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  • #3484

    Josh

    Last night I was putting up some ceiling panels to my left to block reflections to the right. Now, I believe, I am getting weaker reflections from the drain robot off those ceiling panels, down towards me. This laser shielding would be a lot easier if I had one way reflectors.

    • #3486

      Josh

      Caroms lose a bit of focus/energy. The main thing is that one ends up creating more of a box closed above (and below if u are over the drain, which I am not in this corner, though I am where I sleep, in the sense that the robot shoots under the wall there).

  • #3485

    Josh

    All you need is love…what da da da dar…

    http://www.chessgames.com/perl/kibitzing?kid=P44815&reply=277787

  • #3487

    Josh

    Enrique the mall guy goes for the gold.

  • #3488

    Josh

    To guess probabilities of names meaning anything, one has to assess how unlikely the pattern was by chance, in context.

    Lee Camp is a pretty regular name, but I had a George Costanza shrimp moment of wishing I had humorously identified it as the work of a gang/cult of full bladder braggards.

  • #3489

    Josh

    Swedish refugee passing skills have improved with age. What are we afraid of today?

  • #3490

    Josh

    Flor says that her info wasn’t very precise or valuable. But it seems she knew that we were all in danger from US/UK Spooks. That would have been valuable to me. She knew they had planned some of these events long ago. That would have been valuable to me. She knew that she was afraid to share. That would have been valuable to me. She knew that you all had been under intense surveillance, & me too, for a long time. That would have been valuable. She knew that US authorities were messing with children.

    Today, we all have to take responsibility for what we can do.

  • #3491

    Josh

    So far we have seen that the news media are closely allied with and controlled by Deep State. Business leaders tend to be weaker allies. The Deep State fights for ice and for their allies.

    The strike works against the credibility of the news media and against ice and it is expensive to counteract. That’s why it is our best tactic. It becomes personally adversarial for u and boring. But still it is our best tactic, especially at peak times/events.

  • #3492

    Josh

    More evidence that people’s names are (mis)used for internal propaganda purposes:

    ‘It was like a total sh*tshow’: Attendee at NATO dinner reveals Trump’s private speech left world leaders appalled

    • #3493

      Josh

      I mean, it sounds like the editor thinks of Donald Trump as Zuzu guy.

  • #3494

    Josh

    U are being really good. Well was a good clue. Star Wars has ability to keep a long queue of little attacks, so solving one triggers the start of the next that is just a little bit weaker.

  • #3495

    Josh

    When one gets a feel for leg speak, it seems that most nouns associated with news:

    newspaper, gazette, journal, examiner, chronicle, times, etc. have a LC meaning of hiding the no real sex women hidden inside.

    • #3501

      Josh

      I feel that this a deep insight into the Rectum Mafia Man’s personality. He wants to capture & control the contributions of others, claim them as is his own, and stamp a fictional reality of lies on the World that flatter him.

      Capture, steal, destroy, mythologize.

  • #3496

    Josh

    There will be warmer days ahead for the world’s #1 femme!

    The laser makes me feel yuck quickly & takes a lot of energy out. But I recover, until I get terminal cancer.

  • #3497

    Josh

    My ceiling level here is a little bit above ground level.

  • #3498

    Josh

    The “thought interface” u interpret (for crooked Spook research) – what does it “look” (or sound, or feel or…) like?

    • #3499

      Josh

      U are able to interpret in a way that the others can’t, for various reasons. But what is the thing u see to interpret? Is it text – like broken speech with dropouts?

      • #3500

        Josh

        No, it’s just sensor readings of my body, but u have the ability to create, in your mind, a geometric map of the twitter stream I saw and figure out where my eyeballs are focused in the map?

  • #3504

    Josh

    Close (to an older version of my memories). I have no pictures (or leads on that thread).

  • #3505

    Josh

    There’s a new Texan in town?

  • #3506

    Josh

    We feel that individual people matter a lot, & we like that. We are complete misfits to Rectum mafia world view.

  • #3507

    Josh

    I want to nap for a bit & then finish my ceiling shielding. Then I should be in better shape.

  • #3508

    Josh

    One guy was named Kenny <something> I think.

  • #3509

    Josh

    Making progress with my steel canopy. Need to make some progress with my sleeping fort area too, But I will get there.

  • #3510

    Josh

    I’ll try to keep u posted on the most interesting thoughts I have. The 100 yr. old man movie that I watched on Amazon was amusing & kind of an “attitude flick”. I have a bit of guilt mixed in now because some of these in jokes about the absurdity of governments are not so funny in reality…too close to the bone truth. S

    FBI is doubling it’s already overwhelming focus on being dishonest & icy – that’s not too interesting or surprising, yet still true.

