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  • #3338

    Josh

    The floor drain follows an irregular trajectory under walls and cabinets, across the basement floor. I’m trying to add poly to various areas along that route, a lot of which are on the floor and covered with odd assortments of baggies and foil/plastic from prior battles. It’s a messy, gradual operation.

  • #3339

    Josh

    Let’s try to make all real people somewhat real. There real lives and deaths matter some. Not just the ones in news or pictures. I feel that ‘in’ people get socialized to be notably inattentive in that way.

  • #3340

    Josh

    Yeah, I’ve been good about trying everyday. It’s hard to believe how far gone civilization is, all in secret. Mind boggling. An implausible plot for a bad movie.

  • #3345

    Josh

    I wonder about who writes the Wiki info on current ass mafia related matters. That isn’t coming from old books. Maybe from newspaper articles. Where is the grapevine? A different communication network?

  • #3346

    Josh

    An ‘in’ guy who does edit/IT which includes writing checks for the actual death squads – is a good guess. Is there some other ship or warehouse somewhere where those guys are, and little slips come in that say “Hire X to kill so and so around this time?”

  • #3347

    Josh

    Who is saying that they are CIA? Not u.

  • #3348

    Josh

    I’m having a big battle with drain robot neighbor flux gun combos here today. It’s been unpleasant. But I am getting a lot of benefit from the different pieces of knowledge that I’ve accumulated. Not working from scratch here.

  • #3349

    Josh

    I saved most of the Heatsheets. Glad I did. Finding them useful for covering floor drain areas and deflecting the steady state aiming beam that lights me up as a flux target.

  • #3358

    Josh

    This new drain robot is a real devil. It apparently has a super long tail that is an active array. The head tows the tail into position (probably has two heads at either end) and then it can shoot from whichever position computes as best along the tail. It can shoot either a steady magnetic pole highlight or an alternating flux pain beam. One has to defeat the entire length and all the external sources to beat it.

  • #3361

    Josh

    Sorry that I’m struggling today. The drain snake is a big new weapon & this was most painful day in a long time (though it’s mostly all lower half of my body and not crotch directed). The snake seems to have 3 modes – flux pole, oscillating flux, & EMP – shooting from any place the drain reaches. I’m slowly getting it under control, though it’s messy (lot’s of messy temporary type solutions being thrown down – mostly old torn heatsheets and splashes of poly).

    I will have a try at hauling up my fishing pole & see if it actually catches anything. I’ve learned to doubt these opportunities, but one never knows.

    Hope u are doing okay. I loved the enthusiasm in your voice earlier today, even though I wasn’t sure quite what it was about or how to help.

  • #3362

    Josh

    Do u get any sense about where they are most worried about the absence of your great choreography?

    • #3363

      Josh

      Do some of the funny firms like Janus or Koch industries have funny accounting that can be blown up in the public space? Answer sounded like that, but it didn’t exactly connect to the question.

  • #3364

    Josh

    I didn’t catch any fish with the snake, though the drain robot has taken a break for whatever reason. Perhaps it is recharging.

  • #3365

    Josh

    It sounds like u have to stay on strike until some other power overcomes the people holding u prisoner/slave. That’s sucky, but not unexpected.

  • #3366

    Josh

    They are not negotiating with u. They take your slavery and both our deaths for granted. So u shouldn’t do anything to help them in that quest.

  • #3367

    Josh

    The drain robot was shooting “laser” and flux. I should have said/thought “laser” to begin with, because connecting ground to the drain blocked EMP from working in the drain the first time around. But for some reason, this laser felt more like EMP than the laser I’m used to. Perhaps it was just the distance and intermediate shields that diffused it. Understanding that it’s laser (duh!) I see that I need steel for blocking it.

  • #3368

    Josh

    Have insights into how “Jef Female Be ZOS” of Amazon and the Washington Post is reacting to the strike?

