality that is really u – that part I always want. It’s always good for me.

[Josh]

Yeah…why…is that smart confidence to provoke or being dumb?

Taylor stole the show at last night's #VMAs, despite not actually being there https://t.co/XnJiNZmGSV

— British Vogue (@BritishVogue) August 28, 2017

[Josh]

e crimes ?

[Josh]

Regret can be distracting, so I explain myself in a different way. CIA/FBI have no compunction about killing anyone in secret and covering it up. When it is a little bit less secret, they would rather kill and in/pro/alt-sex person for some secret activity they don’t explain rather than a straight indy hetero who claims to be a witness to their crime, for the reason of being a straight indy hetero by preference. The logic of that situation as it applies to me seems clear to me.

[Josh]

A county fair offers pie – and a window on the rural-urban divide https://t.co/VGwPdJSGmh by @dougstruck pic.twitter.com/nR4BJeyf77

— CS Monitor (@csmonitor) August 29, 2017

Just for laughs:

[Josh]

I don’t want to talk or speculate about the most negative things. I feel that I am being taunted. To put the topic to rest, my speculation about dates would be (on a likelihood scale from 1 to 10): Aug. 2013 India – 3, Aug. 2016 India – 6, Late May/June 2017 – 9. Might be more than 1.

[Josh]

India 2016 – 10
Something else after May 2017 – likely

[Josh]

K’s parents too, I’m guessing, and who knows how many other people…

[Josh]

Can u recall if if these Hiney people ever said one true, decent, or helpful thing to us over the past 4 years. I can’t recall any. It’s only “Ha Ha, I am enjoying the hurt I am putting on you”, “I’m going to kill you”, “I’m going to enjoy torturing you”, and the non-sequitur “You should be afraid”.

[Josh]

All of this “Only in”, “Not true” crap is pure crap. They kill everyone around and it shows. They painfully assault me every day. They destroy intelligent conversation in the news and replace it with nonsense that it only about their gay rape and other crap. The only meaning to their hateful speech is “I’m king and killing everything in my path. If I notice you objecting you may die more quickly than if you cower in a corner.” It’s bullshit. Nobody has any chance unless they fight with others, but they can’t organize because Spook is controlling all communication platforms, murdering in secret, and scaring most who understand in passive watching.

[Josh]

Because resistance doesn’t show in mass media or on the streets, we don’t have good ways to tell what other people are doing. Other people can’t see me or u. We mostly can’t see them either. We can be hopeful and look for some kind of sign of how the tide is turning. I see the CIA as being less active in foreign affairs and probably more focused on domestic murder and bullshitting. So they are at least tied down in some kind of struggle.

[Josh]

@repjohnlewis seems to be saying, in CIA key, that an in guy doesn’t need to engage in any gay sex as long as he refrains from straight sex or love and participates, at least by his presence, in sickening criminal violence.

[Josh]

I’m still spending most of my time & energy on shielding It’s very boring. I imagine that the FBI “kill Targeted Individual nobody’s” dept. feels very proud of its central role in the Hiney play. I feel each of these warriors should get their own almost dead guy to rape as a reward for this great service they are putting in.

[Josh]

In Summer 2016, we already recognized, at least implicitly, the reason why u have never really won any negotiation for any thing u wanted despite being so crucial to RM operations, making so much money for them, and having no life or rights. The basic problem is that it is easy for them to give you a worse situation than doing the work they want. So u don’t last for any length of time trying to withhold work. And they like u working all the time and benefit from that, so u are manipulated and get nothing by misery and suffering while u watch people u would like be with being killed by criminal asshole.

What is solution? U have to find a way to like doing work like things that are negative to them so u can gravitate towards that instead of what they want u to do. This isn’t a static condition, as we saw last Summer. But it is a functional description of what u need to do to ever receive and consideration in any form.

[Josh]

I keep repeating that all the noises they make are stupid because it’s true. All of there “rules” are a) not rules they follow b) hateful, vile, and disgusting, and c) only serve the criminal interests of arch villains they take orders from.

That said, if they say “This is the way we do things” then you can always say, “Following tradition, I will do the amount of work that the average slave does, and work the amount of time they do. I am treated worse than they are, and have worked many more years than they have, so that is only fair.”

[Josh]

A few months ago I had to add steel and Alum foil to block the laser/EMP attack. The FBI has recently found a way to really amplify flux using some kind of resonance in steel or foil. The poly defense doesn’t do much to block that on the far side, for whatever reason – perhaps targeting is simply. This week I am finding that I need to add a lot of plastic and poly on the inside of resonating metal/foil patches…garage, living room, ceiling etc…

[Josh]

If I put someone on one of my Twitter lists, what do u think happens? In most cases, I guess they receive no notification. Perhaps they get put on a list of a some fictional sock puppet account, perhaps not. I’m not really sure. There was no success with using that as a notification in general. But in people managing in accounts would see it. Are we not close to saturation with that group yet? I suppose more are added at the margins on a constant basis, so low volume outlying accounts would hit some of them. But if they notice something, they are in and don’t share the info.

