Always Good Qualities of us together 21

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This topic contains 84 replies, has 1 voice, and was last updated by  josh October 15, 2017 at 8:35 pm.

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  • #5660

    josh

    I took most of the baggies of the South facing clothing rack/metal sheet/shield stand, and got it standing upright again. Now I need to figure whether to redo it in a similar way, or go for hanging a heavy PVC tarp from the ceiling, similar to what I did in the sleeping room. If I was starting from scratch, that’s what I would do. But starting from here, I need to take off more metal plates from the ceiling and the bags over them in order to do that. Real messy.

    • #5663

      josh

      I was still getting bugged by EMF today, but it was a good side that it wasn’t super bad and got better when I covered some exposed patches of metal ceiling over me. The falling bags had left a big empty air space between the meta and drooping backs…just closing that with a minimal cover is helping a lot, even when other bits are worse – still waiting for cover/layers to be restored.

  • #5661

    josh

    This is some kind of CIA “Lady Guinevere” motif?

    • #5662

      josh

      Critics cry fowl at excessive compensation for Angel Bolairo.

  • #5664

    josh

    I’m guessing that this wasn’t your favorite handle/twerp to work with…
    https://twitter.com/harmanmanchanda

  • #5665

    josh

    Prisoners on death row in a dungeon being directed to give brief speeches is not an actual politics. The prison directors have no politics, only war.

  • #5666

    josh

    Some of the Flor imitators do a good job of that when the “turn it on”, and then move away from that when there is no special occasion. The best I can do is look at a given twerp and see if it looked like Flor for an entire day. I think she is still being hidden somewhere, but it’s difficult to look.

  • #5667

    josh

    Criminal Heine domination seems to be so complete that even the phony news about phony false flags is mostly so version of Oceania or Eastasia is “at it again. Keep supporting our totalitarian genocidal criminal regime to protect you from them…”

  • #5668

    josh

    I feel like I’m “working” today in the ways that I can. U feel…?

  • #5669

    josh

    U want me to look hard for Flor? The problems: a) her sound/style signature is not hard to imitate, b) the unique things she says in context require thought and a context, so they are difficult to comb for, c) when I started making the Twitter lists in Feb. 2015 I didn’t yet realize the existence of ‘A’, ‘B’, ‘C’, and ‘D’ keys in the error world…I was still going with your wrong story that it it was unique to your group, and I hadn’t learned to read your staccato style yet, so the Flor list is super noisy, with a lot of the tags turning out to be either u or some FBI/leg person in B key who is not Flor.

  • #5670

    josh

    U are not at all sure that my strategies for staying alive and fighting here are optimal? I’m not at all sure either. But I am sure that there is no way to be sure with the always fake filtered info I receive, and I’m sure that I have given the matters a lot of ongoing thought. So it’s the best I can do. I’m living now totally alone, in a house covered with pieces of plastic garbage bags, metal, and other materials, surrounded by FBI/CIA criminal assholes impersonating a community of people that they coldly murdered along with a big chunk of the rest of the world in an ongoing program of icy Spook genocide. They are very open about their intention to torture and murder me in as humiliating a way as possible.
    What exactly is a good strategy there???

  • #5671

    josh

    AFAIK, the K replacement role has been completely obedient to FBI orders. Has it been the same person since Aug. 2016? I don’t know. I don’t interact in ways or frequencies that make it easy for me to tell at this level of detail. I feel that the phone voice is based on software tech using her original voice and the in person voice is good, but not exact to that. Phone and email are edited now to be offensive in key, which I ignore, because it is not personal from the person playing the role.

  • #5672

    josh

    I thought the 21Wire on Corbyn’s ability to form a govt. article was an interesting claim I hadn’t seen elsewhere. I didn’t give it that much thought beyond that. Is it out of key? There was a lot of focus on MSM bashing Corbyn. If he is still same guy and not replaced yet then there is also a blackout on that point, if valid (I’m not expert enough to say).