    • #3369

      Josh

      He is/was way more connected than Warren Buffet was. Are we looking at a different Bezos now?

  • #3370

    Josh

    Try not to feel low. Our smoke signal is showing, & the ass mafia is simply a gang of grotesque, inhuman vile feces that is controlling by deception and isolating small pockets of clued in opposition. When the reality breaks, it will break hard. Whether or not u and I will be around to see that, is something I don’t know. But these scum are going to die, painfully. The rage of humanity will be like something never seen before.

  • #3371

    Josh

    For some impossible to fathom reason, these dumb asses are talking about Dar’s dinners tonight. Is that a sign of hope that they are still trying to look for absurd lies about an “investigation” of nothing for no reason? Doubtful. But it it could be a sign of hope that they have know real plan and still feel that messing with us is a priority.

    Smoke signal is important. The strike is helping a lot.

    Art & culture are not going to be produced by a gang of idiot ass clowns thinking “Fuck ass. Fuck ass. This is ass time. Ass is ruling the world and killing everything else. Penis & gay rectum is the only thing that matters in the universe. We are so Uber.”

    I don’t think so. Now we see the joke of them running New York Times, Washington Post, BBC, etc. It won’t last. Common sense tells one that much.

  • #3372

    Josh

    Now starting to use “laser” from the surrounding homes again. No real surprise. I guess I’m glad that I’ve seen all the currently available variations.

  • #3373

    Josh

    I know u are a love I need. I stay true with my love. U can bounce back from a lot of troubles.

  • #3374

    Josh

    Wiki claims that Maher is consciously, according to his own understanding, a knowing political supporter of ‘in’ women (not that he does anything useful about it).

    https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bill_Maher

  • #3377

    Josh

    I was thinking about how u could be a great poster example for liberal arts education. U had such a difficult, specialized, life, background, hardship, limited exposure, etc…but still u are emotionally healthy and well rounded…from virtual intake & imagination.

    Don’t feel too sad about the things u couldn’t learn without real world exposure or less dishonest inputs.

  • #3378

    Josh

    I feel that the Twitter I am seeing includes some synthetic fake tweets from real people. I’m not sure, but that’s what I’ve come to believe. If it’s true, then hopefully I’ll be able to prove it at some point.

    • #3379

      Josh

      We are still looking for help. It’s not impossible.

  • #3380

    Josh

    They weren’t joking about nails on a cross. They are filling my roof with long nails that are individual, wirelessly powered EMF guns.

    Who can I get to analyze it scientifically??

  • #3381

    Josh

    What’s it’s like here: spend infinite amount of money to cause a NN pain, destroy his life, make him look back, and lie like a machine gun, while congratulating yourselves on turning the entire planet into a giant criminal rectum.

  • #3382

    Josh

    When the knew I was going to be up on my roof, they send the kid next door out to bathe naked in the yard. I had to go out of my way not to be in a position where I could be accused of peeping. USA this is your FBI – pure scum. pure scum. Sick criminal feces.

  • #3383

    Josh

    I’m sorry to get so angry. But it’s frustrating to see so, so, so much money and people only caring about being cruel and evil for their sick private club, stealing & destroying everything else while acting endlessly smug about it all. They will spend 1000x what they need to on a murder just to make a party out of it for entertainment value.

  • #3384

    Josh

    Before it got too dark & late, I ended up taking out 95% of the nails in the one bogus ridge cap that had them – this was the 95% closest to me. Oddly enough, the other, longer ridge cap doesn’t seem to have been attacked yet. Probably an issue of the short trip times – it takes longer to remove/modify something that’s already in place than to add the bogus one on top of nothing much, which is what they did, and why I first noticed it as a suspect. I still have work to do in terms of defending my sleep area and this computer area, as there are other sources of “laser” including the drain and adjacent homes.

    The nails is kind of scary as a precedent for hidden attack from anywhere.