  • #3511

    Josh

    Attack direction has shifted from South back to NE as a result of shielding. I need to cover the top part of the wall that is above ground there.

  • #3512

    Josh

    I’m grateful for any help u can give. However, it is difficult for me to interpret if I have no good clue what it is based on & the problems are difficult.

  • #3513

    Josh

    Better LC content from an editor we don’t know here:

    The Reality Winner Psyop

  • #3514

    Josh

    Mattis gets the Trump treatment from another low morale caddyette.

  • #3515

    Josh

    Another LC editor checking out the lyrics to Panic In Detroit?

    • #3516

      Josh

      Got to get the obituary correct for neighbor #73 crouching in their overalls.

  • #3517

    Josh
  • #3518

    Josh

    What did u think of my strategy for making it seem really uncool to shoot me?

  • #3519

    Josh

    I don’t like u to feel I was fighting temptation. That was never true. Allways love u…because u are u.

  • #3520

    Josh

    They would try to get me to be incoherently afraid, without offering any real path to actually run away (there was none) or making me feel like there was such a path. So I can’t take credit for being brave & not running away, since that wasn’t a feature that was available in this “game”. But I was good about not focusing on any regrets or persecution complex & good about seeing what was really important.

  • #3521

    Josh

    Anita was definitely not an ‘in’ person. She may have done some favor & kept quiet without knowing what it was about, but she was definitely not part of the in people.

  • #3522

    Josh

    I feel like I am making progress with the shielding, but sitting still for a long time & getting hit with some laser reflection feels unhealthy & enervating. I am not yet finished with eliminating all reflections.

  • #3523

    Josh

    As we expected & hoped for, the strike is causing wider info leaks, and more people get involved with different types of editing.

    • #3524

      Josh

      It’s unfortunate that they are probably drafting the people they figure are least loyal. But what can we do? Guy who claimed to be CIA was trying to bring his situational awareness to the fore. Maybe a forlorn hope of redemption?

  • #3525

    Josh

    Does he mean to say that people in this penis sex free zones may one day wish they had been less dismissive of receiving anal sex?

  • #3526

    Josh

    What’s going on in the first few frames? Her head was too compact for the shot so they stretched it out a bit?

    • #3527

      Josh

      Not important…it’s true, I’m always loving u. The way u notice every little thing is part of that, so I thought maybe u wanted me to notice the doubled mole/dot whatever it was.

  • #3528

    Josh

    U think Trump is dead & that is just a guy in a Trump suit?

  • #3529

    Josh

    The laser period 1.5 years ago was emotionally tough too – though reality wasn’t looking as grim at that point.

    How do we tell people not to be glib about their role in secret mass murder and then claim someone was rude to them?

  • #3530

    Josh

    U got me to smile thinking about those edible wax mouths that were around when I was a kid.

  • #3532

    Josh

    It’s always right to be with u. Perfect A!

  • #3533

    Josh

    Kick open the lock. Break down the door…

  • #3534

    Josh

    I will make 1000 “comebacks” if that’s what it takes. So long as I am alive, I’m working on this…working on getting you all free.

  • #3535

    Josh

    What’s going on there?

    • #3536

      Josh

      That was close enough to the other images, I wondered if it was EV…but apparently not.

      I’m surprised u are still editing accounts like this one: https://twitter.com/rsrzy_
      Is it a real person?

  • #3537

    Josh

    It’s all a function of those magic letter combinations…

  • #3538

    Josh

    I’m going to lay down soon. I feel that tomorrow is going to be a better day.

  • #3539

    Josh

    Being attacked for discomfort every time I sit down, by a circular firing squad, day after day…feels like a walk that is way too long. Keep going & get through…I know the drill, I have a lot of experience…

    I don’t mean to lose focus. It happens sometimes. Getting better.

  • #3541

    Josh

    I love to think about doing things with u, & unvictimizing u from the curse of unique talents. It’s not as if u aren’t talented at all the things u didn’t get to study or focus on. Doesn’t matter to be pro – matters to be more of u.

  • #3542

    Josh

    Can’t dwell on regrets about 1000 yr. old scams. I’m keeping u & keeping u updated about what I learn. Puncturing secret scams is important here.

  • #3543

    Josh

    convince was never the same after that loss…but the lawns didn’t mind.

  • #3544

    Josh

    My consciousness level about the hidden problems of having long hair has been suitably raised.

