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  • February 17, 2017 at 10:16 am #1106

    Josh

    It’s hard to fight distraction. But we can try our best.

  • February 17, 2017 at 10:20 am #1107

    Josh

    Love thinking about the LCs. Is the picture meant to ring any bells??

  • February 17, 2017 at 11:03 pm #1117

    Josh

    Need to lay down for a bit and be thinking of u.

  • February 18, 2017 at 5:42 am #1118

    Josh

    Stay calm. One fact u can observe is the extremely repetitive nature of the abuse patterns. It’s difficult for me because they keep jacking up the tech on their EMF torture guns and jacking up the burglary tech on sticking them in my house whenever they can. So I have to respond. But here and online they are not doing anything new. Sure they have an endless train of Nazi assholes to throw at us. Sadistic gay freaks who enjoy hurting others to distract from how incredibly vile and meaningless their lives are. Yet u know, they only work in shifts of a few weeks or months and then they are gone, to be human garbage somewhere else, picking on a weaker set of victims…while we are still here, moving on. We need to focus on positives and take a long range view.

  • February 18, 2017 at 2:35 pm #1122

    Josh

    How is my genius feeling today? Super fine, I hope.

    Mr. James Corbett is an articulate, clear thinker, on the same page as us here. At least as far as CIA things (he may have a laundry list of other conspiracies about vaccines and goblins or whatever that we don’t have time to get into…).

  • February 18, 2017 at 9:47 pm #1127

    Josh

    I luv the feel of u making up history for us. Some weeks we can fit inside a continuous story.

  • February 19, 2017 at 5:14 am #1131

    Josh

    Your soul, your passion, your love for me, your joy in love, your way of understanding and caring about me, and your sense of fun are all distinct things that super sexy to me. So your security lies within the feeling that these continue. We come back to these things. Vested truths for us.

  • February 20, 2017 at 1:11 am #1139

    Josh

    Instaclose!

    That be our way.

    Keep being that door for me!

  • February 20, 2017 at 3:59 am #1142

    Josh

    I wanted to understand “turning off” better than I could.

    But I think the point is: I feel like I want what u want organically. U feel as strongly as I do about the way we are close, & I want us both to have confidence that is a priority that adapts to what each day brings.

  • February 20, 2017 at 8:43 am #1143

    Josh

    Tsweedy Bird, to the rescue…

  • February 21, 2017 at 5:43 am #1149

    Josh

    Plastic fantastic.

    Loving that A…:)

  • February 21, 2017 at 12:53 pm #1159

    Josh

    Lovin my own private Missouri

  • February 21, 2017 at 11:48 pm #1166

    Josh

    I said before, several times, that I am not considering “free love”, and that I wouldn’t revisit that until either we broke up or you told me it was something you wanted. Because I’ve said that, I don’t read anything related as being about that. I just read it as an expression of feeling. I know I can love someone and be close to them in the real world without being romantically involved. I hope and expect that will count more, at some future time.

  • February 22, 2017 at 8:34 am #1167

    Josh

    My special girl always helps me find authenticity in the best way.

  • February 22, 2017 at 4:56 pm #1173

    Josh

    No reason to get excited…or distracted…for the “voices” u hear now, u don’t really know much about what is true in their reality.

  • February 22, 2017 at 7:35 pm #1177

    Josh

    There has been a lot of turnover in Twitter public management. Perhaps also a lot of turnover in the Spook section of Twitter?

  • February 24, 2017 at 6:27 pm #1206

    Josh

    U wanted me to think about being with “La Forge” so I did. Of course it feels right because it’s u. That answer is always the same. Wanna be with u.

  • February 25, 2017 at 3:09 am #1212

    Josh

    I wanna grow up to having an extruded office.

  • February 26, 2017 at 8:10 am #1251

    Josh

    I feel like your ways are good for me. Really good. I haven’t been thinking about any caveats or “Gift of the Magi” kind of deal. I’m not sure how to give more info about fighting for health & progress than what I am already sharing. U are a good motivation.

  • February 26, 2017 at 7:00 pm #1264

    Josh

    It’s BIG FUN for me when I feel like u are having fun. My composer…

    • February 26, 2017 at 7:13 pm #1265

      Josh

      I like all your styles..the ones that mean the most to u, I like the most. If something annoys Spook, that’s a good reason to do more of it.

  • February 27, 2017 at 12:28 am #1267

    Josh

    Gonna lay down for a bit & imagine your movies.

