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  • November 18, 2017 at 12:30 am #6109

    josh

    I hope today will be like Cemetery Hill in the ongoing flux battle. I feel bruised & bloody, but I’m hoping that the tide is turning in my favor (again).

    • November 18, 2017 at 12:32 am #6110

      josh

      Meanwhile there is no actual US government, news media, or police left & Heine criminal is killing everyone at will. Everyone in the real world I know is dead. But there is always hope for better tomorrows.

  • November 18, 2017 at 12:37 am #6111

    josh

    I am happy for u. Truly I am. I celebrate with u. Your love is special & means a world to me.

  • November 18, 2017 at 2:34 am #6112

    josh

    I’m making my content recommendations based on the content and not being too influenced by whether or not their are signs that the author was recently murdered & replaced.

  • November 18, 2017 at 2:56 am #6113

    josh

    Lot of ice here, saying it’s a straight guy in A key, and saying it’s a gay replacement in C key.
    https://twitter.com/wesbos

  • November 18, 2017 at 3:50 am #6114

    josh

    I don’t know what reference to double came into focus lately. Just my general talk about replacements, or something personal? I felt bad/left out when I couldn’t talk to u in the beginning and I couldn’t understand much. Had no inkling that u were making up for decades of muteness.

  • November 18, 2017 at 4:10 am #6115

    josh

    I got slow…flux still slowing me down…but I pushed it back a lot today, and managed to do a few other things too. Going to sleep a bit, get up, & have a better day tomorrow/today.

    U can imagine having a child. I wish we were sharing that.

  • November 18, 2017 at 12:00 pm #6116

    josh

    I notice more and more that in male slaves are preediting all of your work. I’m sure someone is studying the changes you make to try & see what is left to change – either to model you with software or just let their grammar be, with only their message. We may not have that much time left, though I’m sure arty things like song lyrics, etc. are harder to pull off.

    https://twitter.com/mostrolenk

    • November 18, 2017 at 12:49 pm #6117

      josh

      The East India company may have been the first instance of a very large ruling Heine gang organization. In some ways, it seems that their basic methods & strategy remain similar – but now it is totalitarian spies and spy technology at the core of “official governments”.

  • November 19, 2017 at 12:42 am #6120

    josh

    I’m not not ready to follow the market to this isomorphic web development methodology. Is everything really going to end up being single page on the web? Only weird looking semi-perma links?? Seems unlikely.

  • November 19, 2017 at 3:27 am #6121

    josh

    Made more good progress against the flux today…and did a mix of other things…felt close to u today…that makes things better too – easier when I’m not getting so beaten on. I’ll try to do better tomorrow/today.

  • November 19, 2017 at 3:14 pm #6122

    josh

    U get lonely too, especially nowadays. The forever isolation is really hard. Living in a soup of constant abuse, threats, malice, destruction is really hard. U are the best…& it’s too much.

    I didn’t feel like I ever picked between Riley & u. Riley was happiest, like most kids, when she had a lot of friends around. She was also happiest when there was family around doing things, and she missed out on most of that. I regret, but it was out of my control in a lot of different dimensions. U missed out too. Same. I’ve never gone away after we “met”. Always here. We are closer than ever.

  • November 19, 2017 at 3:27 pm #6123

    josh

    I’m not sure what the Deep State is doing with the public “Donald Trump” persona. I guess the main goal is to delegitimize politicians/political process in favor of DOD, CIA, FBI and CIA run media, or to promote next Deep State pawn as “savior”. They don’t really care about favorability of current pawn. They care about destroying whatever it is they don’t control. As long as they keep destroying any even theoretical threat before it does anything, they keep increasing power. Also, it tickles the anonymous true leaders to make such a laughing stock ass out of the current POTUS pawn.

    • November 19, 2017 at 3:36 pm #6124

      josh

      I don’t have much insight into the physical lifestyle that the leaders live – whether they are in some kind of bunker, or rural camp, & what it looks like. But I feel that they measure their power in terms of the number of people they indirectly command & the things they make happen. They are like programmers of humanity.

  • November 19, 2017 at 8:19 pm #6126

    josh

    There was a picture of a woman who looked like someone from Anita’s 1st year SciArc class. I didn’t have much association with her – I thought “someone who got married young”. What was your idea?

