Always good qualities of us…together 17

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  • September 1, 2017 at 1:51 pm #5079

    Josh

    I find myself looking at the header picture and caring to know whether it is actually a picture of someone close to him or just a picture that reminds him of someone. Probably he wouldn’t use it if it wasn’t the former, but it’s hard to know.

    https://twitter.com/mmgeissler

  • September 1, 2017 at 9:19 pm #5080

    Josh

    I haven’t had any second thoughts about us or how right we are. I’ve been super pure. I know how much it means to u, & it’s different but same for me too.

    Try to say “Deep State”, CIA, FBI, DOD, Pentagon, etc. instead of “Donald Trump”.

  • September 1, 2017 at 9:31 pm #5081

    Josh

    Orders not to talk are very insulting… insult added to injury.

  • September 1, 2017 at 9:41 pm #5082

    Josh

    Why is the nurse/detective/blood draw story getting so much run on Twitter? The detective is shown as the bully/bad guy up to something? Was he trying to do some kind of test for fake replacements?

  • September 1, 2017 at 11:19 pm #5083

    Josh

    U are making fun of my “beast mode”. Yet we both agree I’ve spent way, way too much time in beast mode…neither of us want that. I was thinking about my path. So that was okay.

  • September 1, 2017 at 11:30 pm #5084

    Josh

    The narrative about “kill you for sex with a lesbian”/”kill you for no sex with a lesbian” is stupid, noxious, and retarded. We shouldn’t spend any time on it. Rectum criminal has announced about 80 different reasons to kill me including being a witness to a lot of his other killing, so there is no point wasting time on absurdities.

    • September 1, 2017 at 11:32 pm #5085

      Josh

      What did Riley do? I assume she saw face errors at school and people she knew pretending nonsense. If they had told me that was going to happen, I certainly would have taken her and run away.

  • September 1, 2017 at 11:41 pm #5086

    Josh

    Is the misremembered move order problem still with us?

  • September 2, 2017 at 1:34 am #5088

    Josh

    My house is like the Death Star in the 1st Star Wars movie, with FBI/CIA looking for any little holes, crevices to shoot flux through.

  • September 2, 2017 at 1:36 am #5089

    Josh

    I’m feeling nostalgic for 2013, 2012,2014, etc. I need a replay and their none available. My baby really was so special.

  • September 2, 2017 at 1:45 am #5090

    Josh

    Everything u are saying about good things can come tomorrow is true, wise, & I agree with. But today, and probably tomorrow I facing constant, escalating, sickening abuse, a death sentence, being alone, and a sadistic criminal foe that owns everything, will spend any amount of money, and is dedicated to showing than anyone who isn’t a gay Nazi criminal asshole has to be crushed & end in misery, with me as prime example #1 (or at least in top 100). That’s a tough road to travel.

  • September 2, 2017 at 1:47 am #5091

    Josh

    Do people say to u that we are still playing out the punishment from 1974 that 6 yr. old u liked have a real boyfriend and focused on my unwitting life error? Is that actually part of today’s narrative? Uber Ass never let’s go of a project, no matter how twisted or irrelevant?

  • September 2, 2017 at 1:54 am #5092

    Josh

    There is apparently a large team of people involved “in support” of God Bless the Murdered Child and they are fidgeting to see that their mission is done. Can’t say I have any esteem for such a sick group of sadistic freaks.

    • September 2, 2017 at 1:57 am #5093

      Josh

      How dumb is it to use Twitter to try and plant this, that, or the other fake story about something one can observe directly??

  • September 2, 2017 at 2:10 am #5094

    Josh

    I will find a way to always keep my hope alive. I promise u, and I feel that u and all my in friends make that worthwhile.

  • September 2, 2017 at 4:06 am #5095

    Josh

    I planned to quote a particular recent tweet where u were talking about your feeling about starting to interact after watching me so long. U described it as being sort of like interference (in a Star Trek sense…). And u described how exciting it was to start feeling like I was really guy for u. I wanted to ask what were the ways that the reality turned out to be disappointing (I don’t mean CIA things, I mean just about me). I’ll try to see if I can fix them.

  • September 2, 2017 at 11:30 am #5096

    Josh

    K called, out of the blue, with references to food recipes from when we lived downtown, before Riley was born. Odd timing. Is it real or CIA helped Memorex?