  • #5673

    josh

    Cruel…

    …any truth to the related “story”?

    • #5674

      josh

      I was asked for a birthday kiss in ’79…

  • #5679

    josh

    I don’t totally understand this, but I feel like my people, my mom, my daughter, should count for something two.

  • #5680

    josh

    Which CIA people in this area have nothing to do with me or what happened here?

    • #5681

      josh

      Of course, if there is a local site that was attacked for its journalism or being on one of my lists, then that is a kind of accidental geographical coincidence.

  • #5682

    josh

    Been here since when? Started writing in C key when?

  • #5683

    josh
    • #5684

      josh

      I asked myself “Why are these FBI/CIA guys being so protective here? Women they abuse and attack? Clue…”

      • #5685

        josh

        I shouldn’t call her gender. I think it is a person in CIA who started out as a male, may or may not be the person actually in the photographs, and may or may not have gone through conversion therapy of some sort.

  • #5689

    josh

    People in life need to experiment to learn things. That’s still true for us, even if we have to do it on tv with a lot of stupid, nasty assholes commenting all day in dumb ways because they are paid to do that by even stupider, nastier assholes who are destroying the planet.

  • #5695

    josh

    Not sure what happened last night to make the EMF attack strong…it felt like I got some kind of reactive chem or chem marker…but how? I didn’t go out. I haven’t been out…is it possible they really put something in the incoming water supply that all the nearby houses would receive??? I give that a pretty low prior, but I’m experimenting to see what works.

  • #5696

    josh

    “100,000 Normal Deviates”
    https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/RAND_Corporation

  • #5697

    josh

    Last night and today, it feels like they are really jamming the Twitter queues with a lot of their nonsense, making it hard to find you. I suppose they are getting ready for me to make progress with twitter automation, but the logic seems somehow reversed….

  • #5698

    josh

    FBI Hitler ass proves here that his “true only in” moves he ships everyone he says otherwise to Auschwitz and keeps doing that until there is no real people left. Also kill all the honest reporters and honest judges and the rest of humanity in the process. Very smooth Hitler anus.

  • #5699

    josh

    Pain is intended to be a useful biological signal to help prevent lasting injury or prevent making injuries more serious. It’s not a good idea to ignore pain all the time. When CIA/FBI are causing daily pain, that has to be interpreted…pay attention to different levels and do something to move away or slow it down and fix it when that gets noticed.

  • #5708

    josh

    Sometimes it’s hard to focus on love when my amygdala is getting painful/aggravating chemotherapy for the 1000th day in a row (and everyone is being murdered by the same perps)…but I try to take constructive steps to improve – or at least, that would improve things if FBI wasn’t always working hard, with a lot of resources, to make them worse (e.g. bigger batteries, guns, chemicals in the water, lawsuits from replacements for murdered relatives, etc.)

    • #5709

      josh

      I have a sense that they want to make an example of people like me to say “see, anybody who gets in our way is chopped up into little pathetic pieces”. But I feel folks she see that nobody real can even live in a world where they hold power. There is no world left. Only death/concentration camps/bullshit, etc.

  • #5710

    josh

    If we see some new writer in A key, we shouldn’t assume they are an old hand. The thinking may be still to use A key for insecure/low crime interest female recruits who are new…perhaps women abducted after their relatives were killed.

    • #5711

      josh

      Another point is the silliness of this scenario – I go to a new twerp, and it happens to be one of the 10% that u don’t edit, so I might tag it in the FBI/CIA category. But I’m not saying anything about it. It’s not some revelation. It’s like to many others on Twitter. Then someone claims there is some kind of news/discovery there. Obviously that makes no sense at all. Perhaps the point is to make me feel like my “pointless” (harmless) activity which notifies nobody of anything has some point to it. But I still hope to use it is some way.