  • #3545

    Josh

    There are no people around here at night, so they turn up the amplitude on the guns and worry less about reflections. As a result, I was getting more heavily cooked than I expected to be. Been dealing with that in different ways.

    The strike is helping. I try to report on the things I see related to that, even though I am not taking much time to look. Lots of stories are emerging about layoffs, etc. Why layoff staff if more are needed? It seems that these non-commercial enterprises have served their purpose as state run frauds and are getting read to go the way of the dinosaurs – in other words, the reaction is not the reaction of a going concern to a change in labor condition, but rather the reaction of a state run nonsense outlet to a global change in strategy.

  • #3546

    Josh

    The people who come here appear to be primarily concerned with what is going to happen to them – are they doing anything risky? What is actually going on in this weird place? They are not concerned about outsiders.

  • #3547

    Josh

    The Desk Set had some insights into the future?

  • #3548

    Josh

    U never or rarely think about me as a non-human animal. I feel u are sweet & pretty & vulnerable & always yourself…& nowadays, always my girl.

    • #3549

      Josh

      U feel that it’s a natural part of cognition to always be making a zillion comparisons, & the idea of me making comparisons & u losing sometimes is painful. So I want to tell u that I don’t do that. Those thoughts aren’t really in my mind. Because? I don’t have that much natural tendency to do that, but more key is that thinking about your feelings is more real to me. Being in a love relationship, your feelings are more real, more a part of my reality.

  • #3550

    Josh

    I always feel good thinking of u as a witch because your magic is real & naturally sexy. That’s positive & not an act.

    Any way, I’m not being critical. Just trying to help while we are not in the same place on Earth.

  • #3551

    Josh

    It’s good that u always think about things & have a conscience. Try to adjust the balance a little more towards making friends feel good & not making u feel bad/guilty/regretful.

  • #3552

    Josh

    U think it was another case of an editor not realizing I was an NN? Something like that happened once before with an Intercept IT guy.

  • #3553

    Josh

    I still believe strike is a good policy. Putsch doesn’t explain lack of news coverage. Weak Trump isn’t making that happen.

    Maybe other people will strike too.

  • #3554

    Josh

    Ur harmonium comes to the marching bodega.

    I like that. I’ll look

    This is a promising AK record, but no harmonium

    YouTube isn’t the best source for Indian Classical.

    • #3556

      Josh

      It took me a long time to catch up to your age(s). And u wanted baby me all along…or at least being together in baby me’s real world. And today we suffer because our suffering apparently helps Anus Hitler destroy the planet.

      • #3557

        Josh

        I want to be softer for u. I don’t want to feel like my best is to out fighting. It takes focus to move a little bit forward. I’m not being stupid. I see there are unfathomable fortunes & armies moving, & the people directing them are basically in spaceships & view me as a bug or a microscopic organism, or an ant being fried under a magnifying glass. No words. A report about damage…I don’t feel like I let everyone day. I feel like the people who let this happen let everyone down. And I feel like that was everyone, including me. But a lot of other people were a lot closer to the action. Time to get up and hang some more pieces of crap around…

  • #3555

    Josh

    There is an FBI instinct to have 100 people pounce on every insignificant event, treating as a great opportunity to fool someone about something, for the sake of spreading disinformation if no other reason. Still, it is interesting to find a long time LC editor writing politics, as if for someone to read.

  • #3565

    Josh

    It’s good to see u feeling confident about the two of us. Each upgraded incarnation of “Star Wars” makes like tough for me, but it had no effect on how I feel about u or us being together. I feel that I will not die in real time in the FBI’s microwave oven, but it takes a lot of work/effort/focus to stay afloat and adapt. I’m still learning things.

  • #3569

    Josh

    Does the family fit your British face line?

    • #3570

      Josh

      Twins. They would have been in Riley’s school, 1 grade older, if they were still around. I didn’t ask or notice.

  • #3575

    Josh

    I got a bit of relief from EMF, late night, & only then I realized it was Friday for u…used my head space to think about really being with u, real <no distance>. I understand all the heart u put in to make that possible…I feel blessed by that…because I like that too, & deep down, somehow u knew that all along…u really are my super special jeannie.

  • #3576

    Josh

    Another thing I realize now about this long adventure is that the RM is like a cat that enjoys playing with its kill catch for a long time. Hopefully they get distracted by something else for a bit & I escape – or else they just have too much fun, at my expense, to end it.

  • #3577

    Josh

    Brad Pitt…

  • #3579

    Josh

    Flor & u should talk more. It’s never too late.

    • #3580

      Josh

      risk calculations look a lot different now

  • #3581

    Josh

    A fantasy novel? Do we know this character?