  • #3385

    Josh

    I worry about how your emotions are holding up. I don’t worry too much about anything happening to u in the short term because u are too valuable, even on strike. The goons wouldn’t be allowed to seriously damage that for no practical gain.

  • #3386

    Josh

    Small insights – the thing I call “laser” is probably some different type of EMP. The reason why galvanized steel sheets block it while the alumn/heatsheets do not is the huge difference in mass. They both reflect, but the remainder is diffused and absorbed by the relatively massive steel body, while a meaningful amount gets through a few sheets of thin material, even if grounded.

    The latest incarnation is originating signal from many more points and targeting quickly. As a result, it is finding small gaps in my fort. I need to peel back covering and find the small gaps, while getting tortured – which is tedious and annoying, but clearly a task on my plate.

  • #3387

    Josh

    Are u hearing anything real about the Wikipedia biographies. There was mumbling in the press about “leaks” but I don’t know if led to anything. I’m curious about rumors regarding which group is involved and whether my guess about modern sources is true – e.g. close to some communications or records about paying commercial killers.

    • #3388

      Josh

      The bios are not just about killing – they are also about births/parents and sex bios.

      Koch Industries is still my best guess, particularly since the UK ones don’t seem to come from the same group – different style and different types of info.

  • #3389

    Josh

    They say things that shouldn’t make sense to them – e.g. attack me for what I know, but they don’t mind sharing info about their crimes so long as it doesn’t appear as fact in mainstream news stories. That’s a pretty big contradiction right there, and another example of truth free leg speech.

  • #3390

    Josh

    “Dis is the story about the day I put an ass penis on Bot Tony’s seat at breakfast…heh heh heh”

  • #3391

    Josh

    Damian had a good sense of humor. I guess he moved for whatever reasons people move. Looking back, I think it’s a shame that 12 yr. old’s don’t have any consciousness about the potential of experiments in being socially inclusive.

  • #3392

    Josh

    “You see, back in my day we still had food services.”

    • #3393

      Josh

      Was that how u selected those two?

  • #3394

    Josh

    I don’t understand why I keep seeing this. I’m not even sure whether the sign is LC edited or not.

  • #3396

    Josh

    Ever since I was a little boy, I always like a meaningful challenge/task better than an artificial one. And u have always been super meaningful to me. I have a lot of insight into u now, much more than before, but I don’t really know why u didn’t feel that was true. I guess u like different kinds of actions for proof.

    • #3399

      Josh

      If u could have seen through my eyes – well I couldn’t see u. I had never seen u & u didn’t give me any details or explain why. So I had little to go on, and my ability to understand was limited at that time. I still missed most of it – so u would have seen empty boxes and question marks. Not a hurtful image of u – no image & limited understand, but still u mattered a lot & I wanted to be close to u and I was trying pretty hard. The worries about judging u were not available in my picture.

    • #3400

      Josh

      U didn’t need to do any defending today. I wanted to tell u that u meant a lot to me even then. U don’t need to worry now.

  • #3397

    Josh

    I can be reassuring by being truthful. First, u are still u, & I love u a lot. Second, I don’t trust my Twitter feed and I have been too abused lately to look around a lot…but Twitter & the media look different. The press is mocking itself & the politicians & the public. I feel it will not go back to sounding serious about false nonsense, so something will change.

  • #3398

    Josh

    We still feel bad about a video that was too traumatic for u to actually look at. I hope that u get to talk more nowadays than back then.

  • #3401

    Josh

    When the “laser” attack first started, after I defeated EMP, it was bad. I was crawling around, buying random things to make a kind of coffin to sleep in, etc. It took a month or something like that to get the fort put together and not be tortured by caroms.

    • #3402

      Josh

      I have a better idea of what I’m doing now, but it’s also true that the targeting algorithms are better, lock on faster, and cause sharp pain more quickly & intensely. I may end up back in the fort, but I prefer to work here. So I’m trying to make a go of that.

  • #3404

    Josh

    U know I want to be together with u – I want that…so much…always.