  • #5712

    josh

    I’ll try to get really thin again. It’s good for economy, time savings, appearance, and health. Problem at the moment is that the flux makes my stomach feel so raw, it’s hard not to eat more just for some relief.

  • #5713

    josh

    What can we learn hear about Heine advertisements, etc.

    “Zombiecare”

    • #5714

      josh

      If they were trying to be icy, why put up various subtle advertisements for change? I don’t get that angle. The people who notice, notice, and those who don’t, don’t. So the concept of a subtle ad is non-existent.

      • #5715

        josh

        They tell me that behind closed doors, these men are all flaming gay, have no sense of humour, and write terrible PR copy. But I’m not sure that actually answers the question.

  • #5716

    josh

    My Dad’s father died before I was born…early ’60s I think. His Mom had a huge Chicago family that kept in touch. It is odd that I can’t put a name or a face to any story about the paternal side of my Dad’s family except his father who I naturally couldn’t meet.

  • #5717

    josh

    Wiki suspects a lot of Heine killing. They seem to say that by the time of the 1920 grand jury investigation, the Joe Jackson identity was already on model 4.

    https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Shoeless_Joe_Jackson

    I – killed as a teenager for being straight
    II – led to death of teenage wife for having sex with her when he couldn’t find gay sex and she was not really a lesbian, just NN. He was eventually gone for that too.
    III – Had a real in women for wife – but that was not okay with some other Heine faction.

    All of those true? Wiki is just guessing, I guess, but biased towards suspecting death, from the modern “it happens a lot now” perspective.

  • #5718

    josh

    I have a “PDO throws an exception in Mysql bug I couldn’t find the cause of…found 3 other potential bugs while looking/thinking about it, but they were not the cause of the exception. Decided to try with the Sqlite driver, hoping I at least get a different error msg.

    • #5720

      josh

      I got the same bug with SQLite. It seems that some parts of DBAL intentionally mangle case of column names to lower for “portability”. Somehow I am generating queries from lists of column names where some paths get a name that was silently mangled and other paths do not. Because I am doing meta-programming to back up an arbitrary table, I use lists of cols given to me by the computer. And then I am generating SQL from those lists. Somehow I got two different paths to the col name in a prepared query and in the request to bind it, which would have been logically equivalent, minus the silent case mangling.

      • #5728

        josh

        That was a tough bug to stumble into it the way I did. Odds would have predicted doing something else sooner and getting a one off error or something I could track easily. Instead I got obscure errors from insider C libraries with only meaningless numeric codes.

        But the simple gist is that DBAL stores columns inside of the Table class as an array from [mangled_lower_case_version_of_col_Name => Column Class…]

        One has to look into the code to figure that out. To get the original version of the colName, one has to get the Column Class object and then call the getName() method or some other method that gives a fully qualified name with the Database included. Primary_key_cols are stored in the same format. In the process of breaking out lists of Non-primary-key-cols I got some mix of the two versions of colName together, the mangled and unmangled set. Or actually, I think I had the mangled set in my list of non-key-col Names and had made an unmangled version for my list of all colnames, without realizing the difference. When I used the latter to bind to parameter names made with the former, the binding call doesn’t complain of an error by the query execution engine gives a mysterious error code. Hard to see…,since only 1 or 2 cols out of 11 were camel case.

  • #5729

    josh

    Only need to tell daughters u are glad to have them aruond. Glad that they exist. Only need to feel our love is true.

    ***
    William Gibson

  • #5730

    josh

    Feedly is a website that seems to be a lot more complicated on the back end than on the front end. Still, it is very dynamic, and perhaps some of the dynamics interact with layout size? In any case, I was surprised to see that the browser version is not responsive at all and apparently they use different native apps for all the mobile platforms. Whatever works…

  • #5736

    josh

    The FBI/DOD focus on me here is mainly to just keep ugrading their EMF guns at a steady clip until I fry/stroke/heart attack/flee/curl up in a ball & croak. They aren’t doing anything radically different – e.g. focus this week is on combining upgraded drain robot with a steady pole beam highlighting target for upgraded North House gun – that’s closest/strongest combo. I don’t have any radically different strategy other than to keep doing more of what I’ve been doing. It’s boring & sickening – I want to be working more. But I don’t have much choice/options. Sitting/lying down and feeling physically/emotionally bad about it, and all the people I’m missing, is only a waste of time.