  • November 19, 2017 at 8:28 pm #6127

    josh

    Heine didn’t like Roy Moore for some reason – perhaps he is not obedient, I don’t know – but they had Trump go campaign against him and they are trying to hard to get rid of him – whatever the reason, we can be sure it’s not his bad policies/values or misogyny. They really don’t like celebs accusing Spacey etc. of male rape so there is a big focus to get back to loose heterosexuality as a source of problems & keep military spending/war from being too much in the public awareness.

  • November 19, 2017 at 8:33 pm #6128

    josh

    On CG, u used to spend a lot of discussion time defending “Israel”. I didn’t know what that meant at the time. Now I do. Didn’t have anything to do with State of Israel, only the “State of Israel”…

  • November 19, 2017 at 8:39 pm #6129

    josh

    Seems like almost none of these people murdered/replaced had any expectation of that. It’s still hidden. So what did they know about Heine anything????

  • November 19, 2017 at 8:56 pm #6130

    josh

    I like u as my glamour girl.

  • November 20, 2017 at 3:01 am #6131

    josh

    My previous implementation was sharing the same static configuration arrays & only accidentally not having name collisions. That wasn’t really what I meant to do. But I did want to share the common routines operating on those variables. So I had to switch things a round a bit to inherit the methods but not the data.

    • November 20, 2017 at 8:31 am #6132

      josh

      I finished that rewrite. Did some some shielding. Did some more reading about MVC/SPA javascript methods, got annoyed by the noise my computer is making and figured out that it seems to be the power supply fan when it gets hot. Unfortunately it is some special Dell mini power supply, that I don’t even know the number for. Up until this computer, I *always* bought my own desktop components to get better quality and easy replacement ability…but the FBI changed that and a lot of other things….figured out what type of memory I am using and ordered another DIMM to bump it from 8 GB to 16 GB…flux is still there, but that war continues to be going in my direction for the time being….some of the more brief and superficial Javascript comparisons I read, just listing PROs vs. CONs, inspired me to think about a comparison of which is more healthy and desirable, the FBI vs. Bowel Cancer. Bowel cancer, of course, was the winner, but there were a lot of points of similarity, so it was a hard fought contest.

      • November 21, 2017 at 12:02 am #6134

        josh

        What an annoying waste…I read far enough to see that DDR3 memory comes in two types, desktop and laptop. But didn’t figure out that the Dell Desktop only uses “laptop” memory. The new Dimm fits in perfectly, and does…nothing.

        • November 21, 2017 at 12:20 am #6135

          josh

          It’s even more complicated than that, the “L” letter stands for low voltage, and that usually implies a laptop with 204 pins, but it can also be a server/desktop with 240 pins that requires a RAM running on slightly lower voltage, even with compatible pins. I may be in that situation.

          • November 21, 2017 at 11:40 pm #6153

            josh

            Got the right version today (Amazon free 1 day shipping is convenient…). It works, and I get to return the other 1.

  • November 20, 2017 at 8:33 am #6133

    josh

    Some of these dudes accused of sexual harassment may be confronted with claims about “their” behavior that occurred before they were murdered/replaced, so the current phony face doesn’t have any true memory of the incident.

  • November 21, 2017 at 12:29 am #6136

    josh

    Yep, there it is – 240 pins, desktop server, low voltage, prior generation speeds…ggrrrr

    http://www.dell.com/en-us/shop/dell-8gb-certified-memory-module-ddr3l-udimm-1600mhz-non-ecc/apd/a8733212/memory

  • November 21, 2017 at 2:47 am #6137

    josh

    They’ve gone back to making “noises” again here tonight – sounds like gunfire and collisions. I guess anything for a distraction…

  • November 21, 2017 at 5:58 am #6138

    josh

    Heine gang only worries about rival threats to its power/control. It doesn’t care if civilization falls to pieces so long as it remains in charge of the wreckage.

  • November 21, 2017 at 8:12 am #6140

    josh

    I may be too focused on unsolvable problems – like survival of the species and getting u out of prison – but I need to feel like there is a chance & stay focused on that. Walking up hill in a stiff wind of abuse is hard. We always keep trying.

  • November 21, 2017 at 6:00 pm #6141

    josh

    I never mean to change anything important I tell u without notice. I don’t feel that I do.