    Made some progress with the laser shielding here, but more angles are coming into play now, so there is more work to do.

    There is an analogy between the way that the Rectum mafia undermines all modern govt. institutions before they get started and the way that the Spook Internet undermines the public Internet. It’s a a related idea, implemented by the same mindset and people.

  • #3405

    Josh

    This was interesting, but confusing. I see your edits, but I don’t see that u were trying to say anything special. Underneath, their is an FBI guy trying to be deceptive in any interesting way. But not completely making sense.

    I don’t understand the lie that I would have any gay connection since I haven’t even been alone with any man since the 1980s. No point to such a lie.

    It’s true that I have always supported LGBT rights and that has nothing to do with the rectum mafia that openly attacks people for being openly gay, attacks any emotional coupling, and also prohibits some types of gay sex.

  • #3406

    Josh

    Reflecting, I feel the reason I am still here is not just u, but also the difficulty of replacing K with a droid. She is a Neurology specialist who sees patients, and also in Epidemiology, and a brown woman. They don’t have suitable droids for that. We are rarely in the same place at the same time for an “accident”. So it’s a logistics challenge.

  • #3407

    Josh

    I’m still fighting. The “laser” takes a lot out of me, and I am getting hit a lot for a few more days. But eventually, I will get past the external lasers and they will be back trying to stuff things inside my house/roof etc. again.

  • #3408

    Josh

    U should keep fighting to. They do have a lot of vulnerabilities. There is a 0.1% of Hitler’s at the top, and the rest of the army is hearing all sorts of lies. Not to mention the public, hearing nothing. Information is hard to trap forever, even with fake media control.

  • #3415

    Josh

    When u know me better, u try harder to take care of me – my lover & my friend. U know I react to u that way too. Is that like a male or female parent?? In some way, there are some things in common. But u are my sex love & I like it that way. There’s no conflict of purpose or feeling.

  • #3416

    Josh

    How are u deciding what to edit and what not to edit?

  • #3417

    Josh

    I have torture/abuse controlling my stress level, so it takes a lot of the emotional anxiety off. That’s sort of a twisted advantage for me, if u want to call it that. I always have something I need to do just to crawl back towards “blah”.

    Still I love u a lot and u make me smile.

    We have to tunnel our way out of Count of Monte Christo prison. It’s a long way out, but we have a lot of stamina. Striking helps. Smoke signals help. Fighting torture helps. Just keep pluggin and try to have faith.

    Don’t let the anus captain of your prison get comfortable. He should have anxieties too.

  • #3418

    Josh

    At the moment, the strike is 10000x better than are other plays and the only thing they really worry a lot about. I will write just as much as I can no matter.

  • #3419

    Josh

    My thyroid test result was slightly “better” than last year. The flux has apparently not destroyed my thyroid yet.

  • #3420

    Josh

    I feel I am seeing that a big part of RM secrecy is based on the truth being too fantastic, horrible, & unimaginable for anyone to guess. When that is the case, then people only see hard to interpret bits of things that don’t fit, and then they can be squashed, covered up, explained away, etc.

  • #3422

    Josh

    Mark Curtis taking a righteous stand for born again Christians? Makes sense, I imagine.

  • #3423

    Josh

    The remake of Animal House was darker than the original?

  • #3424

    Josh

    Try to find faith. It’s hard, but it helps. Evil doesn’t always win.

  • #3428

    Josh

    I’ve been going through the painful process I talked about – trying to get my workspace protected from the laser, getting shot while doing that. I am making progress. It isn’t fun. I’m sorry that I haven’t had a good chance to see what the media reaction/effect is from your strike. I noted the one article about the NYT asking reporters to start doing their own editing. If that sort of thing is happening at other outlets, then we are making progress…and it will be a known thing that I can point to.

    We have no objective evidence so far about what truth the different parties know/believe. More pile on will help. The bench of nasty guy editors may be a lot smaller than they pretend. And the secret of nothing but slavery/death for women seems to be out, at least in some quarters.