  • February 27, 2017 at 10:05 am #1273

    Josh

    Love u & always care most about your feelings. Never for a source of entertainment. CIA can’t serve a government by only telling lies and creating false flags. Doesn’t matter what they claim about that. One knows it isn’t true. FBI is supporting all the false flags so FBI and CIA are the same treasonous fifth column Nazi garbage. I believe their leadership tacitly understands they are fighting a war of civilization against outsiders…some sort of cross between Nazis and a mafia family and Alien (the movie creatures).

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  • February 27, 2017 at 10:29 am #1274

    Josh

    What “breaks”?

    • February 27, 2017 at 10:33 am #1275

      Josh

      Sometimes u test me…your motivation for that isn’t against “US”. I think it’s designed to help u feel better about us. I don’t test u. I want to use the analogy that I could claim that is anti-US, while u feel it helps. In my mind, free will and outside inputs, and social/work friends, and being emotionally alive to the world are good for us. So I never see any of those thing as being against us.

      • February 27, 2017 at 10:50 am #1276

        Josh

        U have a BIG theory about what 100% passionate true love feels like and does from moment to moment, real world and ghost editor style. I reached the point of being 100% sold on going with u…that didn’t get me to having the same theories, and I don’t worry at all about that. I tell u, sincerely, not to fret – I’ll make it better when u do.

  • February 27, 2017 at 2:29 pm #1287

    Josh

    I sometimes get distracted by pummeling…not by other women, even sweet friends.

    Did I see a Clive? Possible. Now, I’m not sure.

  • February 27, 2017 at 2:43 pm #1288

    Josh

    CIA and FBI are both way big into sexual blackmail for favors. Makes more sense with the back story u heard.

    • February 27, 2017 at 2:45 pm #1289

      Josh

      So the “Big Event” on my block was not a rush decision…a kind of plan to kill a few different people at the same time. Except u are too important to upset.

      • February 27, 2017 at 2:57 pm #1290

        Josh

        Seems to be another hint of what a really big secret you all are.

        • February 27, 2017 at 3:35 pm #1292

          Josh

          I sense that the grifter design was to blame Georgian guy or he entourage for leaking info.

          • February 27, 2017 at 3:43 pm #1293

            Josh

            Why do they pretend to not know and be surprised and claim they thought such and such was presumptuous – when the reality is them taking children, using slaves, and then killing people when they are less useful or in the way? Because they sado-grifters. They like telling the biggest lies possible and getting away with the most evil things. That’s how US Spook ass feces gets a woody.

  • February 27, 2017 at 8:36 pm #1297

    Josh

    I saw 1 or 2 pictures of Mr. Wordfunph, but I never developed any mental image of his underwear. I guess, all things change in time.

  • February 28, 2017 at 9:31 pm #1309

    Josh

    I’ve got Anna in her tutu today, and I feel fine. So glad we are a sweet team.

  • March 1, 2017 at 9:42 am #1310

    Josh

    Ok, Ahnald see, and I will be Bacchanalian
    http://www.middleeasteye.net/news/amid-sacred-rubble-jonah-s-tomb-attracts-mosul-visitors-363968030

  • March 1, 2017 at 8:30 pm #1315

    Josh

    I feel happy when u are smiling at me. Love your smiles.

    PhpStorm does make the PHP work a lot easier. I’ve been distracted by other things. Not experiencing any troubles with coding per se.

  • March 2, 2017 at 7:55 am #1321

    Josh

    I honestly don’t believe that K thinks about me at all except as co-parent of Riley.

    But I love the variety in your writing, so I guess any pretext is good for that.

  • March 2, 2017 at 9:41 am #1325

    Josh

    For the time being, I’m going to imagine that u smell like clean cotton.

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  • March 3, 2017 at 7:09 am #1329

    Josh

    Let’s agree – I’ll work hard to follow how u are feeling, and stay in contact…and u work hard to not do CIA/FBI bidding…I mean, where u have degrees of freedom u can use, then use those to focus first on promoting good content and stuffing out bad content, and 2nd to not participate in their fake sneering and other nonsense. Don’t let them get u on a treadmill of re-doing things to their liking.

    • March 3, 2017 at 7:57 am #1331

      Josh

      They try to get me to talk about things…nowadays this is 5% for info and 95% just to waste my time. I can easily ignore most of the cues, so that isn’t the kind of thing I care about avoiding. I want to avoid letting them give the pretense to their ignorant low level people that they are communicating anything.