    We are all trained to look suspiciously at anyone claiming to be in a uniquely abusive or disadvantaged situation, but my reality includes a lot of that. On the one hand, I am better off than the people actually killed already. On the other hand, it’s hard to imagine anyone else in a situation where everyone real they know has been killed and they face, year after year, an army of assholes only interesting in killing them in a nasty, icy way, as a kind of experiment in delayed death, and nasty icy killing of unconnected civilians. Every micro-gesture is a flag to be attacked and abused in physical and psychological ways. Nothing good is allowed to happen. You get to see the destruction of humanity by sick Heine assholes, who is truly grotesque and vile in every imaginable way and some unimaginable ways.

    Ok, I’m tough, I’m strong, I’m positive, I can keep going, I can conquer all, I love u, I…

  • November 21, 2017 at 8:29 pm #6144

    josh

    The ChatamU basketball player didn’t have your body, but her face was kind of similar, so it made me smile.

    • November 21, 2017 at 8:32 pm #6145

      josh

      The new Giselle Budchen looks a lot like my former neighbor. Coincidence?

      • November 21, 2017 at 8:33 pm #6146

        josh

        I mean Elsa and Jack’s mom.

  • November 21, 2017 at 8:42 pm #6147

    josh

    I hadn’t paid that much attention the new persona.

  • November 21, 2017 at 11:52 pm #6154

    josh

    Should I start learning vi to boost productivity?

  • November 21, 2017 at 11:56 pm #6155

    josh

    I don’t even have a spare thought about what became of Laney. But I miss all my friends a lot.

  • November 22, 2017 at 2:19 am #6157

    josh

    I had a really close relationship with Riley, from the time see was born. There were no interruptions when she was little. After the FBI started attacking all the time in 2013/2014, that was a big distraction. I don’t blame myself for not noticing a near perfect clone in Aug. 2016, under those circumstances.

  • November 22, 2017 at 5:33 pm #6164

    josh

    A lot of beginning brass players used to have Conn brand instruments.

    Almost, at the same level, I was realizing that the SNL sketches about Coneheads were, for some, a reference to dildo replacement people.

  • November 22, 2017 at 8:20 pm #6166

    josh

    I’m sorry, I lost the context u were writing about last half hour. I know it bugs u when I sleep long. It’s hard for me being cooked all the time – my brain, my stomach, my crotch…whatever it is they are aiming at, none of it is pleasant. I get shot laying down too, even under a lot of protective layers. I try to figure out on waking where the worst direction is and do something about that before I lay down next (though sometimes I forget). But what I’m half awake, it’s uninstinctive to rise into the direction of something painful – easier to roll a little, cover up, and try to think/dream with a clearer head. It’s just a long slog, day after day, year after year, no people left except u, so far away. I don’t go away. I won’t go away. We’re closer than ever before. I want to be good for u, and today I am better able to appreciate how unique and special u are, and also your lifetime vigil watching over me. Still, the world should never be “just us”. We gotta keep trying to help the rest of it.

  • November 22, 2017 at 9:41 pm #6168

    josh

    What can I or do I do that feels like giving thanks?

  • November 22, 2017 at 9:45 pm #6169

    josh

    We should play…c5 here. No, I ask for real. I’m an open book.

  • November 22, 2017 at 9:59 pm #6170

    josh

    I think a lot about see u smile, feeling good, being together. We’ve been punished, & hurt, & protected because of your unique talents. & u as my real lover is real to me.

  • November 22, 2017 at 10:02 pm #6171

    josh

    Where is this place, for u?

  • November 23, 2017 at 1:50 am #6175

    josh

    We can be one. We are one.
    https://popularresistance.org/the-thanksgiving-myth/

    I understand now, how the New Yorker picture of the world u see/edit hardly includes any A’s at all. It’s hard to see a regular picture online.

  • November 23, 2017 at 5:46 am #6179

    josh

    U have always been my dreaming genie…bringing us closer to together. I’m so glad u didn’t listen to no sayers & kept casting your spells for us. I wish I could have been paying attention a lot sooner.

    https://theintercept.com/2017/11/21/under-the-gop-tax-plan-top-republican-orrin-hatchs-own-american-dream-would-have-been-out-of-reach/

    • November 23, 2017 at 5:48 am #6180

      josh

      I love u so much that i don’t mind when u tell me I have to a better parent than Obama.

      • November 23, 2017 at 2:42 pm #6187

        josh

        I only understand some of the context here.