  • #5737

    josh

    I try to fill in the knowledge gaps/unanswered questions I’m thinking about. Earlier today I got clear on – the vagrant ruby program provides a common wrapper interface that can configure either virtualbox, vmware, or “parallels” VM software which actually runs things. virtualbox makes a virtual file system out of a particular file on the host system. The OS used is usually ubuntu/debian because apt-get can be used to download the requested packages to a cache location and then install them into the virtual file system. Files are only shared across boxes in the sense of apt-cache local repository, not in the sense of the actual install, though a given virtual box can run different copies of nginx, apache, databases, php, or whatever, and do virtual hosts to represent many different websites at the same time. I found an online post that talked about mounting a common external file to share cached packages if one installs multiple virtualboxes on the same machine/lan. The laravel/homestead download from github is not the packages in Ubuntu or the virtual file – it’s just another layer of installation and configuration scripts on top of vagrant with a particular starting vagrant file, and it is constantly updated to new things as they come out, so it is more uptodate than most all of the other virtual boxes. There is a standard vagrant way to packages up a virtual box and move it someplace else or to another machine.

  • #5738

    josh

    Would u say this is a good example of a case where your edits are mostly being able to read Heine leg’s writing as your pidgin?

    https://twitter.com/innovativephp

    • #5739

      josh

      I note, btw, that in context, I am in favor of not obscuring the in Heine criminal’s gay rape, murder fantasy blatherings.

  • #5740

    josh

    One has to figure something is up if an actual straight Donald Trump married, in his youth, someone who looks that much like a drag queen (M or F). Perhaps he was replace many times even before the POTUS run?

    • #5741

      josh

      “Hilary” be like “That’s low class..I’m only a B and I’ve been involved in govt. and running the State Dept. (which is basically a talking branch of the CIA). This Trump dude is at least a C already, hasn’t been a govt. mouthpiece yet, and the current version is a straight who is going to get rolled before his first State of the Union address. Wake up people!”

  • #5742

    josh

    The sick reality of the world today is beyond dystopian, but u are relieved of responsibility for my plight. It turns out that Heine gang is running everything and routinely killing people like me. I would have lived some life and died some while back, if not for u. Reality is depressing, but it’s not your fault.

  • #5743

    josh

    Laravel homestead on virtualbox works out well. It’s easy to run a bunch of different development web sites side by side on the virtual box and put the actual code inside of the local IDE folders one is working on. Adding another is super easy. On to getting some actual work done…

  • #5744

    josh

    This scene is surprisingly lesbian Heine Y in theme/letters:
    https://www.mozilla.org/en-US/firefox/new/?scene=2

  • #5745

    josh

    A year ago I thought WordPress would be my quick gateway to getting things online – your good suggestion. But a lot of things got in the way. I did end up learning PHP though and a little bit of CSS and Javascript, so I am less dependent on WordPress like tool now. I didn’t end up doing anything with Divi theme/builder yet. Looking at it today, it seems that the functionality I was interested in has gone into an extension theme called “Extra” that also works with their builder. My first year subscription to that is almost up, so I want to figure out if it’s something I actually want to use going forward.

  • #5746

    josh

    We still don’t know what the FBI/CIA actually said or did here locally. But I think it is more like this:

    1) Claim that they are doing something important for national security/terrorism/top secret CIA stuff.
    2) Kill all the local residents and local police. After that they don’t have to say anything, because all their people are gay ass zombie creeps who take orders or also die.