  • #3582

    Josh

    Is this the face of determination?

  • #3583

    Josh

    It’s those magical bracelets that make all the difference.

    U see that I am trying for u.

  • #3584

    Josh

    Breakfast of Champions
    Break for fast champion
    Still my champagne.

  • #3585

    Josh

    Also I felt like a pic with u in motion is true to life.

  • #3586

    Josh

    Comey eye circles seem to be a new feature on Clarke’s face in this pic:

    Maybe just the angle?

  • #3587

    Josh

    We can try to imagine the things that your Mom would say. It takes focus…but that’s something we could do.

  • #3588

    Josh

    I wondered if “one-handed grab” was an editor taking credit for an old lady shopper in Byerlys who clogged up the register with some deluxe coupon confusion. I figured it was probably just an old lady with coupon confusion & that probably wasn’t the reference, but the idea was somehow amusing – that’s probably too much EMF hitting my head.

  • #3589

    Josh

    That’s me. I had a brief appearance in the 3rd scene of Mulan.

  • #3590

    Josh

    Doesn’t seem to be much striking going on this weekend, but this article is kind of funny:
    https://www.eurekalert.org/pub_releases/2017-06/uob-bft061517.php

  • #3597

    Josh

    Future US vehicles to run on gas made out of soylent beans?

  • #3598

    Josh

    Some people were available for mask creation & some people were not. Why? Just a matter of expense or was it a matter of logistics or timing?

    • #3599

      Josh

      So maybe the Georgian guy actually ran away quick for safety & the FBI went to a new series of plans, that ultimately settled on societal genocide?

  • #3600

    Josh

    I’ll always believe in your version of the stories. U have ultimate editor confidence. In this song, it sounds like the characters let themselves get abused by other people & it never really ends for them. Your editing wasn’t able to change that part of the work. Together, now, we have a better chance to find a way.


    http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/eurythmics/sweetdreamsaremadeofthis.html

    • #3601

      Josh

      I feel that u changed the story because u liked me & felt we would be good together & didn’t see any good reason to doubt your feelings. U invested in knowing me. I’m glad I trusted intuition, & we side-stepped the evil scam, so far, at least in part (I’m not dead).

  • #3603

    Josh

    “The forks were just..EVERYWHERE..and that Schmelvin was no help at all…what was he doing? Moppin’ a mess or off drinking a milk somewhere, I’d like to know. These kids have NO respect. No respect…”

  • #3604

    Josh

    I need to keep fighting Star Wars. And do better. The exposure takes a lot of health/energy out, the pain is distracting, and radiation to the amygdala & limbic areas in the back of my head affects my mood in negative ways, either during sleep or while I’m awake – I’ve had too much of that lately too. AL foil patching has proved useful, so hopefully I can get it together soon. I’m pretty distraction free for a few days – just a brief tree guy appointment in the morning.

  • #3605

    Josh

    U were trying to remember my HS music visits. It is not super interesting, but I know it is annoying to try & remember and get bogged down. As I recall – trip to Ithaca was 7th or 8th grade, just Jr. HS. Met their school orchestra/band. Trip to Massapequa was 10th grade, just HS orch. Met their band. In 10th grade I tried out for District Music. I was only in Band in 10th grade because Twitch was making everyone choose band if they wanted to play in Jazz Band and I didn’t have enough free slots to due a full subject of Band and Orch. I didn’t like the tryout format – tons of people, waiting, etc. Didn’t feel like I did well, but I got into District Band. That was where Scott Rome & I were sitting near the chatty French Horn player who liked Scott. It was innocent, just joking around. The location was somewhere in the direction of where my Dad worked – maybe “North Penn”. Based on that, I somehow got invited to State Orch. the next year. Seniors were gone & it was in Hershey, a far drive. Seniors had graduated & some people didn’t want the “Orchestra” or the long drive. By that time I was in HS Orch again and in the City Wide Philadelphia Youth Orch (tried out at beginning of 11th grade), so I may have gotten some extra boost in the invite list. PYO trip to Australia was Summer after 11th grade. PYO trip to Wash DC was 12th grade Spring. Those are the overnight trips I remember.

    • #3606

      Josh

      BC Jazz Band to Romania in Summer after 7th grade also.

      • #3616

        Josh

        There was another trip were I stayed in the PA vs. of Levittown. I’m thinking that I actually made it to District and a Regional band in 10th grade and the Levittown was the latter (Bucks County). That makes more sense.