  • September 2, 2017 at 2:53 pm #5103

    Josh

    I’ve always said I wanted us to have a family. Any kind. It’s also true that raising a child from birth is a special, unique kind of love relationship.

  • September 2, 2017 at 3:08 pm #5104

    Josh

    Today, 2012 is a far away topic for me. I am surprised that is not so for u. If I think about it, I don’t understand why u didn’t see me as being hurt and expressing that directly in early July. It was a dramatic cut off with no give & a lot of shock for various reasons. Took a long time to walk it back, a process that didn’t start until the end of Aug.

    • September 2, 2017 at 3:30 pm #5105

      Josh

      We have strong relationship now, in spite of the incredible difficulties. Cause…we both want that…it’s right for us.

  • September 2, 2017 at 10:27 pm #5106

    Josh

    Is that Kiefer Sutherland?

  • September 3, 2017 at 12:59 am #5110

    Josh

    hair is not that much of a tell, given time, length, adolescence, style, etc. K’s hair is/was thin stranded. I am Semitic.

    Compost fill is an interesting idea, but hard to maintain. Salt water gallons are easier.

  • September 3, 2017 at 1:30 am #5111

    Josh

    Give the world controlling hiney gang credit…they are able to consistently position larger hunks of metal with more windings to generate magnetic flux in the homes of murdered people adjacent to my property. They just keep going with that. So don’t nobody say they don’t have skills…

    • September 3, 2017 at 1:38 am #5113

      Josh

      No point in getting down on me for that. I keep trying and find new ways to counter it.

      • September 3, 2017 at 1:55 am #5117

        Josh

        A couple of the big pieces of metal are the chimney caps on top of the North House. They are shooting down on me at a steep angle which goes over a lot of shielding. They can shoot either oscillating flux or a steady state attracting pole.

  • September 3, 2017 at 1:33 am #5112

    Josh

    Hiney gang is murdering a lot of the media. I don’t see that we are necessarily losing as a percentage of what get’s written, though it’s hard to see dramatic progress. I noticed a poll that put both Democrat and Republican Congressional approval at around 8%. But the truth is not being talked about in prose.

  • September 3, 2017 at 1:41 am #5114

    Josh

    U have been listening to my conversations for a lifetime. U can try to tell me what u know of the technologies so I’ll be more informed. In the modern era, I know it usually involves hacking the OS/mic of devices with a speaker/mic that are somehow network connected in some surprising way – e.g .a clock radio that updates the time via the net.

  • September 3, 2017 at 1:48 am #5115

    Josh

    I felt like I was more disciplined and constructive today dealing with “family”. U seem to disagree. Why?

  • September 3, 2017 at 1:50 am #5116

    Josh

    It does seem to be a tag team game. I’m not sure how many copies are involved in each month. CIA key vs. no key is one tell. School/work/music vs. not is another.

  • September 3, 2017 at 1:59 am #5118

    Josh

    KellyAnnePolls was a peculiar choice to focus on as a inspiration.

  • September 3, 2017 at 2:06 am #5119

    Josh

    I remember that the us feels right and works. U say “time to update. need update NOW. update the A.” Maybe I’m loving A and feeling sick at the same time…it’s tough, but I see that I really do like u just the way u are (even though I do not like that Billy Joel song).

  • September 3, 2017 at 2:11 am #5120

    Josh

    It’s true that Riley and K didn’t communicate much in depth 2016-2017.

  • September 3, 2017 at 2:27 am #5121

    Josh

    It seems that I live these last few years, in a kind of pitiful state, because of Hiney fear about how my death will affect your slave work. Do u feel like u know what the media landscape would look like if u dramatically cut your output?

  • September 3, 2017 at 4:02 pm #5126

    Josh

    Are u upset because I was resting my head this morning? I knew R was going to be off in the afternoon sometime.

  • September 3, 2017 at 4:04 pm #5127

    Josh

    We know for sure that at least one of the R subs has CIA handling. So they can preempt your communication flow with nonsense. U should ignore it and not try to interpret. I don’t feel like I have any real info from u on that particular topic. So no point paining yourself with it.

  • September 3, 2017 at 4:16 pm #5128

    Josh

    I like to imagine u in my shirt or jacket pocket when we are offline.

  • September 3, 2017 at 4:25 pm #5129

    Josh

    I look for things like “LC Critics of Britain” in books too. I have to look at a book to make a guess of whether it is a good candidate.