    • #5747

      josh

      Step 3 – reveal that they are gay, they kill straights, and for fun, they have arguments about whether “Robert Mueller” (edition 3) or Mike Pompeo (edition 6) carries a bigger ass penis and who moves more gracefully with it.

  • #5748

    josh

    I’m going to sign off. Thanks for being u…a real love. Flux bombing makes everything harder/yuck/inefficient/slow. But I’ll try to make more progress and progress in my ability to cope, and get better at that.

  • #5749

    josh

    “A padded cell”

  • #5750

    josh

    “Short people got…”

  • #5754

    josh

    I had read recommendations that the Mozilla Developer Network currently offered to best tutorials and references to all things in the web front end category – javascript/css/html. I just starting looking, but I am finding that to be accurate. It is very thoughtfully put together.

  • #5755

    josh

    I’d prefer to make straightforward comments in clear prose. But out of context, it seems like extra evidence for “just a crazy ranting”. So sometimes I write in key style.

  • #5756

    josh

    People all around us a are causually chatting about, endoring, and cheering for sick murders. How should we react to that?

    • #5757

      josh

      Also, at one point I had some kind of hope that making u less valuable would help get u released. But they don’t care about value or release anyone. Still, the more assholes they have signing about murder all the time, the more they want u to move their letters around.

      • #5758

        josh

        “The Heine errors most! (i.e. the Heine gang is not at all selective or picky about who they choose to torture/mutilate and/or just kill).”

        “Why thank you Gerald, for that heartfelt testimonial. I’m sure we all appreciate it and your admirable enthusiasm…”

        Scene’s from “Riley”‘s school this year?? Dunno, but the in men write like that all over the WWW.

  • #5759

    josh
  • #5760

    josh

    I didn’t think they gave u any time for chemistry class.

    https://twitter.com/dhg

  • #5761

    josh

    This is weird. It’s like a negative, dystopian commercial only for CIA people:
    https://twitter.com/NataliaAntonova

  • #5762

    josh

    “Lurch”=”butt lair”?

  • #5763

    josh

    I wrote earlier:
    Can’t get to pers.clarityfirst.xyz

    At the moment. Says too long to respond. Dreamhost says they are upgrading the OS on the shared server today, though they don’t claim an outage. Perhaps that slows it all down for various clients? [ They sent a message saying their Ubuntu upgrade has completed].

    I was thinking back to Anita days, using current knowledge to see if I could guess anything about the story. Focusing on particular details.

    Best current guess: Her family was lightly spook connected – maternal grandfather had been State Dept. and retired wealthy. Her mom was probably replaced by the time I briefly saw her. Her father had been an unfaithful alcoholic who became disabled at some point and then died after we started going out, before I met him. So perhaps he was an in who strayed. Was she? I think she was not fully in…she began having real sex at a young age and was promiscuous, so never any “1 guy” and didn’t have sex with an in guy, so she was not a priority for replacement except for being a straight woman. Was she replaced at some point while I knew her as a super secret CIA thing? I have no evidence of that. I think she had some knowledge of in things and tried to avoid them according to her understanding of how to do that. Perhaps she was asked for some favors and tried to comply as a “do what’s smart and good for career” kind of thing.

  • #5764

    josh

    It’s kind of true that Heine gang seems to be running everything and murdering outsiders at a fast clip. But numerically, outsiders must be the majority of the population – as least, as far as I can figure it, there wasn’t an infrastructure to replace them all and when that happens, the gain from theft starts to decline in relation to the cost of support and lying about everything. There are a lot of information walls based on a combo of technology, threats, murder, & control of all media resources. I still see a lot of effort going into fooling people to feel that the whole world is watching when the reality is a ghetto of spy criminals and an ignorant public of sheeple, being plucked and cooked for dinner as the desire arises.