    Don’t worry about feeling a little crazy when everything is sucky. That’s normal. Only worry if u feel like u are losing your will to keep fighting. Then stop and think about how to get it back.

    http://www.alternet.org/morning-joe-fears-trumps-mental-health-only-deteriorating

    • #3429

      Josh

      I got limited last night by noise factors – shielding I need to do was too noisy & close to R’s room while she is supposed to be sleeping & has some sort of exam today. I’ll get back to that in a few hours when she is off to school, or at least woken.

  • #3430

    Josh

    We are a lot more together now…:) But u still sound like u back then:

    http://www.webpages.uidaho.edu/~mbolin/ahmedmohammed.htm

  • #3431

    Josh

    One gets used to the “every thing coming in in a sting routine”. It’s boring, but not tricky.

  • #3432

    Josh

    Try to focus on strike. Trust that real crime & real money is what actually drives events.

  • #3433

    Josh

    Try to focus on using your imagination to come up with good new thoughts and ideas, without needing to type. U can work more abstractly, conceptually, with just ideas, not needing word places.

  • #3434

    Josh

    I’m confused about the reality of my special target status.

    It seems that u had special ways to observe me since we were both children. Ok. And so other people were able to observe me some of the time too. Ok. But there were other people in the past who were chosen in various ways, and one does not find other people writing or talking so much about them. Perhaps they are gone and I remained while that program ended? Spying is ubiquitous nowadays, but other NNs are not spied on in the same way? Why?

    There are lots of other targeted individuals that take a lot of abuse and a long time to kill. But they are not a focus either. Nobody is writing about them. Why?

    My connection to u makes me special. But I don’t know what else is real about that or why.

  • #3435

    Josh

    U are wanted every day. I wish I knew better how to make u feel that way, even when we can hardly connect. But u know, it’s true. U are always u, always my love, & always super unique & special to me.

  • #3436

    Josh

    I am a little surprised that Comey’s prepared testimony was such a mess. Not sure what to make of that. My thought is that the leadership of the FBI is evil & disorganized at the moment and that they put it together by mean, stupid committee.

  • #3437

    Josh

    I married a hen who claimed that delaying marriage hurt her and planning marriage helped. But I didn’t see any help except that Riley was “legitimate”.

    I want to stay in love with u, every day, because u are u, & u mean the world to me.

    • #3441

      Josh

      I feel that fighting with the theoretical possibility of breaking up was sometimes a way to reset. That sort of thing went away. More commitments of routine rose up. Children are a big part of that in any situation with children.

      I mean to say that those sort of things play a role independently of how positive someone feels about ideas of marriage.

  • #3438

    Josh

    Theresa May has fought her battles to be a version of herself as a woman. Laying down, I reflected that running through fields of wheat was likely her actual comeback on what she thinks her namers thought about “True her really sex a yam aye (wink)”

    • #3439

      Josh

      Namers are not soothsayers, but woman still put up with the naming & the other crap.

      • #3440

        Josh

        She got to be PM and they didn’t (even if PM for a criminal racket turns out to be a shitty job).

  • #3442

    Josh

    I am sorry & sympathetic about the fact that u still feel traumatized about that time, 5 years ago, when u walked away from u and I, & really only wanted a temporary break, but didn’t/couldn’t explain that to me.

    Our communication is a lot better now & we are a lot more real, and I understand a lot more about how u feel.

    I do try to take care of u.

  • #3443

    Josh

    And today? U filter Goebbels and Goering…so that’s okay.

  • #3444

    Josh

    Grandma had to make sacrifices growing up in a large family.

  • #3445

    Josh

    The “TRENDING NOW” section on Breitbart is now using an algorithm to sound like u.

  • #3446

    Josh

    Techniques for reliably suspending steel from the ceiling remain a bit slow – I like to take short cuts. At the moment, I need to sit with my back close to my standing screens to avoid getting roasted at this seat.