  • September 3, 2017 at 4:31 pm #5130

    Josh

    Irrational habit:

    Category A – Things I could have done to make a huge difference in my life if I had correct knowledge at the time, even if I had no easy way to access that knowledge.

    Category B – Things I wish I had done differently in the past by thinking more clearly & cleverly, or letting emotions play more role than “rational” analysis (or visa versa), or having more situational awareness.

    Category A would make a lot more difference, but it’s easier to have emotional regret about Category B, because they feel like “mistakes” whereas A is too hard/impossible puzzle, so not a mistake.

  • September 3, 2017 at 4:34 pm #5131

    Josh

    That puzzle was much too hard. U tell me what to think.

  • September 3, 2017 at 4:42 pm #5133

    Josh

    I realize that I don’t know anything about how children or outsiders are approached by hiney gang or how often that happens (as % of populations) because it was deliberately kept far away from me, including all discussion, and nobody writes about it. So I have little to no idea.

  • September 3, 2017 at 5:31 pm #5135

    Josh

    I didn’t get any vibe from the R or K I was talking too that they had been asked to lie about any kind of sex topics. But if they take orders and can be easily replaced, then who knows what the future holds.

  • September 3, 2017 at 7:45 pm #5136

    Josh

    Floor drain robot is back in action. I’ll be better prepared the next time I lie down.

    • September 4, 2017 at 6:22 pm #5158

      Josh

      Sleep wasn’t uncomfortable. It was too comfortable. There are frequencies of EMF and positions on my head that cause hyper sleepiness – I’ve been getting targeted with that lately, asleep & awake. Considering the possibility that one of my pill batches was spiked to placebo, but I don’t have any strong evidence for that. Mainly, flux fields are on super high from a lot of sources, creating an active field around me, with a lot of sophisticated algorithm support, and it’s ongoing work to keep up with shielding/decoying with salt water, which unfortunately doesn’t normally move on its own.

  • September 3, 2017 at 7:56 pm #5137

    Josh

    I noticed for the last year that there was too much coincidence between things I was doing/events here and the precise moment when K would call on the phone. I didn’t know which set of explanations for that were correct. I still don’t know exactly. But it makes most sense that 1 version is doing the medical work, 1 academic, and 1 on phone standby.

  • September 3, 2017 at 8:28 pm #5138

    Josh

    Not very efficient…
    https://twitter.com/PurrfectCatName

  • September 3, 2017 at 9:26 pm #5139

    Josh

    Bad video games…

  • September 3, 2017 at 9:34 pm #5140

    Josh

    No shark. Scared kid with online shark handlers.

  • September 3, 2017 at 9:45 pm #5141

    Josh

    Here is feels like their #1 plan is still to keep building their DEW suburban attack system to see how far they can take it and whether it is sufficient by itself to eventually “get me” (not just keep me playing sad defense). They use the tech on other in kills, mass produce it (I have seen that with the metal everywhere, even furniture in a surgery and on highway overhead signs/lights, commercial stores, etc.). So that is number 1 plan with various contingencies in case it fails in some way – e.g. real public ice breaking or a in group challenging for power.

  • September 3, 2017 at 11:08 pm #5143

    Josh

    Like I wrote the other day – greater control of the media seems like the original idea – but the control happened by 1994 anyway without me or other pet boys being involved. So now they went for a greater level of control? Maybe an even greater level of eliminating female pros altogether?

  • September 4, 2017 at 8:25 am #5153

    Josh

    U can (& do) give me advice about what I am doing well and poorly. The hat was a good suggestion that I quickly acted on.

  • September 4, 2017 at 9:40 am #5154

    Josh

    Based on the illustration and name similarity, I was looking to see if Adrienne LaFrance had any connection to Naomi Lachance. Doesn’t seem to be the case. Interesting to find this weird sexual CIA key msg. on LinkedIn which is obviously not written by her:https://www.linkedin.com/in/adrienne-lafrance-4656a910 She probably can’t read it. The games are endless.

  • September 4, 2017 at 9:42 am #5155

    Josh

    Do u know who Naomi Lachance’s father was? Is he publicly famous?

    • September 4, 2017 at 9:54 am #5156

      Josh

      U showed me clues that sounded/looked like Lowell Weicker. Was their an original A version of Lowell Weicker that was her father?