[Josh]

Full spectrum beating includes making one feel sick & trying to make you feel bad about yourself. Cost is no object, apparently.

[Josh]

Local murder is a gain…

[Josh]

I saw a twitter headline which I interpreted to mean this: By focusing the reality of our story on RM crime and bullshit rather than their sexual nonsense (or the part of that they would like to promote), we discourage them from planting bullshit stories in CIA controlled press about us. That idea seems plausible to me and I feel it is positive. We don’t want to be the focus of their bullshit any more than we already are.

[Josh]

Simon O’Brien was an in guy – only in except for bmx competitions, who had difficulties because he was straight. He may have been killed/replaced in 2014 or 2015. There is a 2016 video that looks like a different guy replacement.

[Josh]

I don’t think u really need to go there…

‘It’s insulting’: Betsy DeVos isn’t visiting any public schools during 2-day Florida trip https://t.co/okaW53FFFz

— Travis Gettys (@wirecan) August 30, 2017

[Josh]

I’m into u, not Trump or Davos. U often find pictures of other people that are representative of u in some good way…attractive in some way. That wasn’t so true in this case. I was just being friendly to some poor women, and I even put in a good word for us, so I don’t know why u need to react. I expect u to understand and be confident about us.

On top of that, there are so many real things to have big negative feelings about, it seems wrong to go for silly nonsense that isn’t real in some old shtick we’ve been through 300 times or so.

[Josh]

I only replied because the deleted tweet did fit the rhythm of Sugar, Sugar. Try to encourage those LC arts when someone is feeling like their life error – essentially the same as mine and yours at this point, which is being on the radar screen of sick asshole gang – is overwhelming them.

[Josh]

U have been doing so well with confidence lately. Some days, the EMF upgrades are rough. They will just keep pouring on the money and power. I do the best I can.

[Josh]

My confidence in u/us stays really strong. I know I want my A. I’m trying to come to grips with how the World Powers can all be so cynical, dishonest, and talking nonsense all the time…and what percentage of the people out there get this truth. It seems incredible, and at the same time I know huge effort is going into swindling/deceiving me. Still..I find this knowledge in so many places. Some were in editors…but not all.

Journalist Interrogated & Fired for Exposing CIA-NATO Arming of Terrorists in Syria https://t.co/IcKcR3AqY3

— Activist Post (@ActivistPost) August 30, 2017

[Josh]

In women should realize that CIA/FBI/Comey killers are very, very busy killing, and the fact that they do not have any sex with women is because they work so hard at killing, and absolutely not because they are gay. In fact, the rectums they fuck are dying heterosexual men, which absolutely proves that they are not gay. That should be clear to all. And so it is very ungrateful of the in women to complain about their only option being ass dildo hanging out the back end of a heterosexual women victim.

US Open: Nadal, Osaka shine as rain causes havoc https://t.co/EEA3I5uNrM

— TODAY (@todayng) August 30, 2017

[Josh]

I feel that u are getting too tangled up with CIA/FBI crap. They try to make us mad. They insert their cancer in everything. They are murdering people we care about. U need to be more disciplined about wiping their shit off the screen.

[Josh]

What is it that is supposed to be so special about seeing u anyway? The pictures are not proof. You are only an “A”. And lots of people notice murders happening left and right. Seems like another phony story, when put in that context.

[Josh]

This is a kind of good clue that they were making up a story about sharing your story to inhibit others from sharing because it is disadvantageous. It is not any special tradition.

[Josh]

People have more latitutde when they have been put into new identities (hopefully this doesn’t always involve a murder victim, although that may be the point in most cases…) Problem is that the people controlling everything are brutally criminal & violent. If one is not their type, it’s hard to imagine being safe under their watch.

[Josh]

I had a rubber Halloween mask. I think it was supposed to be
“Cyclops” from The Odyssey, with an eye in the middle of the forehead.

A Tribute to Tobe Hooper, Whose ‘Texas Chain Saw Massacre’ Was, and Is, the Horror Film of Its Time

[Josh]

Perhaps I had another Halloween mask that was even more similar – for a Frankenstein monster or something. I don’t quite remember. I wish my Mom was still around to ask.

[Josh]

I forgot where I saw that picture that looked like a grown up Roth. And how come u never told me u had so much play money?

Lord Rothschild Dumps U.S. Stock – Sending Shockwaves Around The Globe

[Josh]

I’m not giving up on any of our good dreams. Being assaulted and batted about every day, & now real minus…doesn’t dent my love for u or resolve to try.