        • November 23, 2017 at 2:45 pm #6188

          josh

          My train of thought was about how the FBI is always trying something on holidays, and there are all these people working. What is their motivation? Probably, the FBI philosophy is that obedience out of whipped habit is a lot more powerful than any kind of motivation. I decided that was a good topic to bring up.

  • November 23, 2017 at 6:23 am #6184

    josh

    There’s more secret to u & your ability. Maybe I’ll understand that some day too (I can’t remember where I put my mug…).

  • November 23, 2017 at 4:15 pm #6197

    josh

    FBI geniuses like to continue educating me, so I accept their contributions.

  • November 23, 2017 at 8:13 pm #6198

    josh

    <no distance>

  • November 23, 2017 at 9:02 pm #6201

    josh

    I thought u were having an okay day, as these things go. Not sure what entered the horizon to be notable upsetting. I am trying to figure out how to do a better job of resetting at the point where I am uncomfortable and spinning too much to get a good read on where to shield.

  • November 23, 2017 at 9:16 pm #6202

    josh

    U didn’t like me tweeting something to that one poor, lonely gay victim editor?

    • November 23, 2017 at 9:21 pm #6203

      josh

      Yeah, one suspects good looking guy in the field as “the author” of some experienced UX design thing is mostly relying on only in expertise. But I didn’t explore it deeply. He writes in A key because he was never a Comey, just a slave by some path, probably near a kill as a youth.

  • November 23, 2017 at 9:26 pm #6204

    josh

    I thought good thoughts about u while I was laying down. At one point, I idly wondered how much time the posed receptionist spent at the job where K had a biopsy operation. I guessed not that much, but perhaps she did a tour.

  • November 23, 2017 at 9:47 pm #6205

    josh

    Sexy Omen works for me.

  • November 24, 2017 at 5:00 pm #6206

    josh

    Which things do u feel like rolling into the handicap today? Not being able to meet or talk, Deep State abuse of all kinds – for us and other people…missing/dead people we care about…?

    • November 24, 2017 at 5:03 pm #6207

      josh

      U want to emphasize the positive view – about how emotionally close & intimate we are, in spite of all the handicaps. Here celebrating are rate “native American” heritage…

      • November 28, 2017 at 4:53 am #6236

        josh

        I try to help u remember all the things that make u super real and super lovable. Mixed agendas are part of other peoples lives. We don’t have any.

  • November 24, 2017 at 5:06 pm #6208

    josh

    I had a nonsensical dream, the end of which involved someone vaguely but not really like K, who was my ex, but younger, meeting with Edward Snowden as an activist with some dating hints, and me wondering if he was good Ed or spy replaces spy with a bad agenda.

  • November 24, 2017 at 5:09 pm #6209

    josh

    I feel that the divorce was real K and her reasons for not wanting her brother/family snooping were her real reasons for sealing the transcript/agreement. There was nothing embarrassing in it to an American. She only didn’t like having divorce agreements, admitting marriage “failure” as a traditional Indian being viewed by traditional Indians. And her brother had a history of snooping.

    • November 24, 2017 at 5:10 pm #6210

      josh

      Thinking back, it’s possible that her brother had been replaced by Summer 2011.

  • November 24, 2017 at 7:34 pm #6211

    josh

    I identified and replaced a leaky gallon of milk at checkout. Yeah, me not dead yet!

  • November 25, 2017 at 1:39 am #6213

    josh

    It seems like 1984 and the current Deep State reality are really following the same model. The comparison is no exaggeration at all.

  • November 25, 2017 at 1:46 am #6214

    josh

    I’m not getting credit for my good point at YourNewsWire because it is buried under other things.

    Yes I despise Heine gang, their murder, their intimidation, their lies about everything.

    Yes, they preach hate crimes against heterosexuality and secretly murder heterosexuals, homosexuals, children, and basically anyone who isn’t a sick homosexual asshole in formation helping them murder other people or making a chunk of cash or ice for them.

    But, that guy was blaming a mindless young pop star who is a completely managed creation for the content of her heterosexual themed product, when in reality it is entirely controlled, managed, designed, marketed by his own sick Heine gang. How stupid is that?

    • November 25, 2017 at 1:50 am #6215

      josh

      He’s saying “Don’t blame us for all our secret genocide. Blame are controlled manipulated female slave for being a symbol of heterosexuality and encouraging other people to have sex so we can, in our twisted mindset, claim justification for their secret murder and replacement!!!