  • September 4, 2017 at 11:17 am #5157

    Josh

    What is “stopped”?

  • September 4, 2017 at 6:28 pm #5159

    Josh

    U can only judge resemblances from pictures and look at brief bios, but u have a sense that your father made a genetic contribution of speed/athleticism to your mom’s language talents, and u consider the possibility that his line is still producing athletes today?

    http://www.bordermail.com.au/story/4898571/clancy-clinches-second-award/?src=rss

  • September 4, 2017 at 6:44 pm #5161

    Josh

    Eli is a Yale reference, though I don’t know who decided to RT Eli Lake’s tweet from May 2017 or the exact idea of it.

  • September 5, 2017 at 12:34 am #5171

    Josh

    Plan was for me to be like a moth with a special well lighted trip to Auschwitz…but I was too stubborn to follow the trail…so everybody is frustrated today.

    • September 5, 2017 at 12:43 am #5173

      Josh

      I love u for trying and love u for being u. Why do I hear u lamenting nowadays that I didn’t try to hand over my body parts on a platter?

  • September 5, 2017 at 12:40 am #5172

    Josh

    It’s a good thing that in the real world I don’t have to take off anyone’s underwear to hear what they are saying or who is talking.

  • September 5, 2017 at 12:58 am #5174

    Josh

    “See my family, friends, government, police force, and town all murdered? Why?”

    See…I’ve learned to talk like a real ‘in’ guy.

  • September 5, 2017 at 3:31 am #5175

    Josh

    On Twitter I see a renewed CIA presence focused on driving a wedge between us – e.g. by pretending to be u saying something that might bother me. That is still their main task. The pretend things they claim were said by R or K are only their nonsense trying to work at that goal.

    • September 5, 2017 at 3:33 am #5176

      Josh

      Why do they even bother? I think they realize that they have spent a lot of money & destroyed a lot of people & production over the past bunch of years, so if they get no good story and u are not even working for them then they feel annoyed at the symbolic failure, even if they “succeeded” in destroying most of civilization and turning into a gross, toxic, CIA/FBI rectum sewer for dumb, nasty assholes.

  • September 5, 2017 at 7:15 am #5177

    Josh

    My day/evening has been sucky, but I guess I worked if you define it by the number of angles shielded (not that I want to, but they kept me busy). Still going…keep hoping they run out of upgrades…though in truth I am also covering the last little patches of exposed foil/metal here and there, around the big room.

  • September 5, 2017 at 8:56 am #5181

    Josh

    Anna smiling sweetly in her Nehru jacket?

  • September 6, 2017 at 5:47 am #5189

    Josh

    I’m making a point now not to respond to pointless, harassing, time wasting probes from murdering assholes. It really is only a form of harassment, and there is nothing to say now that is even interesting.

  • September 6, 2017 at 5:53 am #5190

    Josh

    If I get to pick between A) the path we took, where I get to meet u and fall in love and understand some things (and the rest of my family is sadly murdered), and B) the path where I find out nothing and we are all sadly murdered anyway, then I’m relatively happy with A. No big surprise there.

  • September 6, 2017 at 8:51 am #5193

    Josh

    I feel like I’m making progress getting back into some kind of head clarity and workflow today after taking a lot of abuse and body blows over the past 6 weeks or so. The hat is helping. Fewer time sinks/distractions is helping. Your sweetness is helping.

  • September 6, 2017 at 9:04 am #5194

    Josh

    Did I mess up with NeonNettle? It didn’t sound like u
    https://twitter.com/EngageEducation

  • September 6, 2017 at 9:26 am #5195

    Josh

    All these people writing different things on Twitter – I look at them, and whether I comment or not, some nonsense starts flowing as if I’m responsible for some fascist attack that CIA Hitler/Stalin spying on everyone all the time somehow didn’t notice. It’s an absurd scam. Why did they bother?

  • September 6, 2017 at 9:30 am #5196

    Josh

    That would be…a person. She might not be a great editor or a loving Mom. But you are glued to her for a while, perhaps, so you play for the best situation rather than the worst one.