    • #3451

      Josh

      My technique is getting better. Progress. Key piece of knowledge I gained from my experience in Feb. 2016 is that building high sides invites reflection caroms, while building a ceiling mainly leads to caroms in space (not counting the floor bot – though I am helped there by a dirt wall).

  • #3447

    Josh

    Seeing all of these public figures talking silly nonsense instead of serious things, it gets difficult to figure which ones actually know it’s silly nonsense and which one’s care whether it is or isn’t.

  • #3448

    Josh

    Fixing my ceiling with A Franklin of respect

    What helps u be happy is good. I have trouble with what I’m seeing as a secret community bound by toxic, hateful, primitive violence & injustice (including injustice towards the majority of insiders). But there are a lot of cool people & u are a true queen.

  • #3449

    Josh

    See it’s unfair, look at the picture John of Gaunt had that slimming black armor to help him ward of EMF, eat less, and be the man of ass men in the 14th Century – so much so that people were still buying his poster at the end of the 16th Century.

    I’m not quite there yet with my suit, so my tum gets raw.

    • #3450

      Josh

      Will wait to see if anyone shows up around here pushing a black lawn mohair shaped like a rabbit.

  • #3452

    Josh

    Who was it who authored the tweet that said something like “He is the #10 AV guy”? Was that something real? I feel like I just listen to u & u have all the magic.

  • #3453

    Josh

    The shows with Keith Fraser talking about ass mafia factions looked like it might be interesting, but it was from 2010 & he didn’t seem to be coming from the top of the food chain, so I guess the info/perspective was outdated.

  • #3454

    Josh

    I wanted to give u a “good” and suitable baptism, but the research line on that didn’t pan out.

  • #3455

    Josh

    It’s taking a frustrating number of patches to cover all the tiny spots that FBI EMF guns can shoot a ray through from some angle around my house, possible using a carom. Star Wars algorithms are in play, but humans seem to be actively involved too.

  • #3456

    Josh

    In this uninspiring scene, Fred McMurray playing blubber boy tells the camera that he needs to lie down to un-spin…
    …still I think about how much I love u.

  • #3457

    Josh

    U have been very good, so u deserve a private island in a warm place with comfortable hammock.

  • #3458

    Josh

    With Star Wars on, progress doesn’t feel great or qualitatively different until it’s done or close to done. Fighting & abuse hasn’t driven me insane. It took me a while to develop a broader appreciation of music. I only heard a limited selection of things at home. In 7th/8th grade I liked Allman bros, Hendrix, Boston, & Kansas – mostly the better songs from those acts, & I liked soul/motown/funk.

  • #3459

    Josh

    It did happen here. 1984 might have been as good a mark as any other. But it was quiet on the outside.

  • #3460

    Josh

    The strike (or absence of strike) is still the main thing they care about. I’m sorry, but that’s true.

  • #3461

    Josh

    Larsen, Najdorf, or Nazi Cola…all work okay

    • #3462

      Josh

      But I still have a sweet spot for Wunph.

  • #3463

    Josh

    The FBI never loses sight of the reality that it is fighting a genocidal war on humanity, and I don’t lose sight of that either.

  • #3464

    Josh

    For example – Did Julian Assange author this tweet?

    • #3465

      Josh

      I can make a collection of these questionable things, but then I need a way to check whether they are in the real world Twitter timeline of those accounts and show some are not.

  • #3474

    Josh

    I built “The Tin House”…that’s pretty advanced…10 points…and I feel some better.

  • #3475

    Josh

    I don’t have any desires to be seen in movies…I like our interactions.

  • #3476

    Josh

    This is stupid. Comey is gone because he wasted a lot of time & money & more will be wasted in the future.

  • #3477

    Josh

    I don’t believe there was a chance to do anything real in 2nd half of 2013. People saying that are either mistaken or intentionally being psychologically cruel.

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