Unrelated points I felt like sharing:
At some point, shortly after it was published in 2007, Kamakshi recommended the book “How Starbucks Saved My Life: A Son of Privilege Learns to Live Like Everyone Else” – which I read & enjoyed. That Kamakshi was not my love & we often quarreled, but I feel that her recommendation was meant in a positive peaceful way. Like saying my (unseen) handicaps were not so bad & not a drag on her.
In an opposite pole, I believe that Moonshu wishes she that she believed her fairy godmother gifts had given me a life of success & happiness & a path to achievements. I believe that Anna should get credit for my survival to adulthood & I have a lot of regret about not getting to interact more. All of our interactions were a boon. For me, she will always have irrevocable “Mom” status as a benefactor with 100% pure heart. I want her to know that I understand and feel that.