  • March 3, 2017 at 7:52 am #1330

    Josh

    I don’t have a good way, at the moment, to know which pages I comment on have gotten virtualized and hidden from the public. I try to judge positive effect by looking at lagged opinion from writers who seem independent.

  • March 3, 2017 at 10:10 am #1333

    Josh

    We’re happy & good, especially together. Extra honesty never hurts us at all. It’s just rain for ducks.

  • March 3, 2017 at 12:42 pm #1335

    Josh

    It’s a sweet touch to learn that this well-dressed man was secretly motivated by his parents tales of market opportunities in political corruption.

  • March 4, 2017 at 8:58 pm #1350

    Josh

    I don’t smell that bad. It’s just my winter jacket that needs cleaning. Maybe I’ll try to wash it in the machine tonight.

  • March 5, 2017 at 10:00 am #1357

    Josh

    I am honored Finn
    https://www.rt.com/news/379477-rt-ny-festivals-finals/

  • March 5, 2017 at 4:02 pm #1360

    Josh

    I know Marie Antoinette….and that’s no Marie Antoinette. Howzdat?

  • March 5, 2017 at 7:21 pm #1362

    Josh

    It’s a cult of personality.

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  • March 6, 2017 at 10:33 am #1366

    Josh

    U are beautiful for me, not just warm.

    One insight I am getting from wrangling which speaks to the CIA/FBI cleverness is this: Reading the different books on conspiracy criticism gave some useful insights, but I feel that they did emphasize the number one basis of skepticism that most folks carry in practice; it is namely that if this big news were true, then The New York Times, etc. would have declared that and made a big splash out of telling me. Based on the absence of that, I conclude it isn’t true and look for other explanations. So getting the owners/editors not to run the stories or do investigations leading up to stories is pretty decisive in practice. One has to confront that way of thinking directly because it is the most influential.

  • March 7, 2017 at 12:46 pm #1380

    Josh

    More of real “sexy” triangle on that face.

  • March 7, 2017 at 1:14 pm #1381

    Josh

    More like Phil Agee 🙂

    • March 7, 2017 at 9:18 pm #1388

      Josh

      More like David Hyde Pierce.

  • March 7, 2017 at 1:51 pm #1382

    Josh

    It’s true that the guy looked like a Spook but I don’t have any reason to believe he was. I didn’t mean it that way.

  • March 7, 2017 at 3:32 pm #1383

    Josh

    I smile, inwardly, when u are having fun! Really, that’s always true.

  • March 7, 2017 at 9:08 pm #1387

    Josh

    The distance and walls are tough. It’s hard on us…but u can see, that u don’t need to test us all the time…we’re always close now, and we always have a good groove. If I’m lying down or doing something else, I know A’s loving me. Need to keep finding ways to live up to that.

    Seems like the community of hackers that talk to Intel agencies have a world of their own, affecting things under the surface.

  • March 8, 2017 at 5:37 am #1389

    Josh

    They lovin’ this, and want more. Ok, somehow like Dustin Hoffman…

  • March 8, 2017 at 6:41 am #1395

    Josh

    Freedom is the big, key, goal.

  • March 8, 2017 at 8:00 am #1397

    Josh

    Kids go through phases. But it’s true that being part of an “error not true, you are just a dead, no class, lunatic, eunuch” for years on end, doesn’t make for a good role model, authority figure. It harms parent-child relationships in ways that will be hard to overcome, even in victory.

  • March 8, 2017 at 8:09 am #1398

    Josh

    I was seeing hints that I was somehow overlooking women on my list. There are some, but it’s a small minority. I don’t feel that I am overlooking them or biased in any noticeable way. But I am going to take a longer look for examples. I added Vanessa Beeley to the Twitter list, but her personal website wasn’t updated regularly when I looked and she didn’t announce any special affiliation with 21st Century Wire, which usually runs her stories. So that wasn’t an example of bias. I like Joan Didion as a writer, but she probably would not have fit the list if she were living. Not many women are bothering themselves about CIA, FBI, false flags, etc.

  • March 8, 2017 at 9:07 am #1400

    Josh

    If I felt like an interaction with Riley didn’t go well…I might be feeling down about that, but I never blame it on u. Feeling together, I’m grateful for u every day. During the time we’ve been together, there was never any premise that I couldn’t be attracted to someone else or fall in love with another person on a different life path, and thinking about any topic related to that is never a challenge to the quality of us. Us is what I want…because we are good like that. U know that too. And I see how much u love being reminded about it.