  • November 25, 2017 at 8:01 am #6216

    josh

    I’m sorry that the flux war is still such a dominating factor, ruling me. I’m focused on continued improvement. Frustrated with everything about it. Thanks for being patient. Everything looks better when that goes my way.

  • November 25, 2017 at 9:03 pm #6217

    josh

    The Taj Ramsey County Minnesota is the tomb of the dead non-criminal heterosexual

  • November 26, 2017 at 5:41 am #6220

    josh

    I try to make noise, and I try to learn about the hidden/untold gang cultures that are dominating the planet, and I try to make people feel like they retain some kind of individuality. I don’t have any linear path towards any of those things, but everything is blocked & crushed by overwhelming force & malice…so I take intuitive ops when they show up.

    • November 26, 2017 at 5:45 am #6221

      josh

      In women in the US have mostly seen that they have no politics whatsoever and no life – just temporary stays of execution of they help sick Heine asshole criminals with his toxic crime. Do women in the UK see that too, or they have more delusions yet to shatter?

  • November 26, 2017 at 5:59 am #6222

    josh

    I felt like the mini-reviews of SASS and Git that I went through on CodeAcademy today were useful.

  • November 26, 2017 at 7:50 am #6223

    josh

    U be my love editing this piece.

    https://www.alternet.org/right-wing/mueller-and-ny-ag-schneiderman-teaming-mike-flynn-turkey-hangs-him-out-dry

    • November 26, 2017 at 4:57 pm #6224

      josh

      Earlier, I was thinking about the idea that the CIA had various longstanding plans to put our story/reality to use in various false flag scenarios. There are hints that some of that took place after 2013 – attacks on women, “leakers”, Russia, and the county where I live. But it’s hard to know all the hidden agendas. And FBI/CIA/Heine leaders invariably get caught up in a quandry about who gets to see the ass penis hanging out of their rectum.

  • November 27, 2017 at 1:04 am #6226

    josh

    I had the idea that it would be nice to autogenerate the CRUD classes to be used with basic Doctrine ORM from a simpler syntax. I noticed that this functionality was in the Doctrine codebase, but not really explained in the docs. So I’ve been figuring out how to use it, but finding out, in the process, that it’s broken/out of date – they aren’t really supporting it, so they let basic bugs creep in. The actual amount of bug fixing is small/quick once I understand it well enough to see what is broken.

  • November 27, 2017 at 7:23 pm #6232

    josh

    It’s my backward propagation.

  • November 28, 2017 at 1:11 pm #6238

    josh

    Emotionally, I’m doing a better job at staying focused these days. Thinking about Riley still hurts a lot, but I don’t do it so constantly this week. The FBI & the flux are a war that never stops/ceases ever. I hate that it feels physically awful and takes most of my time, but I’m got my mind set on making sure I do the most useful thing to defend first, while considering anger/barking as a kind of luxury distraction.

    I’m pretty impressed with Node and the evolution of the webdev as a general purpose programming language – asm.js & web assembly are surprisingly fast in claimed testing. So I was looking at most practical ways to tie into that. I think using Typescript mainly is a good way to go. C++ can be compiled to either asm.js or web assembly for special things where performance is an issue. Maybe not that relevant to me today, but good to see where things are headed.

  • November 28, 2017 at 7:52 pm #6239

    josh

    Scams like my life/reality from your POV seem to have been the core mission of the “Rand Corporation”. In female slaves get to see an out heterosexual, & think of him as their guy, while never actually meeting him, or his is quickly killed if he ever visits the ‘in’ place. This was written about in key, in their documents, so CIA type guys would have known about it, and known about the intent, and the premise that Deep State killer asshole was killing women & heterosexuals as a general practice.

  • November 28, 2017 at 9:17 pm #6240

    josh

    Replacement fail?

    • November 29, 2017 at 12:03 am #6245

      josh

      Of course, FBI/CIA *need* to replace “Tiger Woods” with “True I gay error woods” – it’s natural for their sick 3 year old gay asshole mentality. The planet earth , ruled by people who make feces look good and humane.

  • November 28, 2017 at 9:46 pm #6241

    josh

    What actual size are these people supposed to be?