  • September 6, 2017 at 7:09 pm #5197

    Josh

    I see fine with my Is (eyes) closed, just like Mr. Magoo

  • September 6, 2017 at 8:52 pm #5198

    Josh

    Finding ways to reduce the amount of flux hitting me is my key method at the moment…

  • September 7, 2017 at 2:32 am #5199

    Josh

    Is this really u, or current generation imitation?

    https://twitter.com/TadhgFleming

  • September 7, 2017 at 3:25 am #5200

    Josh

    I don’t see any reason to listen to any of their nonsense. Fighting and ducking are the only interesting options available.

  • September 7, 2017 at 9:57 am #5203

    Josh

    See if u can get any of the DWS accounts to follow Riley.

  • September 8, 2017 at 3:49 am #5209

    Josh

    I’m shielding, shielding, shielding….at a good clip, with a good ration of effort to effectiveness…and every time I sit down there is one more try I have to take care of. Rapid fire…I guess a lot of possibilities are cued up, though I don’t know how they find they all (automatic algorithm or something else>). Thanks for being sweet, & keeping me company. I may lie down to unspin and get closer to day schedule for tomorrow, but I will keep trying.

  • September 8, 2017 at 9:23 am #5210

    Josh

    The abuse only escalates, by policy. It’s one directional & has nothing to do with the phony dialog. They say, maybe today, “Your error is noticing our bad crimes. That is our REAL error – the one we torture & kill for, always.” And I say “That’s what I thought and said to begin with. I just didn’t realize the entire govt. was working that beatdown.” And they say “Yeah, you are beating the odds. There will be a little commemorative plaque put up somewhere in a place that also doesn’t exist.”

    Clearly the dialog is worthless, except for somehow extracting bits of info from the lies. Which is what I try to do, but I don’t feel the people taunting have much left to reveal, even unintentionally.

  • September 8, 2017 at 10:48 am #5211

    Josh

    Jim 2+ now working for Donald Trump 3+?

    • September 8, 2017 at 11:06 am #5212

      Josh

      It was a Dar lab story. Before my time. Dana claimed that Jim used some kind of look around the corner device on her in the women’s showers they had in the building.

      • September 8, 2017 at 11:09 am #5213

        Josh

        I like the nighttime shift better.

  • September 8, 2017 at 10:30 pm #5214

    Josh

    It seems that Gemini is still on.

  • September 8, 2017 at 11:25 pm #5215

    Josh

    We purge in different ways…but I understand..

  • September 9, 2017 at 3:36 am #5220

    Josh

    The CIA are the ones holding you, keeping you locked up in their basement, and not sharing. By the monopolizing logic, it’s the CIA who should be killed.

  • September 9, 2017 at 7:37 am #5225

    Josh

    Good? I feel that Doctrine/DBAL has had noticeable positive development in the last 9 months. It’s probably easy to do what I want with the existing code.

    • September 10, 2017 at 12:54 pm #5243

      Josh

      Doctrine/DBAL looks good. I’m making progress with intro/tasks. It doesn’t have built in support for migrating data when the schema changes – I noticed some people asking about that feature online. Does seem to have support for star schemas and managing foreign keys, though I haven’t tested that yet.

  • September 9, 2017 at 11:47 pm #5238

    Josh

    Sunshine of your love means A LOT. I’ve been good about committing to that, and not forgetting it. I feel like I will always love u.

    Being a good & loving parent meant a lot to me too. It hurts a lot, to fail silently, without even having a chance.

  • September 10, 2017 at 12:08 am #5239

    Josh

    Your love is very special…understanding our history, that I didn’t know anything about, helps me to see how it feels…I’ve always needed to feel that reality was possible and focus on that. I still do. Even without reality, not being key love should not be one of your top worries. Yesterday, now, or in the future.

  • September 10, 2017 at 12:15 am #5240

    Josh

    I didn’t know exactly why u wanted me to write sexy text to u. I had guesses about that. But my guesses were mostly wrong. U wanted the sense I was literally feeling that way about u, even though I had no details or image of any kind, and I didn’t know what was special about far away me. It was a big leap of faith for me to feel “I want full share. I want full trust (with the woman I will one day call A)”

  • September 10, 2017 at 10:27 am #5241

    Josh

    Icy murder/substitution by imposter is still a big secret. In people are taught to believe it’s an edit improvement…

  • September 10, 2017 at 10:31 am #5242

    Josh

    My girl doesn’t forget much. Here I want to emphasize that being positive and taking the nature of evil peril seriously are logically distinct.

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