    I’ve gotten a lot better at looking at some picture which doesn’t have “u” in it, yet feeling a sense of u there. The real u dominates my feelings like THAT.

  • March 9, 2017 at 12:27 am #1412

    Josh

    U belong, a lot, with me, in the same story. It helps to make our own stories and myths about that…because they feel true. Riley’s concept of my founder, is true about u in a deep way too. Victim, lover, vampire slayer, baby.

    • March 11, 2017 at 5:18 am #1453

      Josh

      Love u so much. These days, I can tell when u are feeling tired, and staying up. I’ll be tough and steady for u. I promise. Can’t always promise to be fast…I’m writing more…in little bits, as a lobbyist. I think it helps when people actually get to read it.

      • March 11, 2017 at 5:23 am #1454

        Josh

        That’s a true, but little known fact, that people of all nationalities start to speak Yiddish when they get tired….we should catch some shut eye and sweet dreams.

        • March 11, 2017 at 1:39 pm #1459

          Josh

          I’m 100% sure u know infinitely more Hebrew and Yiddish than me, but much more important is that we are a team now. We try our best for each other. It feels good to see how sweet u are when it comes to taking care of me.

  • March 10, 2017 at 2:28 pm #1439

    Josh

    I love this because…I have 100% faith that A is my ultimate sharer, no matter where. Going through bad things, together, and getting passed them together, helps a lot in that way. And now u feel confidence enough to joke about it.

  • March 10, 2017 at 9:20 pm #1441

    Josh

    This was sweet. Did u take over an uncompleted project or was it a joint venture?

  • March 10, 2017 at 11:45 pm #1442

    Josh

    Saint Nick at the slaughter

    Just good times/timing for us?

  • March 11, 2017 at 1:34 am #1450

    Josh

    Replace u?? Of course, no one could replace u.

    I wasn’t saying anything about us a moment ago…or I guess I was saying the situation doesn’t lend itself to my rescuing u on a white horse by myself. It’s more viable to ask an army of mice to knock the prison walls down and take the guns away from all the guards at the same time.

  • March 12, 2017 at 7:40 pm #1471

    Josh

    If I don’t know what I do that’s not boring, then I can’t tell when I haven’t been doing enough of that. War is boring…

    I felt that these interviews with Russ Tice were important, and felt grateful to have a commentator point them out.

    I took a look at his/her Disqus and it seems like a full-time thing …Some 22000 comments since 2008, with a lot of debating military state on liberal sites.

  • March 12, 2017 at 9:33 pm #1473

    Josh

    We create our own, new, very personal space. All Anna is good there. No matter what the feeling…

    http://www.strategic-culture.org/news/2017/03/12/when-spies-out-control.html

    • March 12, 2017 at 9:47 pm #1474

      Josh

      I get the mood of that and what it’s about because I get Anna. It’s not that simple to say, and I’m not going to say.

  • March 13, 2017 at 2:05 am #1476

    Josh

    U are always charming, but not very lucky.

  • March 13, 2017 at 4:44 am #1477

    Josh

    U are tired, and I show go to bed. Those voice clues didn’t quite add up. I saw some LCs from someone unfamiliar too…so the msg. wasn’t…was it important?

  • March 13, 2017 at 3:05 pm #1482

    Josh

    U have been a life long victim of Spook operations that started way before u were born. In our case, the plan was for u to see a remote pet, but never have any contact, and absolutely never escape or stop working. Those toxic plans were designed from high above, by Spook leaders that treat all people as animals/pawns/things.

    Once we had some contact, as part of those operations, they wanted to drive wedges between us. They worked to do that in a lot of different ways.

    The reality that other pawns think/feel is something different.

    If u know someone who is kind of friendly, but not free to talk, then in private u can ask them how much personal allegiance to different people or situations they would want if Spook didn’t exist anymore. If they are really friendly, they could answer that question.

  • March 13, 2017 at 7:40 pm #1491

    Josh

    U and I are really good these days. Freedom and survival are, still, obviously, our biggest issues/challenges. So it makes sense to be happy when other people help out, whatever the size of the contribution or their ultimate disposition.

  • March 13, 2017 at 8:45 pm #1493

    Josh

    U are going set all the records. Including the previously undocumented one of teaching me concentration. By example. Okay, what am I wandering off to?

    • March 13, 2017 at 8:58 pm #1494

      Josh

      U want me to explain for u what u were thinking? Why?

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