  • November 28, 2017 at 10:38 pm #6242

    josh

    Loved your editing here. The quote from Peter Wehner seems to actually be about us, true to message. Not, an artificat of Jay Rosen NYU or u or the female CIA editor who did base editing on WaPo story.


    https://www.washingtonpost.com/politics/from-access-hollywood-to-russia-trump-seeks-to-paint-the-rosiest-picture/2017/11/28/9e253bc4-d451-11e7-95bf-df7c19270879_story.html?utm_term=.ff391b912172

    • November 28, 2017 at 10:46 pm #6243

      josh

      Except that maybe Peter Wehner is gone now and the same CIA editor is writing for him.

  • November 28, 2017 at 11:54 pm #6244

    josh

    I saw outside that the FBI’s gas barbecue flux cannon has been moved to a location maximally close, only 10-15 feet from where I am sitting, in order to blast a powerful flux pose into the basement here. I’m trying to see what I can do about out it.

  • November 29, 2017 at 1:05 am #6249

    josh

    I coated some baggies with poly – inside, it’s too cold to do it outside now – and they are drying.

    • November 29, 2017 at 2:59 am #6252

      josh

      FBI is super serious about denying any symbolic victories. In this instance, they made a point of turning off the barbecue before I went out to place the bags. So the effect was not measurable in a direct way. This is not surprising. I see that pattern a lot. Doesn’t matter to me.

      • November 29, 2017 at 3:41 am #6255

        josh

        They turned the BBQ back on the plastic is helping. I’ll arrange it better in the daylight.

  • November 29, 2017 at 2:32 am #6250

    josh

    FBI is really bad about manipulating & hurting woman. I help some to see that, but I am not much help for allowing in people to avoid it. If the FBI is focused on a particular woman, that is 1 extra reason for me to pay less attention, partly out of kindness. I feel that nowadays it is more of a design to distract u than to distract me. Agree?

  • November 29, 2017 at 2:43 am #6251

    josh

    I’m thinking of a utility that would allow PHP and Node to interoperate in a slightly different way with existing parts. It would involved sending json over sockets and a convention to unpack the json as a series of calls func1(arg_11,arg_2), func2(arg21,res_1)…send back json(res3,res5)…

    If it was flexible enough to call most modules in either direction, it might be useful. PHP has embedded Javascript, but not all the functionality of Node. Node is not currently able to embed PHP.

    • November 30, 2017 at 12:26 am #6268

      josh

      Yes it can. I found that someone has implemented a better version of this, at least from the Node to PHP side of things:
      https://github.com/cscott/node-php-embed

      • November 30, 2017 at 12:37 am #6269

        josh

        At least it’s a kind of start at embedding. It doesn’t look super user friendly and it hasn’t been updated to PHP7.

        • November 30, 2017 at 11:07 am #6281

          josh

          After looking at it for a while, I decided that I could make my own embedded version, but the Node interface and eco system for C++ add ons hasn’t stabilized – they keep changing it – and the efficiency gain from embedding isn’t worth the added complexity. Rather than use sockets, I should go with a version of my prior idea using the child process mechanism, writing json to stdin/stdout, buffering the regular stdin/stdout on request, or possibly opening a socket sometimes.

          https://nodejs.org/api/child_process.html#child_process_subprocess_channel

          This is a PHP lib that tries to do Node style event loops:https://github.com/amphp/amp
          Maybe trying to use that as a kind of server for these requests would be a good fit.

  • November 29, 2017 at 3:08 am #6253

    josh

    “I’m thinking about my golf game while I’m working.”

    ??

  • November 29, 2017 at 3:27 am #6254

    josh

    FBI assholes don’t look so tough when they are shrieking like girls and smacking each other with their bloody shit covered ass penises. Yes, I have no town. Only an bloody stump of FBI rectum is here. All FBI Auschwitz, just the way sick FBI aSSHOLE likes it. Gives he a warm fuzzy feeling thinking about all the civilians he killed and pretended nothing happens while he makes stupid perjuries about his political minions and Russia in Washington fantasy plays. Ha ha ha, it’s all so preciously funny. I wish I could be “elite” like those big boys.

  • November 29, 2017 at 3:46 am #6256

    josh

    What are the variables affecting how much u get to hear from different people?

  • November 29, 2017 at 4:02 am #6257

    josh

    I don’t know what the timeline for my sister was. But it was suspicious in retrospect that after real K and Riley were gone, she made the money for Riley go to K only and not to me without discussion. Fits with the play of Heine murdering everyone and taking their funds, one way or another.