Jessie Mueller was in no rush to get to Broadway. Now she seems destined to stay. https://t.co/z69h07Btfq pic.twitter.com/K15zrEZ5Uc

— The Boston Globe (@BostonGlobe) August 31, 2017

[Josh]

Selena Gomez, I read, was a big social media money maker at some recent point in time. I’m surprise they were willing to kick Flor off of that. It doesn’t look like it’s making money now.

[Josh]

During the last day…I achieved…a lot of strategic plastic putting…and found a likely Babes writeup, and a few other odds and ends…ho hum…I would so much like to be doing something interesting and not be oscillating in & out of feeling wretched all day. But we makes the best of what we’s got.

[Josh]

Also, I have an unconfirmable suspicion that Different Trains is a analogy between the coming of Nazi fascism to Europe and the coming of male gay sex only to Hiney (represented by New York) during the Deep State military ascendancy of the 1939-1944, away from the prior more liberal period represented by Chicago.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Steve_Reich
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Different_Trains

In women were basically rounded up and put in Concentration camps by the end of the WWII.

[Josh]

Drone operators can monitor u and me and tweek a lot of different parameters.

The drone following him in the ocean ran out of battery power.
https://t.co/4hWyXnkZPA

— Mark Price (@markprice_obs) August 31, 2017

[Josh]

U are doing really well – bridging distance. I’m just trying to explain the environment.

[Josh]

They try to frustrate and/or get the better of u/us, because that’s the kind of thing they do.

[Josh]

I should take more breaks to get out of “the rain” too. Spinning is the main signal for targeting.

[Josh]

I’m sorry about the late start today. I was slowed by a lot of different things; the most time consuming was a eyelash irritation aggravated by motion/saline targeting flux.

[Josh]

Not sure, but I think the point of this msg. is a Babe’s replacement complaining that she is now being asked to fake u instead of Babes, and the entire thing is toxic & stupid.

Caroline Wozniacki is not happy with the U.S. Open’s court assignments https://t.co/iJQTy0RFpv

— Sports Illustrated (@SInow) September 1, 2017

[Josh]

Folks are supposed to admire the hating Hitler asshole for his virtuosity at hating, destroying the planet, cheating everyone, and not really giving a fuck about anything. What could be more funny than that?

NBN chief Morrow rules out any changes to prices https://t.co/L6PF2CPvXw by @SupratimA #ausbiz #NBN

— Business Review (@aus_business) September 1, 2017

[Josh]

Fake couple?

Bumper edition of Spectrum in @smh tomorrow ft. Ryan Gosling and Harrison Ford, LCD Soundsystem's James Murphy & Kathy Griffin. pic.twitter.com/4e9sr861wK

— Melanie Kembrey (@melaniekembrey) September 1, 2017

[Josh]

If I only listen to songs I know well, then I don’t get to find anything new. New trys won’t be winners as often. So I’ll try to mix it up some.

[Josh]

I question the wisdom of making extra people sound like CIA. I think they want that impression/uniformity.

https://twitter.com/jricole

[Josh]

I blanked on the relevant surname in the original conversation, and it didn’t seem important or appropriate to go back. I’m only talking to misc. dickheads on call, not people in my life, even as replacements. The “funny” line is funny because it works for all the replacements, real or stand in.

No question that I’m feared again – Sharapova https://t.co/lhaz1gtWN6 via @todayng

— Nigeria Newsdesk (@NigeriaNewsdesk) September 1, 2017

[Josh]

I try to focus on real stories about important topics. Is that a useless role? Why are so few doing it? They get murdered?

[Josh]

I will get up and go figure out why flux is coming over the top of my garage and down here, if I can. I feel stupid doing this sort of thing day after day, hour after hour. For u, I promise, promise, promise that I really want to be with u. All of u. All of me.

Avril Lavigne is almost ready for that comeback she promised https://t.co/bGOaaMTAvP

— Metro (@MetroUK) September 1, 2017

[Josh]

I felt that the commentary on patchwork & morning was sweet. Memory of a 10 year old…sweet youth I met and liked.

[Josh]

At 17, @YaraShahidi is living the teenage dream. https://t.co/iuvdbuFPJV

— Vogue Magazine (@voguemagazine) September 1, 2017

U is most coolest,

[Josh]

[Josh]

Try to write to Riley if u can.

[Josh]

So where is Flor? Have u seen signs lately?

[Josh]

I think about Flor. I hope she is good. I just haven’t seen her. Are u saying u have read things and she is feeling down but okay?

[Josh]

I didn’t understand in 2016 that secret substitutions were happening within nuclear families and lovers, etc. I wasn’t looking out for that level of mimicry.

[Josh]

Age/psych age is real, so far as I can tell.

[Josh]

A preference for materials in CIA key seemed to only start last month.

[Author]

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