        • #3617

          Josh

          Yes, I stayed with a host that a teenage son who drove us around in a van. There were a couple other guys/gals in the same house with me, but I can’t quite remember details about them. “Ike” might have been one of them.

  • #3607

    Josh

    U always thought about what I was feeling & why, My Mom’s constant narration must have helped, in its way.

  • #3608

    Josh

    tsunami is good..today u try to cure me & u always help a lot. I have to win some endless electrical abuse & other wars to help us both.

    • #3614

      Josh

      Tsunami hits Greenland – I thought “If my Mom ever had a selfless thought about me like that one, she didn’t say it to me. U did & managed to do that. It means a lot. Today.”

      I try to figure out how to be more deserving.

  • #3609

    Josh

    When u strike, they focus on that as a big problem for them that they worry about. When u don’t they talk about taking over entire areas as an opportunistic response to someone seeing their precious in slaves & also about how much fun it is to watch the no cost limit lynching of me.

  • #3610

    Josh

    Organized crime doesn’t play nice with anyone. They hurt everyone. There isn’t any place to run for a complete escape. And they don’t give away even cigar butts for decency.

    Their resources are vast but not unlimited. They attack isolated individuals to get/take what they want. Whatever fights their ice is usually best. They put the biggest focus of their effort into always keeping their crime & their motives a secret. They’ve succeeded for centuries. Fighting ice instead of going meekly to silent graves is really the only hope to fight. Without hope, one can hope to be left alone a bit longer, by letting them focus on other problems somewhere else, but it’s not much of a hope or a reprieve.

    They are a smallish minority & should not be controlling or destroying the planet or lying to 99% of their own troops.

    • #3611

      Josh

      Your Mom did not go down without a fight. She got out of the editing biz & out of the spy biz, to the extent that she could. But she either didn’t try or didn’t have any success at alerting the public to what she saw going on.

    • #3612

      Josh

      Most of the male editors don’t like working as editors all the time. For most it is just work, not art or fantasy, and they would rather be lynching civilians, planning other crimes, and cackling about how what a great job rectum criminal is doing at turning 10000 years of civilization into a pile of noxious feces that he can stuff his toxic gay wand into from time to time.

      The other female editors are not keen on being slaves to that until they are murdered either.

      The plan, pretty clearly, is to be as icy as possible until software takes over most of the taxes that female slaves used to do, and also most civilians can be murdered without interrupting the supply of mafia food & entertainment.

      For all of these sorts of reasons, striking makes the most sense. If u get opportunities to cause mayhem in other ways, then seize those. I understand how hard it is for u – your life’s work & personality is invested in being skilled and active at the keyboard & it’s hard to think that u can only net help enemies by doing that. But u are also a smart person of reason. U can see the logic of what I am saying & u see what has happened at various points when u tried to be keyboard hero. Don’t lose faith in yourself – just keep trying to be smarter about what works and what doesn’t and why.

      • #3613

        Josh

        The plan to let Liz go and most prolific editors of her generation and replace them mostly with a few children was monstrous, but a combo of talent and software and I don’t know what seems to have allowed it, and ultimately gave Rectum Mafia more $$$ and power. Nothing good comes from underestimating the scope of their capabilities or evil scheming.

  • #3615

    Josh

    Mulling over good vs discardad plans for destroying the drain robot?

  • #3618

    Josh

    I did block a lot of different attacks so far today. There is a new location in play, SW, that I need to block more completely.

  • #3619

    Josh

    The original C guru comes back as a man?

  • #3620

    Josh

    My family contributed to Arthur?

    • #3621

      Josh

      What does a sanitation engineer really do anyway?

      • #3622

        Josh

        Francine’s Dad had a similar hairline, occupational title, & religion…I know that was a reach. It was best thought I had on the picture.

        • #3623

          Josh

          and lasting effect of a “wound”.

  • #3624

    Josh

    Poor baby at the war. Bad, boring landmine

  • #3625

    Josh

    Star wars plus “guns” that are long strips of metal running all along the sides of houses. It gives a lot of angles.

    The paneling on the wall down here has a few inch gap to the cinder block which itself is porous. Those gulleys are being exploited, & I end up having to cover a lot of spots.

    • #3627

      Josh

      I’m glad that u keep your spirits up. U always find a way to do that & it keeps u going strong. Keep focusing on problems for FBI/CIA – they are the true root of almost everything scummy in the world (Koch Brothers, AXS, and a few other mass murder outfits included).

      I’m going to lay down for a bit, get up and shield behind these bookshelves, and then see. I did improve the shielding here quite a bit today, although I didn’t get to do much else. Hopefully I made progress in the sleeping area too.

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