    • November 29, 2017 at 4:04 am #6258

      josh

      I only regret that I have but skin for lampshades and no gold fillings to give to my country…

  • November 29, 2017 at 5:04 am #6259

    josh

    Most in people are unhappy & like to slip into any kind of pleasant fantasy release, especially if it feels emotionally healthy. That is a huge contrast to the toxic day to day. I keep saying that they and their fantasies are all okay, but we need to pull together in practical ways to stop civilization from ending & all of us being slaughtered.

  • November 29, 2017 at 6:44 am #6260

    josh

    CIA/FBI felt they didn’t have complete control of the 1st Riley replacement & she was acting too much like a child/family so they murdered her too. It’s pretty easy to draw the lesson from that and many other cases that they don’t sanction or allow anything which isn’t part of some plan for ice and abuse.

  • November 29, 2017 at 6:10 pm #6261

    josh

    U make every day a good one.

    Situation is – if I look like I’m not being beaten enough…if I look like I’m getting *something* done – then more money & effort is put into beating me more. How…every spot around me, every house, every utility pole, every fixture, every car, etc. is used as a potential location for a flux gone of every increasing techno power. By firing a pole from one angle and an oscillating signal of flux from another, they try to bend a signal to me. Feedback is used to detect which of a zillion parameters is moving the water in my body, and the search moves in that direction in parameter space. They’ve got a research team working on it full time, and we are several years into this experiment. I do things to defend that are effective, but they have incredible resources working on this. Some from my POV, it’s really hard to skip a constant beat down, and it’s hard to adjust living and mood to that situation. I don’t give up hope, I just keep going in the best way I can – hoping I am using up resources that could be spent on attacking someone else, regretting that I’m providing experimental data to use to improve these weapons for use on others.

  • November 29, 2017 at 6:18 pm #6262

    josh

    The replacement of Riley in Aug. 2016 was very hard to detect. Because of the situation – the constant beatdown – we were not quite as engaged on a daily basis as before. Later I was able to see the evidence of the change at that point, and tell that all the replacements were in key, of one sort or another. Then the May replacement again was talking into a mic all the time, etc. But thinking back now, I see that all of the 4 replacements – or at least 3 of them, not sure about the “last one” – that I encountered were very concerned with finding real guys. That was their big focus.

    https://twitter.com/DecordovaMireya

  • November 29, 2017 at 6:48 pm #6263

    josh

    I don’t feel stuck in any old habits. Love u a lot, & I promise never to bring any tit-for-tat into our relationship from my side. I am trying to explain the things I see as important, but I don’t always list every last detail of that. And, of course, I’m not always right. But I learn as I go, and a lot of illusions have been shattered by investigation. The reality was unknowable to me growing up, by design. I spent “too much time/effort” being a searcher, and I didn’t search hard enough to find the spy truth dominating every thing. Should have been reading about Jim Garrison instead of Faust, but that’s hard to know ahead of time.

  • November 29, 2017 at 11:08 pm #6264

    josh

    They don’t have any explanation for hunting & preying on other humans at the scale of nations except that they like it.

  • November 29, 2017 at 11:12 pm #6265

    josh

    Was murdering my first set of neighbors some kind of sick gang compromise? Someone figured if I went along with that and accepted it as “whatever” then I could be compromised like the rest of the assholes, just another pin to be used & thrown away. Whereas if I said “WTF?” like I did then I was an indy and more killing would happen to make sure I died here and Anna kept working as a slave as long as needed…??

  • November 29, 2017 at 11:28 pm #6266

    josh

    FBI/CIA try to make distance between us because it’s better for their agenda and plans to kill me. I like our relationship. Emotionally I like your obsessiveness. If we could actually get together in what I think of as a “real world” situation, then u wouldn’t be happy without outside influences being part of our life. But we’re not there now or having risk of that, so it’s academic. Being sweet and caring for other friends is still a good idea. FBI promoting someone isn’t helpful to us, but it doesn’t make the person bad or intrinsically at fault, though it’s correlated with FBI belief that they can be somehow controlled more than avg.

  • November 29, 2017 at 11:36 pm #6267

    josh

    From a kind of Mr. Magoo, dumb luck POV, it was lucky for me that I am so universally hated by all factions of Heine criminal that I don’t have a chance to get close enough to be betrayed.

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