  • #5765

    josh

    The syntax of writing SQL queries out explicitly in code, vs. using some builder interface vs. using an ORM is different. It can be error prone. I want to kind of standardize so I don’t end up redoing a lot. I plan to use Doctrine for the ORM and want an querybuilder that looks similar to laravel without necessarily pulling it all in. The 1 file Medoo is a somewhat similar to the query builder in Laravel Illuminate – so I was looking at which path to modify.

    • #5766

      josh

      I picked to modify Illuminate. It seems to be going quickly. I’m chopping out pieces that seem irrelevant.

      • #5793

        josh

        My first try was the wrong direction on that one. I like some things in Illuminate – the fluid static interface, the separation of a Connection and a Builder class, the ability to access different stored parts of the query for reuse in other builders, incorporating some pagination, the plan to use Doctrine for MetaData (I also plan to use it for ORM), and the built in utilities for convenience access to the rows returned by statements. But the implementation of those thing is actually done in bloated, stupid ways when I looked into it. MeDoo has a very compact, smart, high performance implementation of Query building and parameter binding. Modifying a little bit of the MeDoo query builder , breaking out a separate Connection class, is easier an more suitable. I’m using my stacking Config class to hold parameters/options.

  • #5767

    josh

    I was shielding in the garage, again, at 5 a.m. Seeing my touring bike alone there makes me so sad. I only got it to go on rides with Riley & we had some fun in this place before Heine Hitler came to practice his sadist masturbation on our lives. I see now that in men are bred, taught, and recruited to hate women, hate heterosexuals, hate love, and to be sexually turned on by the thought of trampling on other people and destroying them. I know in my heart that Riley was killed in part because I loved her and she brought me a lot of joy. That’s reason enough for Heine criminal to kill.

  • #5768

    josh

    True for a long time now, but just came into my head as a concrete thought: now I LOVE your spirit. I didn’t see that before 2014. I didn’t know u or your situation in that way.

  • #5769

    josh

    U don’t think he looks that much like Richard Gere? Traditionally, I think “District Attorney” was some kind of a stickler for Heine criminal not being open about ignoring every law…but times change, and I don’t know whether that is still happening today.

  • #5770

    josh

    It is super, super tough for us to get out of Heine gang’s pre-designed mazes. Their abuse scenarios fit patterns that they have centuries of experience with and carry out all the time. Their design is always death plus some other awful…so I think about how to do what they don’t want or expect.

  • #5771

    josh

    They decided that the huge camper at 80 yards away was too far off, so tonight the FBI has a new, never seen before, death rectum clown car, van wagon parked as close as possible in the driveway next door, blasting flux. I’m anticipating they will end up “investing” in their own giant RV over the winter.

  • #5772

    josh

    Why do you think that Heine talks about “pulling out of the Iran deal” and “comply with the Iran deal” so much? It sounds like it is about Heine using dildos, which Heine has been doing for hundred’s of years. What would they use instead (broomsticks?) & who outside of Heine would care?

  • #5776

    josh

    Love u…A LOT! I wish K was here & able to understand to say “It’s all sharks, all the way down.”

  • #5778

    josh

    FBI intercepted my take order. I feel stupid not to see that coming, knowing the ingredients. I didn’t think of the interaction with a plausibly busy restaurant time.

    • #5783

      josh

      How does it work…easy…they suspect I might order based on a variety of factors and they know places I order from…so they intercept the call with phonies, take my order, send a bunch of their own orders and customers ahead, and then submit my order a little bit later, knowing it will take a long time complete and that my time estimate from their phony call was bogus. The people at the restaurant don’t have to be involved.

  • #5787

    josh

    The thought of spending most minutes of my life, over the past 3.5 years, and the rest, being sickened by and battling the FBI’s EMF guns…is unspeakably depressing. But I’m not seeing how to do that differently.

  • #5788

    josh

    How can I do a better job taking care of u…like this?

  • #5789

    josh

    I’m sure that K & R changed on the late July 2016 trip to India. I don’t have any evidence for anything before that. The only sharp change was K after giving birth, and I attribute that to biological/psychological causes that have explanations.

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